Day and night of mental torture, so much so that when he put on makeup and changed his appearance, he also subconsciously went towards the facial characteristics of his father Uchiha Fugaku,

But it is much softer and more handsome, not as serious and fierce as Fuyue's face,

The final result is indeed handsome!

"Children are out and about, don't talk to strangers casually, it's not safe!"

After a moment of silence, Itachi bowed her head and said to the little girl and her parents beside her.

"Haha! Do not worry! ”

The little girl's father picked her up and said to Itachi with a big grin,

"You don't look like a bad guy at first glance!"

"Really?"

Itachi bent the corners of his mouth, showed a very forced smile, and laughed at himself,

"If you are good-looking, you may not be a good person!"

"Bad people don't say they're bad,"

The father smiled heartily, looked at Itachi and asked,

"Have you been resting badly lately? Looks tired, decadent, and exhausted? ”

At this moment, in the eyes of outsiders, the ferret, the soft and handsome young man, haggard and sick like the weeping willows by the water, the cherry blossoms in late spring,

It is full of a withered, fragile beauty.

"Yes! I haven't slept in over two weeks! ”

Nodding, Itachi said sincerely,

It's a fact!

He didn't dare to sleep, he didn't dare to face the gaze from his parents,

Sleep and nap must dream, and the Fugaku and Maikoto in the dream are beyond his reach.

He would rather suffer like this, day by day, day and night......

It's nothing if you don't sleep for a day, it's nothing if you don't sleep for three days and three nights,

If you don't sleep for a week, even ninjas are basically unbearable, and you have to be uncomfortable and painful to the point of collapse.

But for the ferret, such pain and suffering are nothing,

He's been going to sleep for more than two weeks.

Even if each day was more painful than the previous day, he still planned to continue to persevere......

Maybe one day, he will succeed in "evolving" the "sleep gene" of human beings?

"What a joke! If you don't sleep for two weeks, you'll die a long time ago, right? ”

The father hugged the child in his arms, almost laughed and bent over, only to think that the young man in front of him was too interesting,

The expression is serious, and the joke is told seriously, absurd and funny, and it looks like the real thing.

What kind of smiling man is this?!

"When I used to work hard, I often stayed up late and worked overtime.

The worst time, I didn't sleep for two days and two nights, and on the third day,

The whole person was stunned and stupid, and the brain almost stopped working and running.

Completely refusing to think about anything, thinking and reason are simply collapsing,

After a week of continuous rest and doing nothing, I was considered to have recovered! ”

The father sighed, described his painful experience, and advised Itachi,

"Although you certainly can't go more than two weeks without sleeping, you definitely haven't rested well.

Young people should not stay up all day long and not rest on time just because they are in good health now.

In the future, when you are old, you will regret it, and these debts will be repaid when you are old in the future! ”

Old? Old?

No, I'm sure I won't live to that time!

Itachi's silent wry smile,

When he made up his mind to kill his people that night, he also made up his mind to "kill" himself.

I've never thought about the end of my life,

After that night, the rest of the time, just going to live for his brother Sasuke,

Therefore, without stinginess, he squandered his life and damaged his body.

Health? Take care of your body?

Laughing to death, I didn't plan to live long at all!

Kill the tribesmen for the sake of "peace and justice", and then "kill" yourself who bears the sin of extermination,

Everything is at your own expense,

Only his younger brother Sasuke is left with a clean world and a future that has cut off all past fate and grievances!

Uchiha Itachi, who went to the battlefield to kill people at the age of four, jumped off a cliff and tried to commit suicide at the age of seven, and has serious self-destructive tendencies,

Deeply intoxicated and intoxicated by the logical and self-consistent plan of the thirteen-year-old self, moved by his own will and consciousness, unable to extricate himself,

Even if you kill him a hundred times, it won't affect his heart at all,

My heart and deeds are as clear as a mirror, and everything I do is righteous!

