Chapter 51: Self-Knowledge

"I want to talk to you, it's not so convenient to talk outside." Ning Shuyi took out the key that Fang had secretly borrowed from Huo Yan and opened the door in front of him.

Although it is said that this house belongs to his parents, after all, it has been rented to Huo Yan, Ning Shuyi and Huo Yan are more familiar, but Ning Shuyue is still measured.

Especially after the door opened, seeing that the room was so neatly cleaned, she was a little more cramped than Fang Cai.

Ning Shuyi pulled her sister into the door, settled down on the sofa in the living room, and sat next to her, not in a hurry to speak, but first looked at her sister from head to toe.

"Sister, what's going on with you lately?" She sighed and asked, "Is there something on your mind?" I feel like you're not in the right place!"

Ning Shuyue's lips squirmed, her eyes flickered, as if she wanted to squeeze out a soothing smile with all her might, but she still couldn't do it after all, and before the corners of her mouth could be hooked, her eyes couldn't help but fill with tears.

Her sister's reaction also confirmed Ning Shuyue's guess, she sighed, took a tissue from the coffee table and handed it to her sister, asking her to wipe her tears: "If you can trust me, if there is anything unhappy in your heart, just tell me."

There's no one here today, and my parents don't have any ears, so I can't hear the sound upstairs, so you don't have to worry about anything."

"Xiaoyi, I'm sorry......" Ning Shuyue was so concerned by her sister, and her tears became more and more unstoppable, "I bought a car a while ago, and I didn't expect Nie Guang to be so self-conscious......

"Sister, if it's because of this incident, then your tears are a little unbearable!" Ning Shuyi couldn't cry or laugh, "The car is not a rigid need for me, but you, in this special period, don't think so much, the most important thing is to take care of your body."

Originally, she was comforting Ning Shuyue, but she didn't expect that after hearing this, her sister cried even more fiercely.

"Can you stop taking care of me like that?" Ning Shuyue sobbed and said, "Mom and Dad, and you, the more you treat me like this, the more unsteady I am in my heart......

I don't know if I'm pregnant now...... This kind of false information was not once or twice before, and every time my aunt was late, I thought that this time there was finally good news, but after a while, it turned out to be empty joy again......

In the past, the disappointment of Nie Guang and I has made me very stressed, this time the number of late days is a bit too much, I said that it was better to wait and see, and then tell the family after the decision, but he had a big mouth, and he didn't hold it back, and he shook it to his parents at our house......

She covered her face with both hands, trembling slightly: "Before, for me, I made the family jump and the money I used to buy you a car, in case this time it's 'false information, what face will I have to face you in the future......

"Why do you think that......" Ning Shuyi sighed, stroked her sister's back, and soothed her emotions, she felt that her sister was not in the right state recently, and she originally thought that she was pregnant and uncomfortable, but she didn't expect it to be because of this uncertain "pregnancy" problem, which made her so stressed.

"Whether you're pregnant or not, you're our parents' daughter, can't this change?

I didn't recognize you as my sister because you were a pregnant woman, so it won't affect anything at all."

After saying this, Ning Shuyi stared at Ning Shuyue again, frowning, "These are all superficial reasons, right? Although I am not married and have no personal experience, it is common sense that no matter whether you are pregnant or not, it is impossible for your parents to be so stressed!

Did Nie Guang's family say something about you?"

"Nope." Ning Shuyue hurriedly shook her head, "My in-laws didn't urge us to have children......

"That's Nie Guang?" Ning Shuyi's brows furrowed.

Ning Shuyue pursed her lips, not admitting it, but she didn't deny it.

Ning Shuyi sighed: "What does he usually say about you?"

"He's also for my good ......" Ning Shuyue's eyes were red, obviously very aggrieved, but what came out of his mouth was the words that explained Nie Guang, "You don't know who I am

, the character is inherently problematic, indecisive, and the judgment is not good......

Therefore, Nie Guang has to follow *** heart in everything, otherwise it will be easy to make mistakes.

Maybe after a long time, it will make people feel a little tired and impatient......

But it's really not the pressure he puts on me in the matter of the child, it's me...... I'm always a false alarm, again and again, and he didn't lose any temper with me because of this, and comforted me, saying that maybe my health is not good, I have been prone to illness since I was a child, and I am not in good health, so as long as I pay attention to recuperation, it will be fine in the future.

In addition, you and your parents, you are also very concerned about taking care of me, I watch a group of children running around and jumping around in the unit every day, and I like children very much in my heart, all of which are piled up together, which makes me look forward to pregnancy again, and I am afraid of empty joy, and my heart is like pressing a big stone, I can't eat or sleep well......

She clutched a tissue, her shoulders shaking, and she sobbed.

Ning Shuyi sighed, moved away slightly, looked at her sister with her arms in her arms, and did not speak.

Ning Shuyue cried to herself for a while, and seemed to feel that the room was a little too quiet, and opened her misty teary eyes with a little doubt, and looked at her sister who was looking at her with a straight face.

"Sister, there may be a sentence that may not sound good, but if it is not good, you better listen to it." Ning Shuyi sighed, "I think your parents took too good care of you in the past, resulting in you neither having a firm self-awareness nor enough ability to resist pressure, and now you are suffering like this because of these things."

Ning Shuyue was a little aggrieved, but she didn't know what to say, so she just pursed her lips and didn't speak.

"Sister, you are actually not stupid at all, you are very smart, otherwise you would not have been admitted to the preschool education major of a key university with such a high score.

People have said that life is like a person drinking water and knowing that he knows himself, for your life, I am an outsider, and I may not have the right to point fingers, but you, the party, should sometimes cover your ears, listen to your inner voice, calm down and find the root cause of your anxiety and pain, what is it?

Is it really from the care and tolerance of parents?

When you are anxious because of your family's care, and you are afraid of disappointing everyone's expectations, who benefits from this?"

Ning Shuyue never seemed to have thought that her sister would say such a thing, and she was a little surprised for a while: "You...... What do you mean......