The girl's name is Liu Shiqi, and she is a neighbor of Yang Xi's hometown. Yang Xi's collection of poems for her is Tagore's "Birds". She said at first she thought she was reading more, but one page of the book was torn off. It wasn't until Yang Xi's body was found and the police said it was a suicide that she remembered to find out what the torn page was.

I bought a translation from the same publisher, and although I found it, I didn't find anything special. Just when I was at a loss, the house cleaning found a mobile phone from under the sofa. Liu Shiqi knew that it was Yang Xi at a glance, but fortunately, there was no password set on the phone, so Liu Shiqi found my photo in the mobile phone album.

She initially guessed that I was Yang Xi's girlfriend, but after finding out who I was, she was more convinced of our relationship. I am the eldest lady of a top family, and he is an ordinary rural college student. There are photos he took of me in the village on my mobile phone, and Liu Shiqi does not believe that Yang Xi committed suicide, but with her ability and social status at that time, she can't find anything, so she can only hope for me.

But at that time, I had just jumped off the building, and the ward where I was staying was surrounded by bodyguards, and she tried several times but couldn't get in, and once she almost snatched something that was going to take me from the bodyguards. I haven't tried it again since then, until I found out in the news that I was going to study abroad, and she got a place as an exchange student at the last minute.

In the past few years in country A, Liu Shiqi has been looking for news from me, but there has been no progress. But the gears of fate seem to be playing a joke on people, and let us meet when everything started turning again before.

We haven't seen each other since we saw off Gu Jingqian that day, and the message stayed on that night. I know he's angry, but apologizing now will affect me as well, so I'll apologize when everything settles down.

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As soon as I got off the plane, I saw bodyguards waiting in a row at the pick-up gate, and standing in the middle was a middle-aged man I didn't know. When he saw me come out, he was the first to greet me and took the handbag I was carrying.

"Miss, the master is waiting for you in the old mansion, so that you can go over as soon as you come back." It should be my father's newly hired housekeeper.

"Someone cleaned my house in the city center and moved all my luggage." I ignored what he said, because it was my 'persona'.

"Yes."

"Now send me to a nearby hotel, I'm going to rest."

"But the lord told you to go now." The middle-aged man's face was a little embarrassed, and he couldn't figure out what he couldn't afford to offend.

"I don't like to say it a second time. Let the old man wait for me, and you can tell him that. I smiled and put on my sunglasses.

"Yes. Please get on the bus. ”

"I'll ask Ali to come to my hotel and find me."

"Miss, you just came back and probably didn't know that Ali had resigned."

"Resigned? Because of what. ”

"I said I was going back to my hometown to take care of my elderly parents, so I resigned." My father would let her go for this reason? How is it possible, two people are grasshoppers on a rope, Ali knows too many of my father's secrets.

The car was moving fast, and the rapidly changing scene outside the window became more and more familiar, and finally returned.

When I arrived at the hotel, the book of poems I had asked for from the publisher was placed on the coffee table in the living room. I took out the mutilated book of poems that Liu Shiqi gave me from my bag and looked at it.

"The hurricane sought the shortest path in the middle of nowhere, and then abruptly terminated its quest in the 'land of nothing.'"

'The Land of Nothing' I searched for clues about this sentence in my memory, and suddenly my memory flashed back.

At that time, I went to the countryside because of serious mental problems, and every day I sat on the embankment and looked aimlessly at the slowly flowing river and swaying willow trees in front of me. At that time, I went from my home to the embankment every day, and from the embankment to my home. It wasn't until that time that Yang Xi, who often fished there, suddenly came over to talk to me.

He said that he had seen me many times, and each time he was as sad as if he was going to jump into the river, but he was afraid that he would suddenly talk to me and scare me, so he came here to fish whenever he had time and looked at me by the way, and now he should be familiar before he dares to come up and talk.

He asked me why I was so sad? I didn't speak, because I didn't know what to say, and all the suffering was brought upon me by myself.

Then he asked me if I had read Tagore's poems. I shook my head, and he added, "There's a poem in it, 'The hurricane seeks the shortest way out of nowhere, and then abruptly ends his quest in the 'Land of Nothing.'" This sentence has always encouraged me, and now I also give it to you, no matter what difficulties are trapping you now, as long as you save yourself step by step with your feet on the ground, then you will reach the world you want. When he said this, his eyes were shining, and the façade was full of hope for life and longing for his future.

But then one day he suddenly said to me, "Do you remember the poem I told you about Tagore?" I'm probably going to 'the Land of Nothing' soon. "I was so happy that I thought he had finally found his dream country. Later, after I was rescued, I realized that he was talking about 'the land of nothing' and that he was talking about heaven.