Chapter 18: The Passing Years Have Passed, and the Glory is Easy to Grow Old (5)
From the day I met you, I gradually realized that I had found a word that was more inexplicable than fate, providence - Zheng Fanghua
The more I got along with Xia Liunian, the more I got to know him, the more I couldn't let go of him, and then I realized that Xia Liunian was a poppy, knowing that it was poisonous but making people want to stop. Now, I can understand Yu'er's mood, Xia Liunian is indeed worthy of everyone's madness for him. Being in love with Xia Liunian is the greatest happiness in the world, and falling in love with Xia Liunian is the greatest pain in the world. I wasn't so lucky to be the first kind of person, and I wouldn't allow myself to be the second kind of person. The experience of the predecessors always makes the future generations vigilant, Yu'er's pain makes me sober, I think I am not so brave and willing to give up my own qiē for a person, I am not Yu'er, so I will not fall in love with Xia Liunian, even if I do, I will not be crazy for him.
Thirty days after I met Xia Liunian, I saw Yu'er again, I don't understand why she came to me, I don't think I'm a third party who intervenes in their feelings. I know that Xia Liunian only feels guilty about Yu'er, because of his unwarranted sense of indebtedness, so he feels that it is his fault that he can't respond to Yu'er's feelings, in fact, in my eyes, this qiē is nothing at all. Xia Liunian is a liar, it is his responsibility and obligation to defraud money with superb acting skills, and Yu'er is the victim, it is her right to denounce Xia Liunian, since she chooses to give up this right, no matter how bitter she is, she is self-inflicted, and she can't complain about others.
"Zheng Fanghua, you know that Xia Liunian is a liar, why are you still with him, aren't you afraid that he will lie to you, don't blame me for not reminding you, if you are deceived by Xia Liunian, you will lose everything, not only money, but also heart. ”
"He's a liar, I'm a thief, and I think we're a good match. It is impossible for people like you to understand the feelings of me and Xia Liunian, we are not the same kind of people, Yu'er, I don't know how much you love Xia Liunian, but I advise you, stop clinginging, Xia Liunian only feels guilty about you, without love, and there will be no result if you pester him again. ”
"Zheng Fanghua, I admit that I am stupid, but you are not smart, look at it, it will not be long before you will know how good an actor Xia Liunian is, he performs carefully in every scam, gives everyone the most beautiful dream, rebirth and tear it apart, I promise, you will be worse than me. ”
"If he lied to me, at the moment when I was crushed to pieces, he would definitely die without a place to be buried, I am not you, I will not allow betrayal, and I will not let go of those who hurt me. ”
Why did I miss on that day, why did Xia Liunian help me, why did Xia Liunian hide it from me, I thought about these questions, and finally I attributed them to fate. But I doubt that such a fate is providential or artificial, if it is providence, I can be grateful to God, if it is man-made, heh, if it is ......
In the days that followed, I didn't see the rain again, and my days, to be precise, my days with Xia Liunian returned to their former state, the only difference was that the frequency of our sorties increased significantly, but the power decreased. In the days when we resumed work, we were thinking of new ways to better "take money" from others every day, and constantly checking and filling in the gaps in practice to improve the way we worked. Now our work has not only brought great progress to the city's anti-theft system, but also brought a big leap to the city's economic development, from a certain aspect, Xia Liunian and I are the city's biggest heroes, but the heroes always do not receive fair treatment, so although our contribution is huge, but our treatment is still a street rat, which is really a great sadness in the world.
After finishing work today, Xia Liunian and I hid in the alley to share the spoils, and we were wrong, we distributed the fruits of our labor in the alleys according to our country's labor distribution system.
"Fanghua, I have something I want you to help me with. ”
"Say it. ”
"I need money, lots and lots of money, but I don't have time, two days, I have to get 600,000, only you can help me. ”
"Why do you need so much money, is it that he owes money, you said that even if he dies, you will not shed tears for him, why do you care about his life or death, Xia Liunian, there are still ten days, you are no longer his son, he is not your father, don't care about him anymore, he is not worth it. ”
"One last time, Fanghua, help me. ”
Xia Liunian, I really don't understand why, you have already decided to leave him, why do you want to help him pay off his debts, 600,000 is an astronomical amount for us, we will not have so much money for a lifetime of stealing and cheating, you know that you can't do things but still do it, are you too stupid, or are you too responsible, your mother is dead, why are you keeping that oath, this qiē has no meaning. At this time, I only thought that Xia Liunian was too stupid and worthless for him, but when I thought about it later, I suddenly realized that Yu'er was right, Xia Liunian was a good actor.