It was he who killed her, a beautiful and gentle woman who could have lived a good life!

She didn't have to pay anything for it at all, she could even get more for it, but this woman didn't say anything, just lowered her head, left in silence, and silently chose death.

What was she thinking about then? What was she thinking when she killed herself? Who would weep for her when she died? Who would remember her?

He couldn't go on like this any longer!

"Ha, haha, hahaha-" Long Yuanli laughed a few times, then hit his forehead fiercely, and said fiercely, "You actually want to leave me for the sake of an insignificant woman?

Xiu Ya let him roar, didn't argue, didn't fight back, just said quietly: "Yes, I am indeed a useless man! A useless man like me is not worthy of staying by the emperor's side anymore, so the emperor will let me go!"

"You-" Long Yuanli stared at his unusually calm face, and only let go of him after a while, and said slowly, "Xiuya, for me, you are indispensable, continue to stay by my side, I can't do without you!"

Xiu Ya said: "Emperor Xie attaches great importance and trust to me, it's just that I can no longer serve the emperor, you have the whole world, you have countless minions stronger than me, even without me, you can continue to be a wise emperor......"

"You're not a minion!" Long Yuanli roared, "You are my shadow, a part of me!

Xiu Ya closed his eyes: "Your Majesty, I'm sorry, I've made up my mind!"

Long Yuanli was angry and anxious, staring at him for a long time before he let out a long sigh: "Do you really want to leave me for a woman who has only slept a few times? Is that woman so important to you, more important than me?"

Xiu Ya said: "It has nothing to do with whether it is important or not, I hurt her, I don't want to hurt anyone anymore......"

Long Yuanli said: "You, you haven't said such things until now, isn't it ridiculous?"

Xiu Ya said: "It's ridiculous, but I can't be wrong again and again......"

Long Yuanli said: "You're accusing me, aren't you?"

Xiu Ya shook his head: "The emperor is not wrong, everything is my fault......"

"You-" Long Yuanli wanted to scold him and beat him hard, but he knew in his heart that once he made up his mind, no one would be able to change his decision, after a long time, he let go of Xiu Ya, let go of Xiu Ya, let go of him, and sat down in his chair, "Do you really have to leave me?" I understand your thoughts, and I will not ask you to pretend to be me again in the future, in this way, are you willing to stay?"

Xiu Ya opened his eyes and was still kneeling on the ground: "Stay in the palace, I will only remember the sins I have committed from time to time......"

Long Yuanli buried his head in the palm of his hand, and his voice was very bitter: "Do you want to leave me......?

Xiu Ya said: "Your Majesty, the lady and the little master must be fine, they will definitely return to you, please don't say that......"

"Xiuya-" Long Yuanli raised his head and looked at him steadily, "Don't leave me until I find their mother and son, just stay with me for a while, okay?"

Since Xiu Ya has made up his mind, it is useless for him to say anything now, he can only try to keep him, hoping that after a long time, he will think about it and change his mind.

When Xiu Ya heard him say this, his face was embarrassed, but in the face of his pleading eyes, he really couldn't refuse, so he had to sigh lightly in his heart, and said, "I know, I will accompany the emperor until the lady and the little master find it!"

Now is the time when the emperor is the loneliest and most uncomfortable, how can he leave him at this time? Okay, the two have been inseparable for more than ten years, and he will accompany the emperor for a while, and when the lady and the young master find it, he can leave without any worries.

Long Yuanli patted him on the shoulder: "Xiuya, you will always be my best brother!"

Xiu Ya smiled bitterly and didn't say much.

Long Yuanli waved his hand: "This time, you must be tired, you just take a few days off, have a good rest, and leave the matter of looking for Mrs. to others for the time being." ”

Xiu Ya shook his head: "No, I must be responsible for this matter to the end, and I must not give up until I find the lady and the little master." ”

Long Yuanli sighed again, waved his hand, and motioned for him to go down and rest.

Then, he sat alone in front of the window, looking at the moonlight outside, his heart swelled with loneliness again, he thought about it, got up and walked towards Yonghe Palace.

After "giving birth" to the child, Nan Shuyan stayed in his palace all day long, not only to take care of and protect the child, but also to avoid being discovered his secret.

Seeing Long Yuanli coming in, he sighed and poured him tea: "Seeing you haggard like this, it's not easy for a while, right?"

Long Yuanli looked at him: "Shu Yan, I'm wondering, did I really do something wrong?"

If he didn't do anything wrong, why did the mother and son encounter such a thing? Why did Xiu Ya, who was like his shadow, want to leave him? Could it be that he would also be like many emperors, sitting on totalitarian power but betraying his relatives?

