Chapter 2: The Truth
Three years later.
It's still that room, it's still the three of them, a man and a woman hugging each other and performing in front of a man in a wheelchair.
It's just that the difference is that in the face of his wife and other men staging such a passionate and blood-spurting scene, Gu Yuan no longer sees the slightest anger and hatred in his eyes, and some are only bland, extremely bland, as if the two of them are treated as air.
In the past three years, although Gu Yuan did not even leave the door, he experienced endless torture. Gu Yuan was not defeated, he did not go crazy.
Think about it, what would it be like for a person to see his wife get involved with another man? Some people are very likely to pick up a knife and cut someone, and those who are a little more rational will choose to divorce, and even if they are weak, they will scold angrily.
But what can Gu Yuan do? He can't do anything, he can only watch, and he watches it every day. None of this went crazy, proving that Gu Yuan's consciousness had become extremely tenacious.
Yes, in the past three years, apart from eating, sleeping, and being tortured, Gu Yuan had almost nothing to do. My daughter has only been back a few times, but she won't be able to stay for two days because of work.
Although his wife didn't know why she wanted to betray the family, she saw the strong concern in her daughter's eyes, and Gu Yuan knew that there was nothing false, which made Gu Yuan very pleased.
In the past few years, Gu Yuan has also thought a lot, from the beginning of his sensibility to the present. Gu Yuan found that he couldn't blame anyone for his current fate, and he was all self-inflicted. He is just a selfish person, and he is not very noble.
I say everything is for others, for my parents, for my wife, for my daughter...... To put it bluntly, these starting points are still for themselves, some because of face, some because of psychology, and some because of physical ......
These are all for the desires in the heart, a qiē thought is born from desire, people are born with zài desires, desires to eat, desires to sleep, curious desires, **, greed......
Whether it is in the body or in the heart, as long as there is a mind and a thought, there is a desire. On the contrary, every thought in the world is born of desire, desire is everywhere, desire is omnipotent, desire controls life and death.
Gu Yuan found that his whole life was controlled by desire, so he didn't recognize reality and lost his mind, so he ended up like this.
Just like a person facing a table of delicious food, it is very likely that he will not be able to control his appetite and eat sick, a person will die if he can't control his own ** in the face of a group of beautiful women, and a gambler will not be able to control his gambling desire and go bankrupt.
Gu Yuan has not controlled his own ** all his life, and he has been for the family affection and love in his heart all his life, exceeding his ability and surpassing reality, and he ended up with family affection and love.
After seeing through his desires, Gu Yuan also began to understand himself very realistically, and considered everything based on his current ability. Gu Yuan knew that he would not be able to do anything to his wife and the man who harmed him in his life, so what could he do if he hated, angry, and sad? It would only make the man and woman more rampant, and only by hiding the hatred and anger could he get what he wanted.
"Gu Yuan, how is it? It feels good to watch your woman being played by others! Don't pretend that you don't care, just hate if you want! I like to see that expression. Hehe!" The man who was hugging Gu Yuan's wife couldn't help but speak again when he saw Gu Yuan's flat eyes.
"Xiao, I've been looking at it for so many years, he should be stupid!" The wife didn't know why, seeing Gu Yuan's bland eyes, she had a strong sense of fear in her heart, compared to her, she preferred to see Gu Yuan's eyes full of hatred.
"Hmph, stupid, am I an idiot? Gu Yuan, I know what you want, and I don't want to play with a piece of waste anymore, my time is precious. The man sat in front of Gu Yuan smoking a cigarette, while Gu Yuan's wife was serving the man wholeheartedly. It's just that this scene didn't cause the slightest fluctuation in Furuhara's feelings.
"Do you know who I am? Chen Xiao, you should have heard of it!"
"Chen Xiao?" Gu Yuan felt as if there was a hint of reflection.
"It's okay if you can't remember, Lin Yan'er, you should never forget that woman!" When he said this, Gu Yuan could clearly feel Chen Xiao's strong hatred, as if Lin Yan'er was the person he hated very much.
"Lin Yan'er?yes, remember, the beautiful and kind girl who combines the aura of heaven and earth, the girl who fell in love with me at first sight, from junior high school to college, the girl who has been in love with me for eight years, the girl who abandoned herself but let herself never forget......"
The night before she got married, Lin Yan'er came to find her, and she said that she was married to a man named Lin Xiao. I don't know what happened that night, maybe I drank too much, maybe it was because I loved too much, I had a relationship with her in a daze, and I felt that I had no regrets about giving my first time to the person I loved the most.
"Did he find out that time? But he shouldn't have that much hatred! And what age is it now? No, there must be something he doesn't know. In an instant, thousands of thoughts had flashed through Gu Yuan's mind, and the doubts that had been hidden in his heart for several years had already had a trace of enlightenment.
"How is it? Do you remember? Lin Yan'er, that is, my wife, but he only has you in his heart, and he gave birth to you a child, I didn't even touch her, how would you feel if you encountered this situation? If it was any woman, I wouldn't have a good hate, but she is Lin Yan'er, a woman who grew up with me since I was a child, and I love the most in my life. I don't hate her and don't love me, I hate you, you took her away from me, you took her life. So I hate you, I want to take revenge on you, I want to make your life worse than death, and you will get nothing. At this time, Chen Xiao had completely lost his former calmness, and he looked like crazy.
"What?
"You, can you speak?" and the woman who had not spoken, that is, Gu Yuan's wife, was even more shocked. A vegetative person who had been examined by experts to never be able to speak is now talking? What is this? Miracle? Or is it a monster?
"Can I speak?" found that he was able to speak, but Gu Yuan was not surprised, nor surprised, Gu Yuan clearly knew his current situation, whether he could speak or not was a result, and he could control his joy and desire to survive very well.