Chapter 708: Repentance

After discussing Shen Fang's affairs with Shen Xuan, Shen Hongjun and his wife left with their son.

The children and grandchildren were gone, and Shen Xuan was sitting in the study, staring at the gift list sent by Shen Hongjun in a daze. On the thick gift list, there were all kinds of items, and there were three thousand taels of silver tickets. These things reminded Shen Xuan of the past, when Shen Hongjun was like this, he gave himself many gifts.

Where did all that stuff go? It seems that some of them were taken back to Yongenbo's house by the Yun family to supplement their mother's house. Some were given to Shen Hongcong three, and they were used to eat, drink, prostitute and gamble. He has never taken those things to heart, he is Shen Hongjun's father, and his son respects the things he loves, he can deal with them however he likes.

"Shen An, lock all the things that the third prince sent back to the room inside, and no one is allowed to go to that room except me." Shen Xuan commanded. In the innermost room of the study, there was an empty room. Shen Xuan planned to put all the things that Shen Hongjun sent back there, and when he had time, he would take a look.

According to Shen Xuan's words, someone moved all the things sent by Shen Hongjun to the room that Shen Xuan said. The one named Shen An has been by Shen Xuan's side for many years, and he is loyal to Shen Xuan, even if the Guogong Mansion is not as good as before, he has not left. Of course, he also knows a lot about the things in the Guogong Mansion.

"Alas, now that I know I regret it, why did I go in the first place? If I had been kind to others at the beginning, where would I be where I am now? listened attentively to that woman's instigation, caused discord between father and son, and restless house, what about now? It's the third son, who has now become a prince of the country with his own ability. ”

Shen An looked down on the Yun family's style very much, and once persuaded Shen Xuan, but where would Shen Xuan listen? Seeing such a situation now, I can only sigh secretly in my heart.

"These three sons are really good, the father and son have made trouble to this point, and they are still so generous. Looking at these things, I'm afraid they must be worth at least five thousand taels. Grandpa Guo, do you regret it? It's too late to regret it. Shen An muttered as he worked. He didn't know that he had actually muttered the words in his heart, and it happened to be heard by Shen Xuan.

Shen Xuan didn't get angry, he just turned around and left. yes, isn't it too late to regret it? What's the use of him regretting it now? The Xu family has long since died, the Guogong Mansion has also fallen, and the three sons are now exiled. No matter how much he regrets it, it's useless.

Shen Xuan walked aimlessly in the Guogong Mansion, and before he knew it, he came to a small courtyard in the northwest corner of the backyard. This is where the Yun family lives, and Shen Xuan didn't kick her out. Originally, he wanted to send it to Zhuangzi, but the Zhuangzi under his name had already been sold, where was there still a place for the Yun family to live?

After learning about the Yun family's affairs, Yongenbo Mansion never came to the door again. They refused to take the Yun clan away, such a burden, Yongenbo Mansion could not afford to drag it down. The Yun family has worked hard for half of their lives, planning in many ways for the Yongenbo Mansion, but in the end, the Yongenbo Mansion simply abandoned her.

Shen Xuan felt that it was his mistake that made the Yun family paralyzed, so he didn't really drive the Yun family out. It's just a small courtyard in the corner of the Guogong Mansion, and a few people are left to wait.

How long has it been since I came? Like, two or three years, right? After the Yun family lived here, sometimes sober, sometimes crazy, last time, it seemed that she was crazy, and she came with Lang Zhong. In other words, the Yun family has not been crazy for two or three years.

Shen Xuan didn't know what was wrong today, but he came here. Since you're here, why don't you go in and have a look, I don't know if the people who are waiting for you are doing their best. Shen Xuan thought so, and stepped into the courtyard.

"Grandpa Guo, why are you here?" As soon as Shen Xuan entered, someone found him and stepped forward to give a salute.

"Just walk around, and you've come here, Yun, how is she?" Shen Xuan looked at the woman and asked.

The woman who served the Yun family used to be a girl in the house, this girl was a little silly, and she was always half a beat slower than others. The girl married a boy in the house, and then the boy fell ill and died, and the woman became a rough woman in the house.

When the servants were dismissed by the government, the woman volunteered to stay because she had nowhere to go. Shen Xuan knew that she was honest and didn't hide treachery, so she asked her to come over to serve the Yun family.

"Well, it's okay, I'm not crazy now, I just don't talk much every day." This person is really, his brain can't turn around, he doesn't know what to call the Yun family, so he simply doesn't call anything.

Shen Xuan stepped into the house and came to the east room. When I opened the door, I was greeted by a smell. Although the room is quite clean, the lower half of Yun's body can't move, and the peeing is on the kang, how can the smell in this room be good? Shen Xuan opened the door and put this smell outside.

