Chapter 221: Confidant
Yun Xue has always been a cheerful personality, big grinning, a bit like a boy. Yunxue in her previous life, because of this, was disliked by her boyfriend, thinking that she was not a little feminine, and she was like a buddy with her. And Yunxue, who came to this world unexpectedly and lived again, didn't want to be emotionally contaminated anymore.
It just so happened that there were so many things in the family, especially after the incident between Sun Zhengsong and Wu Shaojin, she was exhausted, and she had no time to take care of these things of love and love. Yun Xue originally thought that when she didn't want to live alone, she would find a man who did her duty, and the two of them would live a peaceful and stable life. As for those who love and love, forget it, she can't afford it.
It is precisely because of this mentality, coupled with the fact that she always works hard alone to form a habit, so when facing Shen Hongjun's feelings, Yun Xue will subconsciously distrust Shen Hongjun. She couldn't believe that she had such luck to meet such a good man, who loved her and cared for her.
Yun Xue has always been like a hedgehog, using sharp spikes to face everything outside, and when she encounters unsolvable problems, she will curl herself up in a ball, and then use spikes to protect herself.
Shen Hongjun looked down at Yun Xue and found that she was still pursing her lips tightly and didn't want to speak, so he couldn't help but sigh again in his heart. This girl, she is really not easy, if someone else experiences what she encountered, I am afraid that she would have collapsed a long time ago. But Yun Xue was able to persevere, precisely because of her stubborn temperament.
Looking at this awkward girl, Shen Hongjun's heart softened, "You, let me say what is good about you?" I could only helplessly hug Yun Xue tightly and kiss her lightly on the forehead. Forget it, if you don't want to say it, I won't force you. It's just that you remember, you are not allowed to say such heartless words in the future, it makes me angry. ”
"I just feel that the two of us are not suitable at all, and we should not be together." At this time, Yun Xue faintly came out with such a sentence. "I don't want to ask about your family background because I'm running away. If I didn't know, I might be able to fool myself. Yun Xue's voice was full of bitter taste.
"But there are a lot of things that I can't exist without thinking about it. You and I are originally the difference between heaven and earth, and I can't help but think about this. Your family, will they allow a peasant girl to enter the door? If your relatives don't agree, what should I do? After I was moved and used my feelings, I can't be by your side, so how should I deal with myself? It's better to stop what might happen while it's still too late, so it's safer. ”
Yun Xue finally said the fear in her heart, which is also something she has been struggling with since she recovered from her illness. It's just that Xiaoqin and Vanilla's words directly stimulated Yun Xue, and then when they met today, Yun Xue said something like that.
"Have you really figured it out? If you had to be with me, I wouldn't be able to make you a concubine. You can only marry me if you are marrying me, but you have to have a family, will they agree? Definitely not. Then what you will face is the family that gave birth to you and raised you. I don't want to delay you. After Yun Xue finished speaking, her face turned pale, this was the first time she opened her heart and told others what she was thinking.
Shen Hongjun had been listening attentively to Yun Xue's words, and only at this time did he breathe a sigh of relief and said, "The pressure from the family is indeed there, but it is not impossible to solve. Shen Hongjun paused for a moment, and then continued. As long as I can master the entire family, what else do they dare to say? I asked you to wait for me before, and I have been leading troops frequently for a while, all because of this. If I want to control the whole family, I have to make myself strong. When they find out that the absence of me in the family is equivalent to the absence of a future, then they will no longer stop me from doing anything. ”
"Xue'er, are you willing to work with me for our future?" Shen Hongjun's eyes were burning and he looked at Yun Xue. "In my heart, you are not the kind of delicate and weak flower in the flower room, you are the wild rose in the mountains and wilderness, full of thorns, strong growth, and finally bloom your own beautiful fragrance. In this way, you can stand by my side and face the wind and rain with me. What I want is a wife who can face everything hand in hand with me. Do you understand? ”
Yun Xue met Shen Hongjun's gaze and saw the firm determination and deep affection in his eyes. At this moment, Yun Xue's heart was pounding, just for Shen Hongjun's sentence just now, and to work hard for their future. "Briar? What a good metaphor. Am I not the wild rose covered in thorns, but with tenacious vitality? Yun Xue muttered, but tears couldn't stop flowing. She's finally found someone who can really understand her, hasn't she?
