"If I try my best, I still don't survive, I can't give you anything else, and I can only give you these things outside of my body. If you really have our child, you will have to work hard to raise him alone, if you feel that it is too difficult for a person, find someone to help you, that Mr. Wu is not bad, I was joking with you last time, you can follow him, I can rest assured! ”

When he said the last sentence, Si Nian's voice was hoarse and a little choked.

Jiang Sui, who heard Si Nian's words, was already crying in his arms.

Knowing that Jiang Sui was as uncomfortable as himself, Si Nian's hand holding Jiang Sui tightened again.

When Jiang Sui was almost crying, he groped to help Jiang Sui wipe away the tears on his face, and the corners of his lips were back on a smile.

He suddenly looked sideways in the direction of the window and asked Jiang Sui, "Suisui, how is the weather today?" Is the sun out? ”

Jiang Sui was still immersed in a sad mood, and when Si Nian suddenly asked like this, she also turned her head to look out of the window blindfolded.

Today, it was cloudy outside the window, and there was not a shadow of the sun in sight.

But she couldn't tell Si Nian like that.

The sun represents daylight and hope, and if she tells Si Nian that there is no sun at all today, it will undoubtedly make him feel that he has lost hope and is unlucky.

So, Jiang Sui lied again.

"Well, it's a nice day, it's sunny, it's a good day! Brother's surgery will definitely be successful. ”

"Hmm."

Si Nian nodded, and hooked the corners of his mouth towards Jiang Sui again.

At 9 o'clock in the morning, at 8:20 a.m., a nurse in the operating room pushed a gurney to pick up Si Nian.

Jiang Sui and Wu Chunhao followed the gurney all the way to the door of the operating room.

When he was about to enter the door, Si Nian suddenly stopped the nurse and said that he had something to explain to his family, so the nurse stopped and waited for him.

Si Nian called Wu Chunhao first, and Wu Chunhao stepped forward in response.

Si Nian said to him: "Mouse, what I explained to you before, if I can't get out, you remember to do it." ”

"Don't talk nonsense! You can go in with confidence, buddy is waiting for you here, wait for death, you must come out for me! ”

Wu Chunhao is a big man, and when he said this, his voice was a little wrong, and Li Ai turned his head sideways, not daring to look at it again.

Only Jiang Sui stood beside the gurney in a daze at this moment, without any reaction.

Si Nian smiled at Wu Chunhao: "I have been a brother for so many years, and I have experienced so many things together, you know what I am most at ease with, you have to promise me, I can rest assured." ”

Wu Chunhao's eyes were red, and he finally nodded: "Okay, I promise." After speaking, he also turned his head, not daring to look at Si Nian.

After explaining to Wu Chunhao, Si Nian turned his head sideways, stretched out a hand, and called Jiang Sui with a blank look: "Suisui? ”

Jiang Sui held his hand and responded in a low voice: "Brother, I'm here." ”

Si Nian clasped Jiang Sui tightly with his two hands, and said to her with some difficulty: "If you don't have time to marry you in this life, in the next life, I will come to you first in the next life, let me confess to you first, and then you can refuse me a few more times, make up for all the grievances you have suffered from me in this life, and then marry me, okay?" ”

Tears slipped down the corners of Jiang Sui's eyes again, and she stubbornly reached out to wipe them away.

Then he said to Si Nian in a cold voice: "It's not good! Si Nian, I tell you, I only promise to marry you in this life, and I want you to think about it in the next life! If I don't come out well today, I will marry a cripple or a fool in the next life, and I won't marry you! Did you hear that? ”

Si Nian was silent for a moment and smiled bitterly at her, "I heard you." ”

Then the nurse who had been waiting on the side reminded her that it was almost time to go in and make preoperative preparations, because Dr. Mark was already waiting inside.

Watching Si Nian disappear into the gradually closing operating room door, Jiang Sui's tense emotions finally couldn't be stopped, she squatted on the ground and buried her head and cried, but she didn't dare to make too loud noises, for fear that Si Nian, who was not yet anesthetized, would hear it, her body shrunk into a ball, and she trembled.

Li Ai looked uncomfortable, and wanted to go over to persuade Jiang Sui, but was stopped by Wu Chunhao again.

"Let her cry for a while, after holding it for a few days, I have to let her be released."

Jiang Sui cried for about half an hour, and when he looked up again, the indicator light during the operation had already turned on.

She stood up slowly, her feet were a little numb, and Li Ai saw that she couldn't stand, so she hurriedly came over to support her.

She wiped the tears from her face and instantly held Li Ai's arm.

"Sister Ai, Brother Mouse, I'll leave it to you first, I have something to do, I want to go out, call me if there is any situation."

After Jiang Sui finished speaking, he turned around and walked out, and Li Ai called out to her behind her: "Eh, Sui Sui, why are you going at this time?" ”

Jiang Sui didn't respond, and went straight downstairs by elevator.

There was a burst of thunder outside the hospital building, and Jiang Sui stood in front of the building and looked up at the dark clouds.

Reo, who was already waiting in front of the building, helped her pull the car door, Jiang Sui got into the car, and the car started and immediately galloped out of the hospital.

On the way, the downpour finally fell, knocking on the car body with a crashing sound against the metal.

This year's summer in Keihoku seems to have rained a bit a lot.

Jiang Sui looked out of the car window with a solemn expression, and he could already see the welcoming pine at the foot of Puji Temple Mountain in the distance.

Jiang Sui has done everything she can in the past few days, and she has no other way at the moment, in order to keep Si Nian, now she can only pin her last hope on the gods.

The car stopped in front of the welcome pine, and Jiang Sui got out of the car, and Reo took a black umbrella to cover her head.

