Chapter 1: If I Wait for You One
At the beginning, we were like twins, snuggling up to each other, inseparable, and there was only you in my world - Cheng Xiao
"The honor is mine. From the age of five to ten, this phrase was my mantra, and then I think that my competitive and never-defeating personality was influenced by this sentence, to be precise, by honor. How big the world is, the Chinese population is more than a billion, how honored it is to leave such a deep imprint on my naïve children's era, so that a character who should be a princess has become a fierce woman, my original affectionate eyes have become eagle eyes, my original fair skin has become bronze, my original three thousand green silk has become a labor reform head, and a perfect work of art has become a clay doll, so that there is one less real woman in the world, one more... Aliens of unknown gender.
Honor, he is not a thing, he is a person, my acquaintance with him is an uncomplicated but very long story, in the language of fairy tales to describe it like this, a long, long time ago, honor he moved with his parents to my community, and then we met; in the old saying to say this, one day in the year, the only son of the Rong family moved to my land with his parents, and I talked very happily, at first sight, then in the village to fold the willow sacrifice to the sky to become brothers of the opposite sex, since then we have shared weal and woe, in the same boat, not to be born in the same year, the same month, the same day, but to die in the same year, the same month, the same day; , lining him so that he does not eat the fireworks of the world, like a god in the sky, my eyes cannot turn the moment I see him, my heart begins to sink little by little, there is nothing else in my world except him, he has become all I have......
Since the honor moved over, he has become my little brother and bodyguard, responsible for helping me carry my bag when I go to school, acting as a wallet when I go out, satisfying my qiē consumption, performing the duties of a scholar when I go home and being responsible for my homework, I automatically convert to a human flesh sandbag when I fight with the big fat next door, responsible for my personal safety, every time I am bullied, he will consciously protect me behind him, even if it hurts, he has not moved his steps, I understand this as a conditioned reflex. Although I sometimes feel that it is indeed too much for a five-year-old child to undertake so much work, but thinking that the current only child generally lacks the spirit of hardship and hard work, in the long run, the country is worried, my behavior is to cultivate a qualified citizen who can bear hardships and stand hard work for the great motherland, the guilt in my heart is immediately replaced by pride, I am proud to be able to care for the motherland at a young age, but it is a pity that people with such a high consciousness at such a young age have become extinct. "Little Rongzi, quick, buy Miss Ben a strawberry ice cream and give you three minutes. Three minutes later, Xiao Rongzi ran back from afar, grabbed the hem of his clothes and wiped his sweaty face. After eating the ice cream, I threw the wrapping paper on the ground and went home, I felt that Xiao Rongzi did not follow, and when I looked back, I couldn't help but despise him countless times, and I was so full that I picked up the wrapping paper and threw it into the nearby trash can, and I couldn't help but sigh again, look at this person, what kind of consciousness.
In five years, I spent elementary school with honor, during which I lived up to the people and the country, and successfully cultivated the flowers of this greenhouse into dogtail grass on the side of the road, with extremely strong vitality, and I would not die if I was beaten five times by the crowd. In five years, he and I were like twins, where there was me, there was him, and where there was him, there was me, which made me accustomed to his storage, used to him helping me carry things, used to him standing in front of me to protect me, used to listening to him, used to looking at his back, many times, I felt that we were one person, I was him, he was me, and mistakenly thought that he was an essential part of my life, and this false perception lasted for five years, but a mistake is a mistake and needs to be corrected, so in the summer when I was ten years old, he left because his father was promoted and his place of work changed to another city, so he went to a new homeOn the day of parting, I cried for the first time, hugged him for the first time and begged him to stay, when I didn't know what life and death were, I had already tasted that bitterness, and the person who brought me these was the boy who accompanied me through five years of innocent childhood, he liked to wear white clothes, like to drink tea, like to stand under the old locust tree on the side of the road, like to smile at me inexplicably, like to touch my head and say "Don't be afraid, I'm right behind you." "For five years, my joys, sorrows and sorrows were all related to him, he suddenly broke into my life, accompanied me for five years, and then disappeared again, leaving me with only these vague childhood memories, but I remember his name, because that day, he smiled in the sun and said, "Hello, my name is honor." ”