Chapter 55: Diary
On the way to the hospital, Sun Yan fell asleep in a daze under the effect of the drug, and did not wake up, so naturally she did not make any more trouble, which made a car of people, including Ning Shuyi, breathe a sigh of relief.
After arriving at the hospital, he sent Sun Yan for an examination first, because the family had not yet arrived, and the task of running before and after naturally fell on Ning Shuyi's head.
Since the assessment of the patient's mental state needs to be carried out when the person is awake, it took more than an hour for Sun Yan to wake up.
After waking up, she found that she was in the hospital, and Sun Yan inevitably made a fuss, but she was very aware of current affairs, and when she realized that if she continued to mess around like this, she might be identified as having mental problems, so she quickly calmed down.
After evaluating Sun Yan's mental state, the doctor believed that she was not mentally ill for the time being, but she had serious psychological problems.
She has a relatively obvious paranoia, and a certain degree of liarism, just like Ning Shuyi's previous feelings, when she usually speaks, she will mix the true and the false, and according to the real situation that does happen in reality, she begins to carry out her own subjective imagination and processing.
When this kind of liarism meets a paranoid personality, Sun Yan especially likes to pay attention to some topics where men and women are opposed, and it is easy to interpret similar events that happened to others into a new version of herself through imagination, and turn it into her own "personal experience".
She seems to enjoy the process of making things up, believing that she can derive satisfaction and accomplishment from the reactions of others when she tells her about her own questionable or risky "experiences."
But the problem is that after telling too many lies of the same type, Sun Yan herself has also begun to be affected, and those fictitious experiences that she originally made up out of a pathological psychology have been repeatedly polished and polished in her mind, and gradually she is a little difficult to distinguish between truth and falsehood, and she can't tell what really happened and which things are her own version of processing.
If she is allowed to continue to develop like this, it will have a very bad impact on her and the people around her.
The doctor suggested that the clinical psychologist of the hospital should first contact Sun Yan for psychological counseling.
Considering that Sun Yan's parents were still on the way over, Ning Shuyi also felt that it might be better to let Sun Yan receive psychological counseling first, after all, the whole process before she came to the hospital was not pleasant, and I don't know if it had any further impact and stimulation on her.
While waiting, Huo Yan rushed to the hospital from the bureau.
Although there were medical staff following here, Huo Yan was still at ease with Sun Yan's move of threatening people with a knife, and immediately rushed over after handling everything in the bureau.
"Bi Runlin handed it over to Kang Ge, I don't understand the things about mobile phones and computers, and it makes no sense to listen there." He handed a notebook to Ning Shuyi, "Tong Chujun's personal belongings have basically been counted, there are not many things, and those things such as mobile phones, computers, and identity documents are indeed not among them."
But I found this. ”
Ning Shuyi took it and flipped through it, and found that it was a diary.
"The handwriting is still being checked, and the preliminary comparison is consistent with some of the documents in Tong Chujun's personal belongings, as well as the handwriting on some records she made when she was working." Huo Yan replied, stretching out his finger and pointing to the notebook, "Originally, I could have come over earlier, but there was an interesting discovery when collecting fingerprints." ”
Ning Shuyi hurriedly shifted his gaze from the notebook to Huo Yan's face, waiting for him to reveal the answer.
"In this notebook, only one person's fingerprints were found." Huo Yan paused, "It's not Tong Chujun's." ”
"Is it Bi Runlin's?" Ning Shuyi immediately made a guess.
Huo Yan nodded.
"That's interesting." Ning Shuyi was not surprised by this answer, and lowered his head thoughtfully and continued to flip through the diary in his hand.
This book is not thick.,It looks ordinary.,It's not pretty.,The diary inside is about doubled.,There should be more than two dozen articles.,It's not long.,Long is a page.,Short is less than half a page.。
Dates from the beginning of the previous year, all the way to last fall.
The content of the diary is similar to a running account, all of which are trivial and trivial things, such as daily work in the workplace, how breathless the colleagues around you are, how disgusting the leaders of the unit are, and what strange customers at work say some excesses that make people angry.
It didn't take long to turn it from beginning to end, and when I looked at it, I found that all the things in the diary were unpleasant and unhappy.
These more than 20 diaries are not so much a record of Tong Chujun's various encounters in life and work, but rather some trivial things, and more of Tong Chujun's personal emotions projected behind these little things.
Whether it is the indifferent glance of a colleague, the unsympathy of the leader, or the unclear expression and nonsense of the customer consultation, it seems to be an unbearable pain for Tong Chujun, which makes her feel even more disappointed in the world, and even unabashedly reveals her misanthropy.
After Ning Shuyi browsed it once, he turned back to the beginning and read it carefully from the beginning.
After a while, she felt that Huo Yan next to her touched herself, turned her head, and saw that he didn't know where to take out a small cake and a cup of hot drink.
"The diary has no legs and can't run." Huo Yan handed over the things, "It's dark, and it's not suitable for eating a boxed lunch in the hospital, so you pad your stomach first." ”
It's not a big deal to buy something to cushion your stomach, Ning Shuyi was surprised by the cake in his hand.
"This ...... Someone in the team for a treat? She took the cake, held it in her hand, looked at it, and asked suspiciously.
"Nope." Huo Yan shook his head.
"You bought it yourself?" After Ning Shuyi heard this, he looked at the cake in his hand and was even more surprised.
Huo Yan nodded, and by the way, he stuffed the hot drink in his hand into her hand: "I've been carrying it in my arms all the way, and it's still a little hot, hurry up and eat, hurry up and drink." ”
Ning Shuyi looked at the small transparent box in his hand, which looked cute and exquisite, and was also decorated with a small cream cake made of sugar and white chocolate crumbs, and then looked at Huo Yan next to him, and felt very awkward.
"Why did you come up with the idea of buying this cake?" Ning Shuyi asked, "This thing...... It doesn't look like your style.
I'm guessing you've never been to a cake shop like this before today, right? ”
was poked by Ning Shuyi, Huo Yan touched the back of his head a little crampedly: "It's the first time today." ”
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