…… But alas, fate played a big joke on him,

Such a will and consciousness were completely shattered by the "truth of reality",

Father Fugaku forbears the layout, avenges the four generations of Hokage for his best friend, the filthy true face of the ape flying and the sun, and the fact that the three generations of Hokage betrayed Konoha...... A series of earth-shattering reversals,

All made the will and consciousness of the weasel become a big joke,

Lived to be a complete clown!

A thirteen-year-old secondary two boy who lives in his own world and refuses to wake up,

This time, I was completely awakened by the cruel and ruthless "reality",

The mentality was shattered, and the will and consciousness were shattered......

In a trance, I almost forgot the passage of time,

The ferret in the queue instinctively followed the steps of others and came to the counter, and finally it was his turn.

"Forty strings of three-color balls! Sorry for your help! ”

Itachi came back to his senses and said politely to the shop behind the counter.

"Forty strings? One person can't finish eating, and if you eat too many sweets, you will get tired! ”

The shopkeeper was a little surprised and reminded him.

"It's okay, I love sweets!"

Itachi barely squeezed out a smile, thought about it, and said,

“…… It's not one person, it's two people who eat! ”

"That's good! The meatballs are still fresh and delicious, so if you can, try not to wait until the next day! ”

The shopkeeper kindly advised.

After waiting for a while, forty strings of three-color balls were packed into two portions and handed to Itachi,

After settling the bill, Itachi took the two balls, turned around and walked through the crowd in front of the counter, and was about to walk to the door of the store.

After hesitating for a moment, he didn't leave directly, but sat down in the guest seat next to the store, and put two portions of meatballs on the table, intending to eat them here.

One pill was placed in front of him, and the other pill was solemnly placed opposite him by him.

"Father, please try my favorite three-color balls!"

Facing the empty seat across the table, Itachi said seriously,

It's as if his father Fugaku is really sitting opposite!

…… Although he hadn't slept for more than two weeks, Itachi still felt awake.

He knew that there was no one on the other side of the table, and his father Fuyue was not here.

Just doing this will make him feel a little better in his heart!

"Father, I'll start first!"

After greeting the person who didn't exist on the other side seriously and sincerely,

Itachi lowered his head and picked up a string of three-color balls and put them in his mouth, directly took off three balls at a time, and chewed them in his mouth.

It's sweet!

Normal people eat like this, it may be a little sweet and greasy,

But the ferret just thought it was just right, or rather, it wasn't sweet enough!

He ate the balls very quickly, one bite at a time, and in the blink of an eye, he ate half of his own portions.

"Father, the three-color balls are delicious!

Luckily, I bought 40 skewers, otherwise it would not be enough for two people! ”

Raising his head and staring at the empty seat opposite, Itachi said seriously and happily,

"Forty strings of meatballs, two people eat, just right!"

After another moment, Itachi ate his portion of the balls and asked suspiciously:

"Why hasn't my father finished eating?

Are you worried that you will not be able to eat the food cooked by your mother when you go home because you eat too many meatballs, and that your mother will complain? ”

With a smile on his face, Itachi said happily:

"It just so happens that I haven't eaten enough yet, and I still want to eat three-color balls, so my father, your portion,

I'll just laugh it off!

Great, save time re-queuing! ”

Smiling embarrassedly, Itachi explained with a serious effort:

"I'm still a thirteen-year-old child, and I like to eat sweets, and I can't control myself when I eat them.

It's normal, right?

Don't laugh, Father,

Actually, kids have a sweet tooth, and so do I! ”

While laughing with "Father-sama", Itachi stood up, stretched out his hand, and leaned across the table as usual.

During this time, in the torment of days and nights, he often fantasized about ...... If nothing goes wrong!

Unfortunately, there are no ifs in reality.

Itachi's hand pressed on the paper bag of another meatball-packed,

Another big hand, silently pressed on his hand,

"This ball is mine!

If you still want to eat, you can go and queue up again and buy it again! ”

A familiar voice of a ferret sounded in his ears,

Sluggish, trance-like, and incredulous, the ferret slowly raised his head,

Going up the position of the arm where this hand was connected, I saw the owner of this voice,

It was a man that Weasel knew very well, a man who always appeared in his dreams,

A man who had praised him countless times as "worthy of my son", but was killed by his own hands!

