Chapter 106: Reluctance
Jiang Sui raised his head and smiled at Si Nian, and then put the meat back into Si Nian's bowl.
"Brother, you can eat, I don't like to eat meat now."
Si Nian was helpless, and said to her in a very gentle tone: "How old are you, and you are still a picky eater!" Do you want to have a balanced diet? ”
Jiang Sui just stuck out his tongue at him slightly, without explaining or arguing.
She wasn't in the mood to talk today, but she was afraid that Si Nian would see something abnormal, so after the meal, she excused herself and said that she was a little tired, so she washed up early and went to bed to rest.
The bedroom was darkened with curtains drawn and lights turned off.
Jiang Sui lay on the bed and tossed and turned, what the leader said to her today always made her feel uneasy, she didn't know whether to tell Si Nian or not, and discuss it with him.
This afternoon, after Jiang Sui was sent back to the unit by Si Nian, he went directly to see the leader.
The leader first affirmed that she had done a good job during this time, and then proposed that the department was ready to end her internship period early and be directly assigned.
It is of course good to be able to end the internship early and send it directly.
It's just that Si Nian's body has just recovered, and she is still a little worried about him.
And that's it, the country where Jiang Sui was sent is a bit special.
In the country, there have been many forces confronted and entrenched for a long time, and if one is not careful, it will lead to war at any time.
This is also the place where Si Nian's parents both died.
How could she bear to tell Si Nian that she was about to go here to do a job that was not easy and could kill her at any time?
The leader told her that the reason for sending her there was that she was proficient in many Chinese and could accompany the ambassador to communicate with various forces, make every effort to safely take out the expatriates trapped in dangerous areas, and open up channels to return to China, ready to evacuate at any time.
It may not be long, at most a few months, but the work is dangerous.
This was mentally prepared for her before she entered this industry, this is her ideal and belief, and she will not give up.
Whether it is dangerous or not, she will definitely obey the arrangement and try to do her job as well as possible.
But Jiang Sui didn't want Si Nian to worry, so he hesitated to tell him all afternoon.
A little later, Jiang Sui was lying in bed when he heard footsteps coming in at the bedroom door.
She hadn't thought about it yet, and she was afraid that Si Nian would see the flaws, so she could only close her eyes and pretend to sleep.
After a few moments, she felt the mattress on her side slowly sink, and then a warm kiss landed on her forehead.
Si Nian's arm was also gently wrapped around her waist, and she was carried into his arms.
Then his cheek was also pressed towards Jiang Sui, and his breath was warm, just spraying on her face.
Jiang Sui's heart began to tremble, and she was so frightened that she didn't dare to move, afraid that she would soon be unable to pretend.
These small actions he made just now all revealed his deep attachment to her.
This made her reluctant to tell him that in a week, she was about to set foot in his mother's footsteps and go to the country.
She thought that after Si Nian learned the news, she would probably go crazy with worry, according to what she knew about him, he would definitely not wait for her to come back at home, he would definitely follow her.
But knowing that it was a place where danger could happen at any time, and he had just begun to recover his health, how could she let him follow her to risk his life?
This job and ideal is only hers now, not Si Nian.
In the dark night, the breathing of the people around him slowly became longer, and Jiang Sui knew that Si Nian was asleep.
She slowly turned sideways to face Si Nian, her fingers gently caressing his deep eyebrows, high nose tip, and sexy thin lips in the dark, and finally she leaned in and gently dropped a kiss on his lips.
The decision has been made.
This time, she also began to learn from what he was before, making decisions alone, taking on one person, and only informing him of the final result, I wonder if he will be as angry as she was at the beginning?
can't care so much, as long as it's for him, she is willing to bear it.
If she can come back safely, she will coax him again, and he will be very good anyway.
If she doesn't come back, he'll be sad and sad, but at least he'll live forever.
After making a decision, Jiang Sui will start to pack his luggage in the next few days while Si Nian is busy with his own affairs in the study.
It's strange to say, Si Nian seems to be very busy these days, and he will lock himself in the study for a few hours after dinner every day, and Jiang Sui doesn't know what he is doing.
Jiang Sui felt that he might have a job, after all, he was also the head of two large groups, if he hadn't been sick before, he wouldn't have been like Li Ai said.
At this time, it would be good for him to be busy, maybe if he was busy, he would not be sad and sad because of her farewell.
The week passed quickly, and it was Friday, less than three days before Jiang Sui's departure.
The closer the day of leaving, the more reluctant Jiang Sui felt.
She originally planned to take advantage of the weekend's two-day rest time to go home to see Lao Jiang and Gu Wan, and then get tired of it with Si Nian for a day.
Then on Monday, she quietly left alone for Latin America.
If she is lucky, she will be back in a few months, and if she is unlucky, someone will come back to tell her relatives at that time.
It's just that Jiang Sui didn't expect that the plan was far from changing as fast.
When he was about to go to bed at night, Si Nian suddenly told her that he had something to go back to hK on Saturday night and was expected to come back on Monday night.
Jiang Sui was stunned when he heard this, doesn't this mean that there is only one night left for them to stay together?