Yun Xue lay in Shen Hongjun's arms and cried, the grievances she had suffered in the past few years seemed to be all in her heart at this moment. She couldn't suppress it, so she could only let the tears flow.
I never thought that there would be a person who could understand herself, but God let her meet it, didn't he? This excellent man in front of him, he loves himself, loves himself, and understands himself better, why should he give up? Why can't I try once and fight hard, for his heart, but also for myself.
"Alright, alright, stop crying, stop crying. If you cry like this again, I think the Yalu River will be flooded. Shen Hongjun looked at the crying girl in his arms with pity, this stubborn girl, she had taken on too much pressure, but she couldn't vent, so she cried like this at this time.
"Look at your tears, you're soaking my clothes. Okay, don't cry, from now on, with me by your side, I will never let you shed tears again. I want you to be happy and live happily every day, okay? Shen Hongjun coaxed Yun Xue softly, and at the same time maybe made his own promise.
Yun Xue raised her head and looked at Shen Hongjun. "Okay, I believe in you, I believe that you can give me a good future, and I am willing to work together with you for our future." Yun Xue smiled.
At this moment, Yun Xue's eyelashes are still stained with crystal tears, but on her face, she has the most brilliant and happy smile.
Shen Hongjun looked at Yun Xue with fascination, just like a delicate rose after the rain, exuding incomparable temptation. He lowered his head and lightly imprinted a kiss on Yun Xue's forehead. "If you say yes, you will do it. In the future, you can have trouble with me, you can play with me, but you are not allowed to say such heartless words, and you are not allowed to leave me, remember? ”
Yun Xue nodded, "Well, I remember." ”
Shen Hongjun was about to say something more when he heard someone shouting outside the door, "Guest officer, the water you want is here." "It's the voice of the little two.
Shen Hongjun let go of Yunxue, opened the door, and took the kettle in the small second-hand hand. Then he poured the water into the copper basin and handed the kettle to the little er. "Thank you."
Xiao Er grinned, and the kettle left.
"Come and wash your face, look at your eyes, what has become of them." Shen Hongjun pulled Yun Xue back and came over to wash his face.
Yun Xue washed her face, then brushed her hair again, and then turned to look at Shen Hongjun, "Was I particularly ugly just now?" Yun Xue was a little embarrassed, she must have been very bad just now, but she was all seen by Shen Hongjun.
"No, the way you looked just now will only make me feel more sorry for you." Shen Hongjun said with a smile. "However, don't cry anymore, my heart is about to break when I cry." Shen Hongjun stretched out his hand and hugged Yun Xue back into his arms. "This feels so good, I really want to just hold you all the time." Shen Hongjun sighed with satisfaction.
"I originally planned to go to see you in Shiwudaogou this afternoon, but since we meet here, I have to hurry back to the capital. This time he sent troops to Anton, and he had to go back to the military department to report his life. Alas, I really want to spend more time with you, so that you don't have to think about it again. "Shen Hongjun is very helpless, he is the general of the imperial court, and he can't do what he wants when he has military orders. And Yun Xue has so many burdens that she can't be with him day and night. The two of them are always so far apart, no wonder Yun Xue is cranky.
"You remember my words, leave everything to me, and you don't need to worry about anything. Lead my younger siblings to live a good life at home, don't be too reckless in your career, if there is a chance, I will ask the court for a decree to come here to garrison. In that case, we'll have a chance to be together. Shen Hongjun was really relieved that it would not snow, so he had to tell him again and again.
Yun Xue nestled in Shen Hongjun's arms, and when she heard him babble about this, she felt warm in her heart. "Okay, I promise you, I don't want anything, just wait for your good news." Yun Xue couldn't help but turn up the corners of her mouth and said with a smile.
Looking at Yun Xue's well-behaved appearance, Shen Hongjun suddenly felt that it was actually good to have such a fuss today. Otherwise, how could he know that this little girl also had herself in her heart? Although he has always been very confident in himself and feels that he will definitely be able to make Yun Xue like him, this feeling of mutual affection is just as beautiful as it makes him just want to indulge in it.
"By the way, I dropped the chain at noon, but did it break?" Shen Hongjun remembered this and asked. At that time, as soon as he was angry, he didn't care about anything, and just threw things on the ground. If it breaks, it's a pity, Yun Xue likes the chain very much.