Yun's family, who was lying on the kang, heard someone coming in, and thought it was her mother-in-law who was serving her, "Silly aunt, pour me a glass of water, I'm thirsty." ”

Shen Xuan didn't move, just looked at the Yun clan lying there in a daze. Is this still the gorgeous woman back then? Now, her hair is gray, her face is wrinkled, and she looks like an old woman who is about to die, where is she still the coquettish and enchanting appearance of the past?

Back then, wasn't he just confused by her charm and charm? is obsessed with her, for her, he does not hesitate to go against his parents, for her, he leaves the child born by the Xu family behind, and for her, he does everything possible to take care of Yongenbo Mansion. Although he knew that she had done a lot of bad things behind her back, because he was in love with her, he chose to turn a blind eye, and even helped cover up.

Whose fault is all this? Yun's? But if he is determined and not deceived, what can the Yun clan do? Speaking of which, it is still because of his weak mind and swaying left and right that he will be entangled by the Yun family. Therefore, the biggest mistake in the whole thing is yourself.

Yun Shi, who was lying on the kang, heard the sound of breathing in the room, but he didn't look like the stupid girl, and couldn't help asking, "Who is it?" Who are you? Then, she stopped, her eyes widened, and she asked eagerly, "Is it Grandpa Guo?" Is that you? ”

She wanted to turn her head to see if the man in the room was the man she had loved all her life. But her body is not very obedient, and she can't use her strength from the waist down at all, so she can only turn her head hard. Finally, she saw the lower half of a person's body, which was a man's clothes. "Grandpa Guo, it's really you." Yun shouted.

"It's me, I'm walking around the house, and I just happened to come this way, so I'll come in and have a look." Shen Xuan said very calmly. For the Yun family, he has no love or hatred now, although what the Yun family did was very hateful, but without his own connivance, the Yun family could not do anything at all.

"Today Jun'er came back with a few children to see me. I don't know until now how much I owe him. It's a pity that everything is irretrievable, Jun'er, is no longer the child who needs a father. Shen Xuan just wanted to find someone to talk to, and he couldn't say it in the face of others, but in the face of the Yun family, he could easily say it.

"Jun'er came out, he defeated the Northern Yuan, captured the king of the Northern Yuan, and captured hundreds of thousands of Northern Yuan soldiers. This time, his merits are not small, and he has been promoted to the title of Duke of Yasukuni. At the beginning, you and I were afraid that he would come back and snatch the position of the prince of the Guogong Mansion, but now, he himself is the prince of the country. ”

"Jun'er's four sons, one is the son of the Zhenguo Mansion, the other is the prince of the Yasukuni Mansion, and the other two are now also made captains by the emperor. Hehe, this is what a father is, and he is a qualified father who can give his sons a future. What am I like this? Not even bullshit. Shen Xuan didn't care whether the Yun family liked to listen to it or not, he just said it vigorously.

"I was wrong, I shouldn't have ignored him like that, I shouldn't have suppressed him like that. But when I treated him like that, he stood out and made great achievements and held a high position today. I deliberately favored the three of them, and pampered the three of them except eating, drinking, prostituting and gambling. In the end, even the Guogong Mansion was defeated in their hands. ”

"How wrong am I? It's ridiculous, I still don't know it, and I always feel like I'm doing the right thing. I really let the donkey kick my brain, at that time, my father and mother, which one didn't persuade me? But I simply ignored my parents' admonitions. I deserve it, I deserve it, I deserve it to the point where I am now. ”

Shen Xuan said as he spoke, he couldn't help but feel sad, he wiped the corners of his eyes, and then looked at the Yun Clan on the kang and said, "Now that it has become like this, have you ever regretted it?" Over the years, you have been living like this, do you think it is still interesting? So, what are you waiting for? Waiting for me to forgive you? ”

"No way, it doesn't matter if I forgive you or not, but I can't forgive myself. It was my own incompetence, my own weakness and deception, and my own inability to distinguish between right and wrong that led me to where I am today. How can I forgive myself? If I forgive myself, what will I face to see Xu in the future? ”

Shen Xuan said nonsense, even he didn't know what he wanted to express. He glanced at Yun, then turned and walked out. "I can't forgive myself, so I'm not in a position to forgive you. You don't have to wait. ”

Behind him, the Yun clan only had time to shout, "Grandpa Guo, please, find a way to find them." They are also your sons, please, let them come back, and let me see them. ”

Shen Xuan left without looking back, "They have been sent to the frontier, as long as they can work hard and live a down-to-earth life, they will not lose their lives." ”

The Yun family, who knew his son's whereabouts but couldn't wait for Shen Xuan to forgive, choked his breath that night. But she is no longer the wife of the Guogong Mansion, and the Yongenbo Mansion no longer cares about her. So, Shen Xuan asked people to use a thin coffin, and after casually pretending to be buried, they were sent to the city for burial.