Jiang Sui suddenly felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, she knelt on the bed, looked at Si Nian with some pity and asked, "Can you not go this weekend, can you change the time?" ”
Si Nian pinched Jiang Sui's little face funny: "What?" Can't bear me? ”
Jiang Sui pursed his lips and nodded, looking at Si Nian with hope in his eyes: "Well, is it okay?" ”
Si Nian took Jiang Sui's hand, kneaded it in his palm, and said with some embarrassment: "The time of the group's shareholders' meeting has been set, and the directors attending the meeting have been notified, and there is no way to change it, but what should I do if I am reluctant to do so?" ”
Si Nian seemed to think for a while, and then asked Jiang Sui with a smile: "Why don't I put you in my pocket and take you away?" ”
Jiang Sui was amused by Si Nian, and followed his words: "Okay, put me like that handkerchief on your left chest, so that I will always be in your heart." ”
Si Nian was stunned for a moment, then reacted, hugged Jiang Sui and said with a smile: "It turns out that you have found out, Sui Sui, you don't need to put it in your pocket," Si Nian pointed to the location of his heart, "You have always been with me." ”
Jiang Sui's heart was warm, and he leaned his head on Si Nian's left chest, listening carefully to his powerful heartbeat.
Suddenly remembering something, she raised her head slightly to look at Si Nian, and called softly: "Brother." ”
Si Nian looked down at Jiang Sui, helped her hide the broken hair on her sideburns behind her ears, and kissed her gently on Jiang Sui's lips, responding to her: "Well, I'm here." ”
"Will you always spoil me and love me so much?"
"Yes, it will."
"No matter what I do, won't it change?"
"Well, no, it will never change."
Everything in the world is inferior to you, and my love for you will always be the same, and it will not change because of all things.
"Okay, brother, you must remember what you said today."
As he spoke, Jiang Sui sat up on his knees, wrapped his arms around Si Nian's neck, and his warm lips covered Si Nian little by little.
Jiang Sui's sudden initiative today made Si Nian feel a little happy inexplicably.
He immediately hugged Jiang Sui's waist, turned against the guest, and began to kiss her domineeringly, gnawing and licking inch by inch, tossing and grinding over and over again.
Jiang Sui gradually became short of breath in Si Nian's long and passionate kiss, and his whole body also collapsed, hanging softly on Si Nian's body.
She felt a little unbearable now, and her voice was vague and called Si Nian: "Brother......"
"Hmm." Si Nian's voice was also blurred, and he asked her, "Nian Sui, is it okay?" ”
Her eyes were misty, and she nodded slightly at him.
As if he had received an amnesty, Si Nian turned over and pressed her down.
Jiang Sui felt that the fabric on her body was being faded by him little by little, and his fingers gently and slowly caressed her eyebrows, and his lips kissed lightly on her neck.
The bedside lights in the room are dim, reflecting Si Nian's eyebrows and eyes are particularly gentle.
He stared at her with affection in his eyes, Jiang Sui was a little embarrassed, and reached out to turn off the light, but was stopped by Si Nian.
His fingertips ran gently over her cheek, moving slowly and gently, as if she were a treasure in his palm.
The air is hot and dry that even the air conditioner can't blow.
He pressed against her forehead, sweat blended, Jiang Sui felt that his limbs were about to fall apart, but he still refused to let her go, holding her with both hands, over and over again.
As if to make her carve this feeling deeply into her bones at this moment.
She closed her eyes tightly and took it seriously.
In the next second, Si Nian's fingers slightly brushed away her sweaty bangs, and his fingers slid down her smooth forehead all the way to her lips.
He called her name in a hoarse voice: "Sui, open your eyes, look at my brother's ......"
Jiang Sui was in pain and unbearable by him, opened her eyes slightly, and felt like a small boat, floating and sinking in the river and sea he loved, her voice was broken: "Brother...... Brother...... Sorry ......"
In the sweetness and sadness, Jiang Sui unconsciously apologized to Si Nian.
But the man was immersed in the joy of her, and did not find anything wrong.
At noon the next day, Jiang Sui woke up in Si Nian's arms, she only moved her body, and Si Nian used his arm to hold her tighter.
Jiang Sui didn't plan to move anymore, and lay quietly on his side in front of Si Nian, staring at Si Nian with his eyes wrong.
I don't know how long it has been, Si Nian's hoarse and smiling voice sounded low in Jiang Sui's ears: "Suisui, how long will it take, huh?" Have you seen enough? ”
Jiang Sui raised his eyes to look at him, but Si Nian didn't open his eyes, only the corners of his lips slightly hooked up a good-looking arc.
Like a child peeking at a captured bag, Jiang Sui's cheeks began to heat slightly, and even the sound he made seemed to be hot.
"I can't get enough of it for a lifetime."
If she could, she really wanted to watch it quietly until she was old.
But there is not only their love in her life, but also the ideals and beliefs that the two of them once shared, but now they all fall on her alone, and she wants to realize them on behalf of the two of them.
Si Nian squinted his eyes and kissed Jiang Sui like a dragonfly on his lips.
"Then continue to watch, watch for a lifetime, if you can't see enough in a lifetime, you will be given the next life, the next life, the next life, and the whole life, and you can see it however you want."
Jiang Sui leaned his body towards Si Nian again, and nestled into his arms by the way, and his tone was soft: "Then it's okay, your life, your next life, your next life, it's all mine." ”
"Well," Si Nian closed his eyes and hugged her softly, "In heaven, on earth, on earth, I will always be yours." ”