"Later, the concubines in the harem began to slowly increase, he has no children, and he can no longer favor me. But he still gave me his most favor under the premise that the rain and dew were even, and my status in the harem was unmatched by no one except the queen. Strange things are starting to happen in the harem. My children are dropped one by one, and none of the children of the harem concubines can be saved. This situation has lasted for nearly ten years, he is no longer young, he is in his thirties, he still has no children, and even the court has begun to become turbulent. In the harem, people are even more panicked. ”

"I don't know what's going on, but everybody blames me for the mistake. I also felt very aggrieved because I also didn't keep the child. No matter how stupid I am, I know that some people don't want me to have a baby, and even put all the blame on me. But I didn't have enough ability to find out who that person was, my parents left the capital, and I was in the huge harem, with no one to rely on except the emperor. He still spoils me, and that's my greatest comfort. ”

"I thought it was going to go on like this. Until one day, dozens of dolls full of silver needles were found in my palace, and the palace maid in my palace was also beaten half to death, confessing that all this came from my instructions. I cursed the entire harem and harmed the emperor without children. The ministers jointly wrote a letter asking the emperor to give me death. I don't want him to be embarrassed, death, I'm not afraid, but I don't want to die so inexplicably, I want to find out who framed me. I begged him to believe me, but he didn't say anything, told me to stay in the palace and not go there, and sent for me to be taken into custody. ”

"At that moment, I was stupid for the first time, and I was put under house arrest by him. While waiting for the disposition, I heard the news that the queen was pregnant. Later, when my disposition finally came down, he told me that he had arranged a good place for me to stay there, and he would come and pick me up. The place he said was the palace of Xianling Town. The night before I left, I met the Empress, and she told me with a smile on her face that even if I was favored by the Emperor, even if the Emperor knew in his heart that I was not doing everything, I would still be sent out of the palace, although I was not executed. It's impossible to go back this time, everyone knows. Then she told me that she did everything, and the emperor knew that the culprit was actually her. ”

"I was stunned, I couldn't imagine how a woman with so much blood on her hands could be so calm in front of me, but what I couldn't believe the most was that the emperor knew everything. She told me that even if the emperor knew, he would not dispose of her, not because of the child in her womb, but because it was impossible for the emperor to dispose of her. Because he needs the forces behind her, he needs the support of her family. And from beginning to end, I am just a plaything, the emperor will spoil me, but he will not really love me, and I will still be abandoned when I need to be abandoned. ”

I was shocked by that, but I was sadly surprised to find that she was telling the truth. Just as I was sent away, I was the one who was abandoned when he promised to marry me. ”