Chapter 619: Lisa, Forever Hurdle in My Heart
When he said this, Jiang Chao's expression was pleasant, and he was completely intoxicated with the good time with Lisa.
Jiang Qingfeng silently lit a cigarette and handed one to his son.
It's been a long time since they've sat together so calmly, and he wants to know his son's story.
Jiang Chao took a puff of cigarette and said, "Beauty is always short-lived!" McAfee's unsuccessful pursuit of Lisa pointed the finger at me, and his temperament changed dramatically! I often take people to Chinese shops to make trouble, and for this reason, we have also had head-on conflicts! The scar on his face is also due to me! Later, a few of us returned to China, and I rarely contacted Lisa. β
"She once proposed to break away from the royal family and stay away from the W country to join the dragon nationality. But I didn't want to be bound by marriage, so I rejected her. Now that I think about it, I can't get rid of her death. If I had promised her, if she had told me she was pregnant......"
Jiang Chao looked at the ceiling with a painful expression, and fell into deep self-blame.
The cigarette in his hand burned until it burned his fingers before he reacted.
Jiang Qingfeng smoked a cigarette with a heavy face and listened silently.
Now that this is the case, what can he say?
His poor and helpless daughter-in-law, whom he had never met!
Jiang Chao lit another cigarette and said, "You know, there are too many women who have been in love with me. Most of them don't end well. Especially Lin Xue and Lisa. Lisa must have been pregnant at the time, so she told me that she wanted to come to the Dragon Kingdom. β
"I thought she was trying to escape her royal war, and besides, the squadron was going to have a lot going on. I couldn't even think about her. By the time I tried to contact her again, I couldn't. Years later, when Xiaofeng appeared. She's gone...... Whenever I think of the torture she went through, my heart is like a knife, and I hate myself so much. β
A tear flowed out of Jiang Chao's empty eyes.
He leaned back on the couch, tilted his head, and gulped down on his cigarette.
The whole person looks quite decadent, negative, and pessimistic.
Jiang Chao choked up: "She endured humiliation and even married McAfee for her ridiculous family to be able to compete with the rebels." β
Soon after, Xiaofeng was born. No one knows that Xiaofeng is my son except herself. Even McAfee didn't know, although McAfee once had doubts. But she said that this matter is about the dignity of the royal family, and it must not be said! And when she married him, she had already put forward several conditions about all this! When they got married, Lisa was two months pregnant. At the time of delivery, it was said that it was born prematurely, so this matter can completely deceive outsiders. Until Xiaofeng grows bigger and bigger......"
Jiang Chao threw away the cigarette, hugged his head and said bitterly: "Later, there was a coup d'Γ©tat in the royal family, and Lisa began to completely despair of all this. She felt that she was no longer worthy of me, and no longer had any hope of coming to the Dragon Kingdom. And at that time, the civil war continued, and McAfee also lost patience with her, and even offered to take Xiaofeng for a paternity test. β
"Lisa is secretly planning Xiaofeng's visit to the Dragon Kingdom. She had no choice but to send Xiaofeng to our embassy to seek asylum...... And after Xiaofeng arrived safely in the Dragon Kingdom, she also fell under the guns of the completely dead McAfee. β
Jiang Chao began to sob: "All this, she wrote it in her diary... I found it in Xiaofeng's bag. She never blamed me, nor did she get a license or share a room with McAfee! You can imagine how she lived those long and humiliating five years! She didn't even see me for the last time, and she made one last phone call. In fact, as long as she tells me the truth and says that she is pregnant with my flesh and blood, I will definitely go to country W to protect her at all costs. β
"But there's no chance to do it again! When I think about it, I want to kill myself! β
Jiang Chao, who has always been strong, cried like a child at the moment.
The grievances and resentments that had been buried in his heart for many years were finally vented.
Jiang Qingfeng hugged his son, who was crying in a low voice, and said in a hoarse voice: "Son! In any case, it's all gone, it's all gone! β
Jiang Chao buried his head in his father's arms and cried bitterly: "Dad! How to get there! I want to go over too, but I just can't get over it! I can't get over this hurdle in my heart! β
Jiang Qingfeng burst into tears, and said earnestly: "Dad believes in you!" Who are you? You are a land warrior! Have you ever had a hurdle that you can't over? You're just blaming yourself and running away! You can't blame Lisa for everything, if you want to blame the chaotic world, blame you for being too young and not thinking things through! Since it has made a big mistake, we must face it bravely and change it! It's useless to blame yourself and run away! β
Jiang Chao cried loudly: "But my heart hurts, I just can't let it go...... It's all my fault, if it weren't for my indulgence, it wouldn't be separated from yin and yang. β
Jiang Qingfeng silently shed tears: "You kid, everything is good, everything is excellent." It's just too affectionate, too capricious. It's been really hard for you all these years. β
The father and son, who were hugging and crying in the ward, didn't know that Liu Hongying had already come over with fragrant dumplings in a thermos pot.
It's just that she kept standing at the door of the ward and didn't come in.
In the conversation between their father and son, she didn't leave a word.
At this moment, she was covering her mouth and leaning against the wall and crying.
I don't know how long it took for Liu Hongying to wipe away her tears, squeeze out a loving smile, and shouted sweetly outside the door: "Hot dumplings are coming, hurry up and eat them while they're hot." Super super, all of them are your favorite beef fillings. β
Liu Hongying walked in with brisk steps, put two pots of dumplings on the table, and then took out chopsticks and handed them to her son, who pretended to be calm after wiping away his tears in time.
Jiang Qingfeng got up and said, "Yo, this smoker is dizzy." I'll go to the bathroom first. β
Then pretended to rub his eyes and quickly slipped away.
Liu Hongying, who knew it, didn't ask anything, didn't say anything, just told her son to eat dumplings quickly.
Jiang Chao's eyes were a little red and swollen, but he was still smiling, although he smiled warmly and handsomely, he could still see a trace of sadness and far-fetchedness.
The chopsticks in his hand were as heavy as an iron bar.
Jiang Chao picked up a dumpling as white as jade and put it in his mouth, and when he bit it gently, the crispy and delicious filling instantly flowed into his mouth, and the umami soup stimulated his mouth and taste buds with great pleasure.
Liu Hongying sat beside him and asked lovingly, "Son, is it delicious?" β
Jiang Chao smiled faintly and said, "It's delicious!" β
In fact, his mouth is bitter, and his heart is bitter. The whole person is bitter.
Liu Hongying stood up and said, "Eat more if it's delicious, you've been hungry for a day." Hurry up and eat. I'm going to pour you a glass of water. β
When she turned around, she was in tears.
She didn't know what was going on in her son's heart, but as a mother, she couldn't be as willful as him.