"How many times did you talk about a blind date with an old love?" Song Qingyu was slightly surprised.

In the past, she only knew that the Tang family's shelf was big, but she didn't expect it to be like this, even the old man Gu had to sell a few points of affection, it seems that the status of the Tang family is indeed high.

Fu Wenzhou walked to the kitchen to cook medicine for her: "Well, but it has nothing to do with us, let's play for a while and come back, I asked Gu Bai to leave an elegant hall at that time, there is no smell of tobacco and alcohol in it." ”

Song Qingyu coughed lightly a few times, and said softly: "Will that ruin your fun?" ”

Fu Wenzhou stirred the medicine in the jar with a soup spoon, and said lazily: "You don't have to drink at a party, if you drink too much, it will delay things, I plan to quit drinking." ”

"Quit drinking?" Song Qingyu asked rhetorically.

Fu Wenzhou said "um": "Don't you like me to drink." ”

“？” Song Qingyu's face was full of question marks: "When did I not like you to drink?" ”

Fu Wenzhou said in a deep voice: "Didn't you always ask me to drink less wine in the past, and disliked me for drinking too much." ”

"......" Song Qingyu was silent for two seconds and said: "That's because you drink too much and will be allergic to alcohol, and you always like to find all kinds of reasons for me to see you, at that time, I was nominally your little aunt, and my little aunt and nephew got together, in case I was photographed by the media and had to scribble, I was worried about affecting your reputation." ”

Song Qingyu said: "You can drink it, but in moderation." ”

Fu Wenzhou's eyes narrowed slightly, turned the heat to the minimum, walked out of the kitchen, and stood in front of Song Qingyu: "Yuyu, I remember that I never seemed to have told you that I was allergic to alcohol, how did you know?" ”

When he called her for the first time, he just said that he was too drunk and couldn't find a home, so he asked her to take him home.

That phone call Fu Wenzhou was holding the psychology of gambling, he bet that Song Qingyu would definitely come, and then she really came, and he was right, but everyone forgot some details.

Fu Wenzhou suddenly remembered that Song Qingyu had brought allergy medicine when he first came to him.

How did she know that she had never mentioned it?

Song Qingyu's expression was obviously stiff for a moment, and finally pulled her lips: "When you were a child, you secretly drank my grandfather's Tibetan wine at my house, and you forgot about it when you drank it in the hospital?" ”

"I haven't forgotten." Fu Wenzhou approached step by step, desperately wanting to get the answer he wanted: "Yuyu, I have never forgotten the matter between me and you, you have always forgotten, you have never remembered." ”

Song Qingyu was speechless, it was pointless to argue about the leakage of his mouth, and Fu Wenzhou was already very smart.

couldn't wait for her answer, Fu Wenzhou simply asked directly: "Yuyu, you haven't forgotten, have you?" ”

Song Qingyu was silent for a long time, and finally said "um" very softly.

Fu Wenzhou received an affirmative answer, full of joy and suppressed confusion at the same time: "Then why did you never admit it?" ”

What he wanted to ask was: Then why did you abandon me in the rain and pretend that you never knew me......

But Fu Wenzhou didn't dare to ask.

He was afraid to hear the answers he didn't want to hear, he cared more about the present and the future, and he didn't want to ask too clearly about the past.

He just wanted to know what Song Qingyu was suffering about four years ago.

Song Qingyu took Fu Wenzhou's slender and bony hand, interlocked with his ten fingers, and his voice was very light, and it seemed to be very heavy, like a grain of sand blown into the ocean: "Before...... I really forgot, I forgot a lot of things, I only remember those painful memories that made me feel like the psychiatrist said it was because I locked myself in a small room, I couldn't get out, others couldn't get in. ”

Song Qingyu's tail voice trembled a little, "Wenzhou, I didn't mean to forget you, I just ...... I just don't want to talk about that bad experience. ”

He knelt in the rain four years ago, and she did forget about him, she had always had a mental illness, she had forgotten a lot of things as a teenager, and her daily nightmares made her feel like she was still in a dream even when she woke up.

Song Qingyu gradually couldn't distinguish between illusion and reality, and she felt that everything around her seemed to be fake.

Song Chang is fake, his grandfather is fake, the flowers and plants in the yard are also fake, and everything in the Song family is fake.

She was trapped.

Song Qingyu tried countless times to save herself, but it had no effect, and in the end she could only rely on drugs to maintain her sobriety, but she was not in good health, these drugs had side effects and could not be taken more, there was no way, she could only write a diary and record what happened every day.

Later, she found a way to keep herself awake, that is, to forget the memories that made her happy, and only pain could keep her awake at all times.

She forgot about Fu Wenzhou, but she didn't forget him and asked her to wait for him.

The memory of Fu Wenzhou is fragmented, sometimes remembering and sometimes forgetting, and later reuniting, Song Qingyu felt as if she was alive again, she began to feel calm on an ordinary day when the weather was good, and the nightmares did not decrease, but they did not increase.

She has always been conniving at Fu Wenzhou's approach, she covets the beauty he brings her, and selfishly refuses to leave her revenge to be with him.

Song Qingyu's dark thoughts crawled unscrupulously at night.

Only Fu Wenzhou can bring her a little light, and she is reluctant to give up and forced to give up.

Song Qingyu leaned on Fu Wenzhou's chest, and even breathed heavily: "I'm sorry, I will always remember you in the future." ”

Fu Wenzhou is only distressed, his pomelo can obviously have a bright and brilliant life, but it was ruined by the Song family, it would be great if he could be born a few years earlier, he could become her umbrella when she was most helpless and painful, so that she could have someone to rely on, she didn't have to rely on herself for everything, she could be willful, and she could be a princess.

Fu Wenzhou kissed Song Qingyu's forehead, and his voice was low and hoarse: "Do you want to find him?" ”

Song Qingyu was stunned, Fu Wenzhou didn't say who to look for, but she knew it in her heart.

"I don't know." Song Qingyu really didn't know, she didn't dare to hope for family affection anymore.

In the future, she and Fu Wenzhou will have a home, and that is enough.

As for the biological father, there is nothing more to find.

Fu Wen patted her back gently: "Okay, if you don't want to look for it, don't look for it." ”

"Hmm." Song Qingyu nodded: "Song Ning......"

Fu Wenzhou asked, "Do you still want to see Song Ning?" ”

"I don't want to." Song Qingyu replied decisively and coldly.

All her tragedies originated from Song Ning, Song Ning transferred all her misfortunes to her, Song Ning is innocent, isn't she innocent?

Fu Wenzhou said: "Then it's gone." ”

Song Qingyu shook her head: "After I cut off the expenses of Song Ning Hospital, Xu Qingran will come to me after he is desperate, so he still has to meet." ”

"How long?" Fu Wenzhou asked.

Song Qingyu thought for a while: "A week? ”

"A week."