I tried my best to love you, but I couldn't get back your true heart - Ai Chengcheng

The temperature here in winter is not particularly low, but tonight is unusually cold, Liu and I are hiding in the quilt, I was tightly locked in his arms, the embrace is very warm, I think of that night, that cold touch. The same person can give people two completely different feelings, just like two Lius.

I moved slightly, trying to withdraw my body, but he hugged him tighter, and I wanted to grasp and rub it into the flesh. "Don't move," his low voice came from overhead, and there was a hint of panic and inhibition in that voice. I felt his body temperature rise dramatically, burning my skin. I'm not one of those stupid girls, of course I know how he's changed, and I can't help but feel like a fire on my face, and my whole body becomes hot. In fact, my willingness to move in with Liu is is acquiescing to all his actions. I decided that Liu is the only one in his life, so I don't mind what he will do next, let alone reject him.

"Liu is, you ......"

"Don't speak. "His voice is very loud, I know he is angry, but why, Liu is, we are boyfriend and girlfriend, we will live together for a lifetime in the future, this kind of thing, sooner or later, why do you want to be angry, do you want to touch me makes you so unacceptable?

His body temperature is getting higher and higher, but his body is trembling, are you afraid, but Liu is, what are you afraid of? "Bang", the door slammed against the wall, I looked at his figure of fleeing in a hurry, tears flowed down unconsciously, but the corners of his mouth sneered. The person I love disdains to touch me, what the hell did I do wrong, and I need to accept such a punishment. God, you're going to torture me. I can only silently tell myself in my heart, Ai Chengcheng, you have to be strong, it's not a big deal, it's really nothing. But why do the tears still keep flowing, and the heart still hurts so much, Liu is, you sue me, why is this?

I huddled at the foot of the bed, crying quietly, I never knew that Ai Chengcheng would cry, and he would cry so heartbreakingly. I looked up at the door, closed my eyes, and looked forward to the appearance of that figure, even now, what I wanted to see was still Liu Shi. When I opened my eyes again, I saw him standing by the door, looking at me quietly, and then walking slowly towards me, every step of the way to my heart, painful and expectant. The familiar cold touch, it turns out that he is sick again, is he back after a long time of not seeing, he gently wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, leaned over and kissed me, his lips were very cold, but the kiss was very soft and light. I was like the best treasure in the world, and he was so careful that he was afraid of hurting me. He was so careful, even the entry was so light, but I still rushed to the pain, the indescribable pain, the tears in the corners of his eyes flowed wantonly at the moment he entered, and the sudden still movement gave me the strength to open my eyes, and then I saw that the starry eyes were full of tears, quietly sliding down the corners of the eyes. At this moment, there was a sudden surge of sweetness in my heart, Liu is him, crying for me, I realized that we are truly one, my pain, he can empathize, this feeling of heart-to-heart connection, it's really good.

This winter is gradually passing, and since that night, we are more like husband and wife, inseparable from each other. I think this is happiness, every morning when I open my eyes and see the person I love the most, this kind of life is the happiness I want, and only Liu is can give me such happiness.

"Liu is, I'm so happy, I can meet you in this life, it was you who made me understand the definition of happiness, and only you can give me happiness, so in this life, I will not let go of you. ”

When winter really ends, so does my happiness. Just as I don't know when he came into my heart, I don't know when he left my world. He walked so stealthily and quietly. I didn't leave a word, an expression, as if it had never appeared in my life, like this qiē was my dream, and now that I woke up, the person was gone.

"Allure, in fact, this is also a good thing, you are not suitable in the first place, since he chose to leave, you forget about him, change back to the previous Ai Chengcheng, return to the life without him, and return to the world that only belongs to you. ”

"Mu Xuan, I can't do it, I really can't do it, I love him so much, even if I forget myself, I won't forget him. He knew why he was leaving me, why?"

Silence, dead silence, silence like a century.

"Okay, Allure, I promise you, I'll help you find him, bring him to you, and you will ask him the reason yourself. ”

One day, two days, three days, the fifty-sixth day of Liu is disappearance, I received a call from Mu Xuan, and then ran to the hospital like crazy, in the intensive care ward, I saw Liu Shi, the person I thought about day and night, now lying quietly on the hospital bed, if it wasn't for Ji Qì's reaction, everyone would think he was dead. Tears poured down at this moment, and the heartache was overwhelming. I don't know how I got to Liu Shi's side, and I don't know when Mu Xuan left, in my eyes and heart, there is only this boy on the hospital bed. He is so still, and he can't feel the existence of vitality.