After the two drank the chicken soup, when their mood calmed down a little, Jiang Chao opened the envelope with a worried heart.

【Super Super:

See the words as you go!

This is the last time I'll call you so intimately. I'm going abroad to live with my parents.

I don't want to be a little nurse in the main hospital anymore, and I don't want to worry about you every day, let alone live like a shadow in your heart!

Do you know? I love you so tired, so tired! We...... So be it!

I'm gone, and in the future, maybe I won't go back to the Dragon Kingdom!

I just want to tell you: I never regret loving you so much! You will always be my favorite man in my heart!

Finally, I wish you peace and happiness!

Will always love your dream snow

Same day】

"Why, why is this the case, what the hell did I do in my previous life......" Jiang Chao closed his eyes in pain and muttered to himself in a trembling voice.

Tears poured out of my eyes.

The black letters on the letter paper gradually spread out, and finally became a black paste.

Jiang Chao's chest, legs, back, and abdomen felt another sharp pain.

When he was downstairs just now, he didn't feel that this pain was so painful.

At this moment, I feel that my whole body is about to explode, and even my breathing hurts.

"Chaochao, are you alright? Why are you in a cold sweat? ”

Seeing this, Zhu Xing hurriedly got out of bed, reached out to probe his forehead, and asked with concern: "Why is your forehead so cold, I'll call the nurse to come over ......"33

"I'm fine, don't shout!" Jiang Chao grabbed him and said in a hoarse voice: "Don't go!" She won't be coming back...... Won't be coming back! Lin Xue is gone, and Meng Xue is also gone! ”

"What the did I do wrong? Why did God do this to me? You tell me...... What exactly am I doing wrong? ”

"I can't even protect my own beloved woman, I can't keep it... What the am I talking about defending my family and country! What the am I in love! I'm not worthy, woo! ”

Jiang Chao broke down emotionally, hugged Zhu Xing and cried bitterly.

At that moment, all the emotions he had suppressed for Lin Xue exploded......

At that moment, Jiang Chaoduo hoped that she was still alive, and she was still smiling like a flower as before.

How he wished he could go back in time, go back to the age of innocence, and save it all.

“…… You're not wrong! You didn't do anything wrong! You are a good military man! You trust me! Everything will pass, and everyone has the right to choose love! ”

Zhu Xing was a little unaccustomed to such an emotional Jiang Chao, but he could also understand his mood.

"There's no going back... Can't go back! Did You Know? A few of us, we can't go back! Lin Xue is gone!

Mengxue she went abroad!

Tell me, shouldn't I be a soldier? Should I listen to my mother, get out of the special brigade, and go back to be a doctor!

I, I'm ......" A heart-piercing pain struck suddenly, making Jiang Chao breathe hard.

"Cry, just cry. Everything will pass, and there is no hurdle in life that cannot be overcome! Since you can't keep it, let it go! ”

Zhu Xing hugged Jiang Chao's shoulder and patted him on the back and comforted.

After a long time, Jiang Chao fell asleep......

Mother Jiang had been listening outside to the corner, and she heard their conversations.

The reason why he didn't go in was to protect his son's poor self-esteem.

When Jiang Chao woke up in the middle of the night, Zhu Xing said that a cleaning aunt had brought up the five hundred yuan she had picked up downstairs.

10,000 yuan, all here!

One point is not less, one is not bad!

Jiang Chao didn't speak, just looked at the pile of money with a dead heart.

He knew that Meng Xue had returned the money he had bought her clothes and meals, which proved that she had made up her mind to cut off their relationship.

In Jiang Chao's opinion, this also hurt his self-esteem hard.

Break up and break up, why pay back? Look down on him?

Jiang Chao's mood is extremely low, he has recently had two or three accidents in a row, and then he was inexplicably broken up, which is really life-threatening!

No matter how strong the heart endures, at this moment, I can't hold back.

Jiang Chao shook his heavy head, grabbed the letter next to the pillow and read it again, the more he looked at it, the more annoying he became, and the more he looked at it, the more panicked his heart became!

In the end, when he watched Bai'er eighty times, he directly crumpled it into a ball and threw it into the trash can in the corner.

To hell with all of them!

"Let's go! Let's all go! The further you go, the better! All gone! Cough, cough, cough! ”

Jiang Chao raised his head, looked at the ceiling, and whispered helplessly.

"There is no feast in the world that will never be dissolved. If you want to open a little, woman, that's it! ”

Zhu Xing threw over a box of cigarettes, looking like he had seen through the red dust.

Jiang Chao picked up the cigarette case and looked: King Furong?

Who bought this Xiangcheng cigarette?

Jiang Chao hurriedly took out one and put it in his mouth, and then looked around for a lighter.

Zhu Xing handed the lit cigarette to Jiang Chao, "It's strange to say, when Dad left yesterday, he actually left a box of cigarettes." ”

Will he drop something?

Jiang Chao lit the cigarette, took a puff, and shook his head with a sneer.

The two of them know it.

Zhu Xing took a puff of cigarette and said, "Chaochao, after all, you have just come out of society, and when you have experienced more, you will be as calm as me." ”

"Didn't you just stay at the grassroots level three or four years longer than me! What's the matter, I'm going to call you the old squad leader! ”

"Eh, don't say it, staying at the grassroots level for three or four years is really different! Well, why don't you go to the local army for three or four years now? Zhu Xing turned over, looked at him shyly and asked.

Jiang Chao refused: "I don't want to go anywhere now, I want to go home!" I think...... Write a discharge application. Maybe time will heal everything, but not the cracks in it. ”

"You're so brainy, and you're still applying for discharge! I suggest you go to the psychiatry! Go to bed! Don't bother me! ”

As soon as Zhu Xing heard these words, he exploded on the spot.

Just put out the cigarette, then bounce it into the trash can, and sleep with your head covered.

"You should go to the nephrology department to see if your dick can stand up! Exercise! ”

Jiang Chao also extinguished the cigarette, and then slipped into the quilt and fell asleep.

In fact, they didn't sleep at all, they just closed their eyes and were thinking.

For some reason, after crying this time, I was not as desperate and painful as before.

Jiang Chao felt that his heart was changing bit by bit.

For a moment, he even wondered if he had ever loved Mengxue deeply?

Then, he thought about retiring and becoming an ordinary doctor in the future!

When he thought of this, Jiang Chao couldn't help but shudder!

It's horrible!

Why do you think so?

Thinking about it, he fell asleep with a sad heart......

Ten days later.

Jiang Qingfeng came to the main hospital again, came to their ward, and took Jiang Chao away.

He was dressed in regular clothes, followed Jiang Qingfeng into a military jeep, and then returned to the special brigade he thought about day and night!

Some people died, but not completely......