Chapter Seventy-Four: Black Holes
"Let's talk about Tong Chujun." Ning Shuyi glanced in the direction of the kitchen, and when Lu Zhibao came out of it, he closed the kitchen door with his hand, "Otherwise, you will be ready for dinner in a while." ”
Lu Zhibao smiled and waved his hand: "Little girl, make a little trouble, it's normal, she is usually very well-behaved, you don't have to worry." ”
"You and Tong Chujun have been separated for a year? Is it convenient to tell me why they are separated? Ning Shuyi asked.
Lu Zhibao rubbed his hands and sighed: "This thing is really, I don't even know how to say it, if she is alive, I can say whatever I want, as long as I seek truth from facts, it doesn't count me as saying anything bad about others."
But now the situation is that she is no longer there...... The dead are great, and it is not appropriate for me to say anything. ”
"It's okay, just say anything." Ning Shuyi waved his hand, indicating that there was no need to worry so much.
"Actually, when we first got together, we were quite happy." Lu Zhibao sighed heavily, "After all, I really loved each other."
At that time, I thought she was very quiet, a little girl who did her duty, and she was very exciting.
But after being together for a long time, I found out that it was not like that.
I'm a person, my thinking is still relatively traditional, what I crave is the kind of life of men and women weaving, or husbands and women, who don't need to be particularly enthusiastic or rich, just very warm.
At the beginning, Tong Chujun gave me the feeling that it was exactly what I wanted my wife to look like.
But as soon as we actually got together, I realized something was wrong.
Although she looks like a good wife and mother-type woman, in fact, she is a person full of negative energy.
How do you describe her......
She is like a black hole, as long as anyone close to her will be affected by the negative emotions she constantly outputs.
The people around her will be sucked away by her, all the positive emotions, all the enthusiasm, and over time, they will become the same as her, feeling that the whole world is bleak, feeling that life is hopeless, not believing in feelings, not trusting others......"
Lu Zhibao gasped as he spoke, as if recalling the relationship between the two of them was enough to drag him back to that memory, and he was once again stumped by the emotion he had at the beginning.
"So, you brought up the breakup?" Ning Shuyi asked.
Lu Zhibao nodded: "Yes, I mentioned it."
Actually, I'm pretty awkward about this......"
As he spoke, he looked towards the kitchen, pricking up his ears to listen to the sounds in the kitchen, for fear of being heard by his current girlfriend in the kitchen.
"After all, I chased her first." He was sure that the kitchen should still be busy, and sighed, "I made a wrong judgment at the beginning, and the character I made up in my brain was the real character of Tong Chujun.
So anyway, this is the first thing I teased her.
As a result, I took the first step because of my own judgment error, and later she seriously wanted to go with me, but because I realized her true character, I felt that I couldn't bear the pressure, and proposed to break up.
It was me who started and I was the one who ended, as if I had teased the girl......
I also know it's not very kind, but I'm really depressed, and I will suffocate if I spend any more day with her. ”
"You proposed to break up, what was Tong Chujun's reaction?" Huo Yan asked.
"She didn't react much." Lu Zhibao sighed, "She is very indifferent to her surroundings, she always feels that no one will have any kindness to her, so she guards against everyone."
I feel that in the few months we were together, I was wholeheartedly trying to get along and work hard in the direction of marriage, but she wasn't.
She may not have been particularly reassuring of me.
So I proposed to break up, and she didn't react much at the time, and she readily agreed.
The two of us broke up peacefully.
After that, I deleted everything between the two of us, after all, I have chosen to let go, there is no need to continue to be nostalgic for the past, it is not good for each other.
I haven't been in touch with her since, and slowly, I've come back from my suffocating life.
Later, I met the current one, how to say, it felt as if I had been locked in the basement for a long time, living a life that did not see the light of day, and now I finally returned to the ground, saw the sun again, and felt that life was also better. ”
"Do you think Tong Chujun committed suicide, or did he kill him?" Ning Shuyi suddenly asked.
Lu Zhibao was stunned for a moment, and smiled at the corner of his mouth: "This...... How can this ask me? You are the police, and your answer to this kind of thing is the most authoritative.
I'm a layman and she's ex-boyfriend, and this kind of question asks me...... Isn't it inappropriate? ”
"There's nothing appropriate or inappropriate, I just want to hear your opinion, and it's not for you to draw conclusions for us, don't have any worries." Ning Shuyi enlightened him, "Although we are the ones in charge of this case, after all, we don't know Tong Chujun, and we also have a preliminary understanding of the situation in her family."
As her boyfriend, you may be the most familiar and intimate relationship with her in the past ten years, so we just hope that you can give us a little perspective from this perspective and with your understanding of her. ”
"That'...... I'll just say my own personal opinion, right or not, I'll just talk about it, you can listen to it. Seeing Ning Shuyi say this, Lu Zhibao's attitude loosened a little, "Then I think it's all possible......
She, on the one hand, has that kind of misanthropy, and she keeps the words 'life boring' on her lips all day long, saying that she has lived enough, and that one day the comet hits the earth, and everyone dies together.
On the other hand, she can't get along with anyone, and she opens her mouth every day, either her parents at home treat her badly, or the boss of the unit treats her badly.
Colleagues are not good, customers are not good, anyway...... There are no good people around her.
She always felt that this was also aimed at her, and that was also aimed at her, and she always had conflicts with customers, was complained, and then left her job, changed jobs, and the cycle continued......
I'm not sure if she's offended anyone in her work, and I really don't dare to ask her, because if I do, I'll hear her complain about all kinds of dissatisfaction and all kinds of unhappiness......
Anyway, all the mistakes are someone else's fault, it's just not her fault.
I've told her before that it's really hard for her to have this mentality and attitude without contradicting people.
Alas...... There's no point in talking about that now! ”
Tomorrow will start to resume double watching.
Although I was trained some time ago, I took up a lot of time and energy, but the detailed outline was written long ago and was done step by step.
When I came home from my studies, I was tired, and we were almost ready to receive this volume!
The person who recognizes the bed can't afford to hurt, and it's a very good room, but I haven't slept a full sleep for two weeks.
Now it's your panda Mo who is typing, hahahaha~