Chapter 205: Bad Good Things
"I'm sorry." Xu Qingran lowered his head dejectedly, tears rolled in his eyes, and the tip of his nose was sour: "But you don't have to give me the jade pendant, this was originally specially customized for you by my mother." ”
Song Qingyu didn't reach out to take it: "No need, take this jade pendant as a piece of jade and exchange some money for Song Ning's surgery." ”
Xu Qingran froze: "...... You know? ”
It turned out that she knew everything.
The reason for avoiding it these days Xu Qingran finally knew.
She didn't ask Song Qingyu why she knew that Song Ning was sick and still pretended not to know clearly, Xu Qingran could understand Song Qingyu, if she was Song Qingyu, she was abandoned by her mother and turned herself into a tool for revenge, but in the end she found out that this was not the case at all, everyone in the Song family wanted her to die, and her mother and grandfather, who thought they would love her, ended up being just a selfish one who abandoned her, and the other wanted to strangle her.
Xu Qingran had already gone crazy.
Song Qingyu's heart is really strong, and Xu Qingran is distressed and helpless.
She is not qualified to ask Song Qingyu to visit Song Ning in the hospital, let alone recognize her.
So she has been thinking about returning the jade pendant that her mother confessed to her, hoping that she will know that Song Ning also loves her.
But now that he really returned the jade pendant to her and came face to face with Song Qingyu, Xu Qingran knew very well that there was no way to reunite after breaking the mirror, and it was even more impossible for the family relationship to be restored to the original state.
Song Nian was innocent back then, and her sister was not innocent.
Xu Qingran's heart hurt so much that he lowered his head and didn't dare to look at Song Qingyu again: "Actually, Mom, she loves your ......"
Song Qingyu smiled when she heard this, and her voice was very light: "It's been more than twenty years, if she really loves me, she won't come to see me once." She is the same as Song Yuan, and my existence will only remind them of the bad past. So they would rather I never be born. ”
Xu Qingran wanted to refute, but a cool breeze blew and found that he couldn't find a suitable word.
Song Qingyu said: "You don't have to feel guilty, this is all the grievances of the Song family, and it has nothing to do with you." ”
"But you should also crave mother's love, so ......"
"I was longed for." Song Qingyu's eyes were empty, and she seemed to fall into memory: "But now there is no need." ”
Xu Qingran was stunned.
Song Qingyu tilted her head and smiled: "It's the same as before, isn't it bad to be when each other doesn't exist?" ”
The cool breeze was slow, and there was a chill on the soles of Xu Qingran's feet, it was April, why was it still so cold?
Xu Qingran watched the vehicle disappear little by little in his sight, and the jade pendant in his hand was like a hot stone, and he couldn't hold it or put it down.
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A black Maybach drives under the Jingchuan Bridge.
Song Qingyu sat in the car and always looked out the window at the scenery like horses, the whole person was quiet, and she didn't say a word since she got in the car.
Fu Wenzhou's dark eyes locked on her, but he didn't make a sound to disturb.
After a long time, Song Qingyu spoke softly.
"Didn't you already know?"
Fu Wenzhou's eyes darkened, and he didn't speak.
Song Qingyu looked back at him: "Why didn't you tell me if you knew." ”
Fu Wenzhou's voice was very low, his eyes kept observing Song Qingyu's face, and carefully considered the wording: "I'm afraid you're unhappy." ”
It's more because I'm afraid that she will be upset.
Her mother did not die and had been living in the capital, but she never wanted to see her.
Let her bear the hatred of the family alone, and it is difficult to live in the Song family.
Fu Wenzhou's heart was about to die of pain when he learned the truth.
His pomelo is so good, why don't those people know how to cherish it at all.
Fu Wenzhou was selfish, he didn't want Song Qingyu to contact Song Ning Xu Qingran again, so he didn't plan to tell her about it, but he didn't expect Xu Qingran to chase after her so relentlessly.
Fu Wenzhou frowned, his face was ugly, he knew that he should have solved her.
Song Qingyu knew what he was thinking at a glance, and the corners of her lips pursed, "This is a society governed by the rule of law, don't think about those useless." ”
"Oh." Fu Wenzhou said obediently: "Got it." ”
Song Qingyu took Fu Wenzhou's hand and clasped his fingers: "Actually, I don't feel anything, just a little sad." ”
Fu Wenzhou lowered his head and kissed her hair, his eyes were gentle and about to overflow: "I love you, Yuzu, I love you, I love you, I love you......"
Every sound of the man hit the deepest part of Song Qingyu's heart, and the empty heart was filled again by this sentence I love you after knowing that Song Ning or having a family again.
Song Qingyu was suddenly completely relieved, it was no big deal.
She also has Fu Wenzhou.
She's not greedy at all, she doesn't need that much love.
Because Fu Wenzhou's love is very full, full enough to fill her entire heart.
Song Qingyu raised her eyes, staring intently at the man's jawline, and couldn't help but reach out and touch: "Song Ning is sick, terminal cancer, and will be operated on next month." ”
Fu Wenzhou's fingertips wrapped around a strand of her hair and played: "Are you going?" ”
Song Qingyu shook her head: "Don't go." ”
Then he thought for a moment and added, "There's no need. ”
Fu Wenzhou respected any thoughts of Song Qingyu, and chuckled when he heard this: "I think too." ”
Song Qingyu's only impression of Song Ning is the photo at home that was cut by Song Wei, when she was a child, she prayed every day that Song Ning could become an angel and appear in her dreams, she wanted her mother so much.
Later, as she grew up, she realized that she had to rely on herself in everything, and it was useless to ask for anything.
Slowly grew into a cold heart.
Song Qingyu closed her eyes and forced herself not to think about the past.
When she was most eager to see Song Ning, Song Ning did not appear. Now that time has passed, things are wrong, and she is no longer the Song Qingyu who longs for mother's love.
Song Qingyu suddenly said: "Everything has a shelf life, and after that period, there is no meaning." ”
"Wrong." Fu Wenzhou raised his eyebrows, lifted Song Qingyu's chin with one hand, forced her to look at herself, and said in a lazy voice: "My love for you has no expiration date." ”
Song Qingyu smiled: "You have to compare everything." ”
Fu Wenzhou was disdainful: "What's the matter, is there anyone in this world who can love you more than me?" ”
Song Qingyu pursed her lips and chuckled, echoing him: "Well, it's gone, you love me the most." ”
"What else?" Fu Wenzhou asked unwillingly.
Song Qingyu's ears were slightly red, and he coughed lightly: "I love you the most." ”
Fu Wenzhou's eyes were dark, his eyes were dark and gloomy, Song Qingyu reflexively wanted to hide, but he held him down, and in the next second, his thin lips bullied him.
Song Qingyu has kissed him so many times, and it is rare that it has never been so intense.
Both of them seemed to be crazy, frantically asking each other for it, and kissed each other.
Fu Nan listened in front of him with a red face, silently lowered the partition, and raised his attention to driving, afraid that a pit would suddenly appear in front of him and disturb the boss's good deeds.