Shen Li was stunned when asked.

Do you prefer the future master?

She shook her head and said, "There is no difference between before and after, you have always been the same person to me." As for what the master did in the future......"

Shen Li's expression froze a little.

In fact, when she thinks of Hua Xu in the future, she thinks most of the cases in Jiuli and Eighteen Zhai at that time. At that time, she thought hard for a long time and could not find a way, and finally became a wicked person, with blood on her hands. Although those who were killed can no longer be called human.

Hua Xu, who is linked to this memory, makes her really ......

"What exactly did he do?"

Hua Xu turned around and asked again.

Shen Li was silent, "Master, you won't want to know. ”

Hua Xu insisted, "It's okay, you say." ”

Shen Li looked at him, and after a while, said: "At that time, there was indeed a catastrophe in Jiuli and Eighteen Villages, and hundreds of innocent people were inexplicably killed by the dead spirits, and they became ...... The sanity is gone, and the ferocity is revealed...... The living dead, that seems to be a more accurate description. Then they asked for help from the Special Investigation Bureau, and I took someone with me. Solve the necromancy, but you can't solve those people, they can't recover. ”

"Leave them behind, there will be endless troubles, so they must be killed?" Hua Xu can understand it at one point.

Shen Li hummed lightly, "At first, the people of Jiuli and Eighteen Villages disagreed, they felt that they were killing innocent people, and it was their people who were killed. They also didn't believe that they couldn't save it, so they drove the people out of the special investigation bureau and tried to find a way for themselves, with the result that more innocent people were victimized, and the situation was about to be uncontrollable. ”

"At this time, they found the people of the Special Investigation Bureau, but instead of asking us to dispose of them, they ...... They said there was a way. They begged us to help gather those people in the back forest, saying that they could find a forbidden spell that would allow them to recover. A dead horse should be a live horse doctor, and we agreed. ”

"But they lied to us. The forbidden technique they said was useless at all, and they didn't even know it themselves, they were just pulling us into the water to take risks. Later, it turned out that it didn't work, and they ran fast, and we were left to control the crazy people who didn't know the truth. ”

Hua Xu frowned, and almost immediately guessed the situation, "You guys have a lot of casualties, aren't you?" ”

Shen Li snorted, "I was the only one who escaped and left, because I was seriously injured and fell in the mountains and forests." The people of Jiuli and Eighteen Villages did not go back to look for us, I was saved by a friend of mine. ”

Hua Xu's tone was cold: "It is in line with the temperament of those people." It's really a greedy life and fear of death, and a brain that enters the water. ”

Shen Li was a little tired from standing, squatted down, and looked at the game that was still breathing in the pit with no expression.

She said lightly: "Human nature is like this. ”

Hua Xu asked, "What happened later?" ”

Shen Li became calmer: "After I get better, I want to leave." But Jiuli and Eighteen Villages had a complete accident at that time, and those living dead broke into the villages of various ethnic groups, hurting many innocent people, and the clan witches were helpless. Oh, they finally realized the seriousness then, and turned to the Special Investigation Bureau and Genmon again. ”

Hua Xu looked at her and guessed something, "You went?" ”

Shen Li was speechless for a moment, and met Shang Huaxu's gaze, "I didn't go, I just, I met you, Master." ”

Hua Xu was rarely stunned.

Shen Li said: "The day I left, I met a few living dead, and when I was dealing with them, you appeared, Master. You got rid of them, and then invited me to stay, and took me to your lodgings in the Forbidden Land. ”

"I asked, were you sent by the Great Witch Wish to lobby me, and you said no, you just should have done that. Later, you healed me of my remaining wounds, and said that I didn't need to repay me, as long as I stayed for two more days. ”

"I agreed, and then you took me to see Jiuli and Eighteen Villages, not to see those witches, but to see the people living in the villages of various ethnic groups. They are deeply troubled by the living dead, as innocent people with no ability, separated from their relatives, they are in danger, they live in fear every day, they dare not go out, and they do not feel at ease when they stay at home. ”

Shen Li thought about it, and quickly remembered something that had been forgotten by her for too long.

"At that time, I also met a little girl who had just been orphaned, only five years old. When everyone else was hiding at home, she stood on the street by herself, shouting Daddy and Grandma at a loss. ”

"I saw the living dead behind her and wanted to tear her apart. I rushed over to save her, and she pulled my sleeve and asked, am I looking for Daddy and Grandma like her. ”

When Hua Xu heard this, a strange feeling suddenly welled up in his unfazed heart, which made him uncomfortable.

He asked Shen Li, "What did you tell her?" ”

Shen Li said: "I said at the time that I had no family, and I was not from Jiuli and Eighteen Villages, I came from other places. Then the little girl happily asked me if I was from the Special Investigation Bureau, and she said that when her father and aunt were still there, she told her that when the mystic master there came, they would be saved. ”

"But I didn't have time to get back to her."

"Why?"

"Because we were found by the living dead in the neighborhood at that time, there were six or seven of them, and I didn't have time to protect her, and she died in front of me."

After a pause, Shen Li said, "It's still because of me." Because a living dead wanted to sneak up on me, she stood in my way. ”

Hua Xu didn't know what to say for a while.

Shen Li was unexpectedly calm, and said lightly: "After that, Master, you found me." You said that there are many people like that little girl, and asked me if I wanted to see it again. I said, you have taken me to many villages, and I have indeed met dozens of people who are even more miserable than that little girl. They didn't know anything, and asked me what to do. ”

Hua Xu's throat was rare and condensed, and what to expect, he asked, "What did I do?" ”

Shen Li looked at him, "When I was struggling with what to do, Master, you taught me two words, trade-offs. Then you told me about some people or things you've seen before. You also said that you were once like me, and then you met someone who taught you how to do and how to behave. ”

Maybe in this world, there are always too many people who can't help themselves, and they can't avoid personal emotions.

But in the face of real suffering, personal emotions are the easiest things to give up and give up, and others, such as reputation, morality, cleanliness, etc., as long as you think what you are doing is worthwhile, there is nothing to give up.

After all, there is no such thing as giving up forever.

Now that he has become a mysticist, he must always act from the overall situation.

"So after that, I took the initiative to go to those great witches and made a plan with them to find a way to gather those living dead."

"In the end, I killed them."

Shen Li's gaze returned to the game in the pit below, "About a day and a night." I finished disposing of them and set them on fire. ”