"Father!"

Itachi muttered, his expression numb, his breathing short, his chest rising and falling violently,

Like weeping, like sorrow, like joy, like despair,

Under the impact of violent mood swings, the brain, which has not slept for more than two weeks, seems to have completely stopped thinking.

The world in front of me seemed to twist, fluctuate, and shatter into countless pieces, and then glue back together.

The two scenes overlap and intertwine together, one world has his father Fuyue, and in the other world, there are still empty tables and chairs in front of him.

Itachi himself is unsure, and his father in front of him, Fuyue,

Is it really there, or is it just an illusion of self-deception?

On the back of his hand, the temperature transmitted by his father Fuyue's palm is not a cold and filthy body, but a warm and elastic body, a living body.

Reason told the Itachi that this was impossible, it must be an illusion,

But this illusion, this physical contact, the scene seen in front of you, is so real and concrete!

Itachi opened the kaleidoscope writing wheel eye and looked at his father Fuyue, who calmly faced his gaze,

"It's not an illusion! It's not a reincarnation of the dirt! ”

Muttering to himself, Itachi's face was complicated,

Either it's a fact or it's an illusion! There are only two possibilities left!

"Father, have you come out of my dream?"

Itachi asked with a blank face, like falling into an endless hell,

…… It turns out that the consequence of desperately insisting on not sleeping is that hallucinations come to reality,

Can't escape, can't hide, nightmares will always be with you!

"It's right to say that I came from a dream to reality!"

The wise man Fuyue was a little disgusted, and gently picked up the hand of this "stupid son" with two fingers, and threw it to the side of the table at will.

took out a string of three-color balls from his own, slowly and calmly bit down on the next ball, and chewed it carefully in his mouth.

"Food in reality tastes no different from dreams!

However, the meatballs do taste good! ”

Fuyue commented, and then, squinting at Itachi,

"The balls are good! People can't! ”

As a wise man, Fugaku is really incomprehensible,

How the hell did I come up with such a thing?

When you were born, you accidentally lost your brain?

Or is the patriarch so resourceful that he was jealous of the heavens, and God deliberately tricked me?

…… Specially arranged a "pair of Fuyue artifact" to my home? Play "Plot Kill"?

Can't afford to play, right?

"I'm sorry, Father!"

Itachi bowed his head deeply,

Thousands of complex emotions were intertwined in his heart, so suffocated that his chest was about to explode, but he couldn't pour out anything.

Because of their own stupidity, because of their own impulses, because of their own conceit,

The big mistake has been made, what else can he say now?

Only then did Itachi truly understand that night,

Father smiled bitterly, didn't say anything, and quietly died under his own knife.

With such a stupid son, what else can he say as a father?

…… Why am I so stupid? Stupid to such an extent, what else can you say?

Remorse, pain, despair,

Stupid to the point of despair!

I was desperate, and so was my father......

"That's it! Hello do it yourself! ”

Fu Yue shook his head helplessly, this "tuba" was completely abolished, fortunately, his "trumpet" practiced well,

My son, Sasuke, has a posture of detachment from fate!

Eating the remaining two of the three-color balls in his hand in turn, and tasting them carefully, Fuyue looked up at the sky,

Although it is daytime and obscured by the sun, the vast galaxy is always there,

With such a vast world and boundless bright starry sky, how can we limit our vision and goal to a small planet?

…… Isn't that a trip to this world for nothing, what is the difference between it and a floating and muddy beast that lives and dies in the twilight?

If you don't even have the desire and curiosity to look up at the galaxy, how small and pitiful should a person's mind be?

The universe is so big, I must go and see it, and if I have the opportunity, I must go and see if the universe also has boundaries and what the boundaries look like.

If the universe has boundaries, what kind of scenes are there outside the boundaries......

Coming back to his senses, Fu Yue dropped the leftover skewers in his hand, and finally said to Itachi,

"Be sure to read more! It's just stupid for people to read more, and they can be saved, and they are not easy to be deceived.

