Chapter 9: Nightmares
In the Shu family's study, Ruan Xia looked at all the items and letters, and did not find anything abnormal.
Accurately, I didn't see any clues that could arouse Shu Kite's emotional out-of-control.
Her long, white fingers tapped on the table as she pondered.
According to what she knows about Shu Kite, if it weren't for external stimuli, she wouldn't have lost control at all.
What's more, after the last treatment, the memory fragments in Shu Yuan's brain obviously have a tendency to stick, and they are obviously improving.
How can it suddenly be confused?
Wenzhu came in with water, "Doctor Echo, let's take a saliva." ”
"Thank you." Ruan Xia thanked him and put the water cup on the table.
His eyes were still on the content of the letter, and his expression was serious and serious.
"Miss's mood has stabilized a lot during this time, and I don't know why it suddenly happened today. If you hadn't arrived in time, I wouldn't have known what I would have done. Wenzhu said gratefully.
"As a psychiatrist, that's what I'm supposed to do." Ruan Xia said lightly, his eyes fixed on Zhou Qing's letter three years ago.
"Wenzhu, does Shu Yuan have a good relationship with Zhou Qing?" She asked.
Wenzhu nodded again and again, "Miss Zhou and Miss grew up together, they are like sisters, and they have a very good relationship." ”
"How good is it?" Ruan Xia asked again, and couldn't help but have doubts in her heart.
"This ......," Wenzhu pondered carefully, and finally said the adjective, "it can be said that they are inseparable." ”
Inseparable?
Ruan Xia's brows furrowed slightly.
The relationship between the two is so good, why didn't she hear Shu Yuan mention Zhou Qing's name during the treatment?
Not even appeared.
For people with psychological disorders, there are traces of the existence of anyone in their memory.
If there are no traces, there are only two reasons.
One is that the relationship is weak enough for the patient to remember. The second is that the relationship is deep, but she does something that makes the patient sad and heartbroken, and the patient automatically erases the memory fragments about her.
It is obvious that Zhou Qing is not the former.
If it was the latter, why would she bother with Shu Kite, who was already insane?
Ruan Xia couldn't figure it out.
But she had a hunch in her heart that Shu Yuan's emotional loss of control this time was inseparable from Zhou Qing.
There is also that piece of porcelain, which Zhou Qing deliberately stuffed to Shu Yuan, deliberately leading her to act excessively.
What does Zhou Qing want to do?
"You take care of Shu Yuan and minimize the number of times Zhou Qing meets her." Ruan Xia explained.
"Since Miss Zhou returned to China, she has often come to talk to Miss Zhou. Doctor Echo, Miss Zhou cares a lot about Miss. Wenzhu deliberately spoke for Zhou Qing.
After all, these days, Zhou Qing's concern for her own young lady has been seen in her eyes.
"You also said that Zhou Qing has a good relationship with Shu Yuan. I'm worried that Shu Kite's lost memory fragments are related to Zhou Qing, and if the two of them don't control their meeting, Shu Kite's state is likely to deteriorate. Ruan Xia patiently explained.
Wenzhu understood, "So that's the case, then I will try not to let Miss Zhou meet." ”
"Hmm." Ruan Xia nodded.
Ruan Xia waited until Shu Yuan woke up and saw that her condition was stable.
It was already late to leave from Shu's house.
Back in the apartment, Ruan Xia lay on the bed for the first time without washing.
It took too much energy to soothe Shu Kite, and she was physically and mentally exhausted.
His head sank into the pillow and he fell asleep.
In the three years since she lost her memory, she has slept very lightly and wakes up almost at the slightest movement.
Shu Yuan's lost memory fragments can still be recovered, but her disappeared memories can't find a trace.
In her sleep, a white fog appeared in front of Ruan Xia's eyes, and she couldn't tell the direction.
Keep going, but you can't get out.
Instead, a woman in a white coat turned her back to her, holding a pocket watch identical to hers.
It's as if hypnotizing the patient.
She tried to get a good look at the woman's face, but she couldn't move.
There are invisible walls all around, and you can't touch or see them. The oxygen around her body was decreasing inch by inch, and her breathing gradually became difficult, and her stomach was tumbling uncomfortably.
At this moment, the picture suddenly changed, and the mountain collapsed.
The sound of the wind mixed with the sound of stones crushing the ground was in my ears, and if I listened carefully, there was the sound of a woman crying.
Weird and terrifying.
She wanted to run, but she couldn't.
Suddenly, a stone rolled towards her out of nowhere.
A little bit closer.
"No......" Ruan Xia woke up suddenly, and subconsciously turned on the lamp.
With the light on her face, she gradually came back to her senses.
I'm having these messy dreams again.
She has been searching for the source of her dreams, tried many methods, and even hypnotized herself.
It never worked out.
She especially wanted to know what her past self was like, and the genius psychological hypnotist who only existed in other people's mouths was very strange to her. She knew nothing but skilled psychotherapy techniques.
No matter how powerful a psychological hypnotist is, he can't cure himself.
Ruan Xia sighed helplessly.
Maybe she didn't want to remember it subconsciously.
She was sweating, and her pajamas were sticky against her skin, which was uncomfortable.
Anyway, she couldn't sleep, so she simply took a shower.
Wrapped in a yukata and poured a glass of water, took a few sips, sat down in front of the computer and began to analyze the child's psychotherapy plan.