Nan Shuyan stroked her forehead: "Yuanli, you are too tired to say such a thing these days! If you do something wrong, then wouldn't I be even more wrong?"

Long Yuanli shook his head: "It's the Long family who is sorry for your family, what you did is just self-preservation, what's wrong?"

Nan Shuyan said: "The Long family is also sorry for you, you just want to fight for yourself and your mother, what's wrong?"

Long Yuanli was gloomy: "Since I'm not wrong, why do you want to leave me one by one?"

Nan Shuyan looked at his expression: "We don't know how many dangers and setbacks we have encountered, I have never seen you so discouraged, what happened to make you so discouraged?"

Long Yuanli said: "Xiu Ya just asked me to resign, saying that he killed Yun Concubine and can't stay any longer......"

Nan Shuyan was surprised: "Concubine Yun, is it the concubine who committed suicide a few days ago, what does her death have to do with Xiuya......? Wouldn't it?"

Long Yuanli nodded: "Xiu Ya pretending to be me, it is said that she found out, and she went to a dead end, Xiu Ya thinks it is his fault...... Actually......"

He smiled bitterly: "It's all my fault......

Nan Shuyan sighed, hugged him gently, and patted him on the head: "It's not that things are without room for maneuver, Yun Concubine...... She is also too weak, she is also responsible for this matter, you don't have to blame yourself like this! With her temperament, even if she didn't have this matter, she probably wouldn't be able to survive in the palace......"

Long Yuanli smiled bitterly: "You all comfort me like this, as if I won't make a mistake......"

Nan Shuyan squatted down in front of him and looked at him seriously: "Yuanli, you are too tired, what you need most now is to have a good rest! You can rest here with me tonight, I will accompany you, I will not leave you, you can rest assured......"

Long Yuanli said tiredly: "Thank you, Shu Yan, what about the prince, I want to see the prince'......"

Nan Shuyan immediately hugged the prince over, Long Yuanli took the child, held it in his arms, and looked at the child's sleeping little face without blinking.

A few months old child, the most soft and cute painful, the little prince slept innocently, one finger was still in his mouth, salivating, looking extremely distressing, Long Yuanli picked up the swaddling handkerchief, gently wiped the child's saliva, took away his little hand, no matter how you look at it, you can't see enough.

What about his baby? Where is his baby now? Is he hurt, is he suffering, is he crying?

He looked at the child, thinking of his own child, and his heart ached for a while.

After a long time, he raised his head and said to Nan Shuyan, "Can I sleep with the child?"

Nan Shuyan nodded: "Of course you can, good, you go to sleep, if you don't have enough energy, how can you find Mrs. Xin and the child?"

Long Yuanli nodded, came to the bed with the child in his arms, put the child away, lay down by himself, looked at the child sideways, and slowly closed his eyes.

He'll find them, and then, he'll never be separated from them again!

As the days passed, the palace gradually calmed down, and the disappearance of those once beautiful and vivid concubines only embellished people's memories, but did not leave traces in people's lives, and Bian Xin's mother and son still had no news.

Every nightfall, Long Yuanli quietly left the palace and came to the place where Bian Xin's mother and son once lived, and stood there for a long time before going back.

He no longer summoned any concubines to sleep, nor did he accept any women into the palace, and if any of the concubines in the palace wanted to leave, he also generously gave a large sum of money to dismiss them, and the concubines knew that he was cold to them, but they didn't know why he never summoned them again, just thinking that he had a queen and a prince, and he no longer needed them.

The harem is gradually deserted, but the dissatisfaction of the concubines with his "infatuation" is increasing day by day - the emperor is scattered and amorous, which makes the women unhappy, but if only one person is loved, it will cut off their happiness and future!

Long Yuanli completely ignored the harem's discussions, for him, if they didn't want to stay in the palace, they could be free, but since they were willing to live such a life, they would have to bear the consequences, and he didn't have the heart to deal with them.

The homework he must do every night is to take the god of war and go for a walk with him to his former "home", night after night.

Until that night, when the full moon was like a golden wheel, hanging high in the night sky, full of silver light, he was standing in the former "courtyard" admiring the moon, and the god of war suddenly shouted "Wangwang", he frowned: "What's the matter, why did you suddenly make a fuss?"

Usually when there is nothing to do, the god of war is always very quiet, he took it out for a walk for so many days, it has never called once, what's wrong tonight?

"Wang-" The god of war cried out loudly, biting down on his robe and pulling at it hard.