Chapter 26: Love in a Fallen City Passes in Our World (6)
For a long, long time, I have been thinking, why did I fall in love with Liu Shi, and for what?
The dim light, the silent space, the slight sound of breathing, all of them were so similar to that night, except that there was no cold boy in front of me, no inexplicable coldness in the air, and no uncomfortable coercion. I don't know why I miss him, I miss him inexplicably, I want to see him so eagerly, I can't control it. When did Liu come into my heart, the moment he saved me, or the moment when he cleaned my wounds? Maybe I couldn't tell it before. Why did I fall in love with Liu Shi, he is not handsome, not rich, not considerate, or even abnormal, but I just fell in love, so inexplicable, so profound, so reckless.
The only person I confide in now is Mu Xuan, I hope he can explain my doubts as a veteran of the love scene, teach me experience, but he didn't say anything, or I automatically ignored his words, I know that I have always been a very paranoid person, you can only help me complete the things I decide, but you can't persuade me to stop, and Mu Xuan unfortunately violated this article.
"Allure, are you really playing?!I still advise you to stop it quickly, Liu Is, it will never be your beloved, while you haven't fallen into the mud, turn back quickly, otherwise you will die a miserable death. ”
"Mu Xuan, you are too absolute. ”
"You don't know him, Allure, you don't know him at all, he can sit in the current position will never be as simple as you see, why do you want to commit suicide?"
Yes, Mu Xuan, what you said is right, and I understand everything, but I don't want to stop, not at all. I don't want to think about what will happen to me in the future, I don't want to think about whether I will die miserably, I just want to be close to him, closer than everyone else, I want to enter his heart, I want to see my shadow in his eyes, I want him to have me in his memories, even if it's just for a moment.
"Liu, are we brothers?"
"Of course, what's wrong?"
"I ask you, how do you feel about Allure?"
"Allure is a very special girl, and I like her very much. ”
"I'm relieved to have your words, although I don't know what kind of feelings you like, but I hope you take good care of her and don't hurt her. I don't question your abilities, but I have to question your health. Why are you sometimes like another person, why is there a cold and heartless face under this warm smile, I know that every time you change, you will have a memory, can you tell me why, this is very important to me, to Allure. ”
"You've already guessed it, I have a dual personality. But no matter which one I am, I will protect Allure, this is my agreement with another me. ”
Double personality, I have long guessed, when Mu Xuan told me, I was not surprised or hesitated, no matter what kind of person Liu is, love is love, for Ai Qingcheng, love is Liu is this person, so no matter what he becomes, I love him the same. Maybe Mu Xuan was finally moved by my determination, maybe he finally understood the will of heaven, in short, he didn't persuade me anymore, and the lives of the three of us were on the right track.
Liu is a dual personality, he doesn't know when another one will appear, he only sues me, no matter which one he will protect me, he said that this is an agreement, and the deadline is a lifetime. When Liu is the gentle boy, he has no fighting power, at that time he was like a soft marshmallow, his smile made my heart very sweet, and when the other one appeared, he was like a sharp blade, and a light touch would pay the price of blood. But no matter who he is, he protects me as he says, and he is using his actions to fulfill his life's promise.
Sweet days always go by quickly, and it wasn't long before I received bad news, not about me, of course, not about Liu yes, but about Mu Xuan. When I received this bad news in the next second, I laughed heartlessly, laughed dimly, fell to the ground, and the passionate laughter spread all over the streets and alleys, causing Liu is to worry and Mu Xuan to be resentful. I swear, it's definitely not my fault, mainly because I have to laugh, and I can't help laughing, and the news is - Mu Hyun has been admitted to the hospital. I don't know which hero's handwriting, but the worship in my heart is like a surging river, great god, this is the real great god. beat someone, and it was not someone else but Mu Xuan, but he was able to retreat and disappear. This man is terrible.
"Boy, you also have today, it doesn't feel good to be beaten, look at your face, it's a pity, find out who that person is?"
Mu Xuan's eyes were deep and mysterious, as if he was staring at me, and as if he was looking at Liu Shi, it was shocking at this moment. It's as if we see our souls, and we seem to see something deeper.
"Perhaps, I already know who he is......"