Jiang Sui took the umbrella and said to Reo, "You go to the parking lot and wait for me, I'll just go up alone." ”

Reo nodded, not saying anything.

Jiang Sui held an umbrella and walked towards the mountain gate.

Today's heavy rain and sparse people under the mountain.

Jiang Sui entered the mountain gate, and when he raised his eyes, he saw the 1,080 steps leading directly to the temple.

When she and Xiao Wen came here six years ago, she would gasp as she walked up step by step.

Probably because of the lack of sincerity that time, Ping An Fu failed to keep Si Nian's peace.

This time, Jiang Sui was ready to bow down all the way.

Yesterday she saw the news of a woman kneeling down from the foot of the mountain to the top of the mountain in the vast rain, praying for the blessing of her family.

Jiang Sui also abandoned his umbrella before the first step of the stairs and let the heavy rain beat him mercilessly.

Even the weather is so cooperative, it seems that doing such a thing on a pouring rainy day will be pious enough.

Jiang Sui remembered that a netizen commented on the woman in the low video, saying that she could do this, not for the person who gave birth to her, but for the person she gave birth to.

But today, Jiang Sui didn't do either, she climbed the steps, step by step, three steps and one kneeling, nine steps and one kowtow, just for the sunny and wanton young man she fell in love with inadvertently when she was young, and today she can survive the catastrophe safely.

In the pouring rain, Jiang Sui bowed all the way up the 1,000 and 80 steps, held incense high and prayed to the gods and Buddhas: "If the year can be safe today, I am willing to serve incense often and eat vegetarian food all my life to repay the grace of protection." ”

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Reo waited at the foot of the mountain for two and a half hours, and it rained heavily for two and a half hours, seeing that Jiang Sui had not come back, he couldn't help but be anxious, and was raising his umbrella to go up to have a look, when he saw a thin little figure appear on the steps on the high place, limping down the mountain in the heavy rain, his whole body was already soaked, and his clothes were attached to his body.

Reo was startled, ran over a few steps to help Jiang Sui block the rain, and asked her, "Miss Jiang, what's wrong with you, the umbrella is soaked." ”

Jiang Sui pulled his lips at her and shook thoroughly, "I'm fine, let's go back to the hospital quickly, the operation time is already halfway over." ”

When Jiang Sui limped and reappeared outside the door of the operating room with Reo, everyone looked at her in shock.

I saw that her light gray sports suit had been soaked by the heavy rain and turned dark gray, which was wet and sticking to her body, her legs and knees were stained with mud, and the bangs on her forehead were still dripping water on her pale cheeks.

"Sui, what's going on?"

Jiang Guodong, an old father who didn't know when he came to the hospital, couldn't help but step forward to ask after seeing his daughter's appearance.

"Suisui, where have you been?" Gu Wan also followed up and asked with concern.

Afraid that they would be worried, Jiang Sui immediately pulled his lips and smiled at them: "It's okay for me, it's just that I was in a hurry to walk in the rain and accidentally fell, and it didn't hurt, it doesn't matter." ”

Hearing her say this, Lao Jiang's face softened a little, and then he couldn't help but start blaming Jiang Sui again: "You kid, how can you not tell us about such a big thing as Si Nian's surgery today?" If you and Aunt Gu hadn't seen that you hadn't come home for a few days, we wouldn't have known about it. ”

Jiang Sui smirked at Lao Jiang: "Dad, I'm not afraid that you will be worried, thinking that I will tell you after the operation." ”

Lao Jiang helplessly stretched out his index finger and pointed at Jiang Sui: "You, you, you look soft and weak on the outside, but your actual personality is stubborn and tough, sometimes you can be bolder than the sky, and I don't know who you follow!" ”

"Of course, the character is up to you!" Jiang Sui immediately stuck out his tongue and answered.

"You!"

Seeing this, Li Ai, who had been standing aside, hurriedly stepped forward to relieve Jiang Sui.

"Uncle Jiang, Uncle Jiang, don't talk about the age at this time, there is still a period of time before the end of the operation, let Jiang Sui go back and change his clothes first, so as not to catch a cold."

Later, when Li Ai accompanied Jiang Sui back to the ward to change clothes, she couldn't help but ask Jiang Sui.

"Come on, why did you go for more than three hours? It's so embarrassing, it's definitely not as simple as falling as you said. ”

Jiang Sui pursed his lips and reluctantly bent the corners of his mouth towards Li Ai, and said, "Sister Ai, I really have no choice but to go and pray to God and worship Buddha." ”

Li Ai froze in disbelief, she couldn't believe that a turtle intellectual, like Jiang Sui, would be helpless enough to pray for the protection of the gods.

Jiang Sui didn't dare to look at Li Ai's eyes, and silently turned around to change clothes.

Changing and changing, she suddenly stopped, turned her back to Li Ai and choked up: "Sister Ai, do you know, I'm so panicked now, I'm so afraid that I will lose him, I can't sit outside the operation and wait, I have to do something to make the four-hour operation time not so long." ”

Li Ai sighed, pulled Jiang Sui over, and hugged her.

"I understand, but you also have to take care of your body, otherwise Si Nian's operation was successful, but you fell ill again, how can this work? Uncle Jiang is also old and in poor health, didn't you let him get angry too? ”

Jiang Sui cried and nodded on Li Ai's shoulder, she understood the reason, but she was afraid, afraid that Si Nian would not be able to come out of the operating room, and that he would not be able to wake up as scheduled when he came out of the operating room.

Jiang Sui leaned on Li Ai's shoulder and cried for a while, the estimated time for the end of the operation was almost approaching, she washed her face again, and hurried to the operating room with Li Ai.