If you don't even bother to read a book, then you are completely hopeless and hopeless! ”

"Father's ......"

Before Itachi finished speaking, the rich mountain in front of him dissipated like a phantom,

Fu Yue, who is in the "Golden Country", canceled the "puppet spirit body" generated by the "King's Army" and projected in reality!

Raising his hand, looking at the still empty tables and chairs across the table,

Stunned, the weasel burst into tears,

“…… Is it really my hallucination!

In reality, there is no what if! ”

Choked up, the ferret was like he had been in the usual time during this time,

Take the three-color balls on the opposite side of the table and prepare to eat them.

Suddenly, his movements stopped, and his pupils contracted instantly,

I saw that on the table, there was a three-color ball-like skewer left over from Fuyue's eating.

Itachi is stupid,

Hallucinations, illusions, can you also eat three-color balls?

Who ate these three-color balls?

He pinched the stick, Huo Ran stood up, and the chair behind him was directly knocked down by him, and he was so emotional that he couldn't be more excited.

The weasel pounced on the other table next to him, holding the skewer in his hand with one hand, and squeezing the shoulder of a strange middle-aged man with the palm of the other hand.

Eager and worried, he asked:

"Did you just see that?

See someone across from me? Did anyone eat this string of three-color balls? ”

"Let go, let go! What a mess!

You've always been alone at your table! ”

The middle-aged man was in pain and slapped the ferret's palm angrily,

A pair of eyes that see a neurotic and paranoid patient, staring at Itachi!

"Impossible!

If I'm the only one all along, then who ate this string of three-color balls? ”

Itachi's forehead was bruised, and he roared hysterically, and he hadn't slept for more than two weeks, and his eyes were bloodshot.

Holding the leftover skewers from Fuyue's eating in his hand, he waved it in front of the middle-aged man,

The soft and handsome face also looks hideous and terrifying at this time,

…… It's like a severely paranoid patient who has just escaped from a mental hospital!

"It's true that no one else showed up at your table from beginning to end, and you were the only one all the time!"

The middle-aged man's companions, someone said out loud, once again affirming the answer.

"Impossible! I don't believe it, you're all lying to me!

I have the leftover skewers as evidence, how could you not see it! ”

Itachi's emotions gradually lost control, and his brain was already groggy due to not sleeping for a long time.

Stimulated by extreme emotions, the world in front of him was ghosted.

It's like a world overlapping in two,

In a world where he is holding a stick,

In another world, he has nothing in his hands, and he is holding up the air and saying that this is a stick!

shook his head vigorously, the two worlds overlapped, and the skewer appeared in his hand,

Itachi's heart was wide, and he held it tightly, feeling the hardness and touch of the skewer with his heart.

It's like just feeling the temperature of my father's Fuyue's palm......

"Absolutely! It can't be without, I have the evidence in my hands! ”

Itachi strengthened his mind and whispered softly in his mouth!

On the opposite side of the table, a young girl timidly raised her hand and took the initiative to speak:

"I, I...... Seeing that you finished eating the three-color balls in front of you, and then ran to the opposite position and ate a string of three-color balls,

I put the leftover skewes on the table opposite and ran back to my place! ”

If struck by lightning, all the movements of the weasel and the demeanor on its face suddenly stopped.

stared at the girl in front of him fixedly, unable to say a word,

In the face of his desperate and crazy eyes,

The girl panicked, almost cried, and nervously explained:

"I, I saw that you looked very handsome and good-looking, so I couldn't help but turn my head and keep peeking at you, and I happened to see the whole process......"

Am I crazy?

Itachi twitched the corners of his mouth, he wanted to laugh, but he couldn't laugh, he wanted to cry, he couldn't cry,

Father, father, did you really show up?

I can't tell the difference, I can't tell the difference!

Am I crazy, or is the world crazy?

"This customer, please calm down!"

At this time, a shopkeeper came out to maintain order, it was a middle-aged woman, and she didn't dare to come close from afar.

cautiously reminded,

"We've already called the Konoha Police Department, as well as the Konoha Psychiatric Hospital,

Don't mess around! ”

(End of chapter)