Once upon a time, we were childhood sweethearts, and we went through a beautiful youth time together - flower explanation

Tonight, I'm having insomnia again. Someone I hadn't seen in a long time reappeared in my dreams. In the dream, he was still the same as he was back then, with plain white clothes, a pale face, thin and boneless hands, and a pure and innocent smile that I was familiar with. He seemed to be the eighteen-year-old boy forever, always standing on the edge of the cliff in that poor village, always standing on the edge of the cliff, and asked me with a smile, Xiaoyu, are you tired? I want to rest, I really want to think about it.

Now he really did it, from the moment he fell off the cliff two years ago, I knew that he did it, and from that moment on, he didn't have to worry about his grandmother's illness anymore, he didn't have to worry about the lives of his younger siblings, he didn't have to guard me anymore, he was really tired, so God rescued him and let him go to another world without any pressure. From now on, there is no freedom to carry all the burdens on your shoulders.

After two years, when I thought I had completely forgotten about him, he appeared in my dream again, which made me realize that I had never forgotten him, but just subconsciously closed these memories and didn't want to mention them. I want to be willful again, one last time, to open the memories that belong only to us and take a good look at you.

Meng Beili, do you remember our youth?

Li Village, this small village in the middle of nowhere, is like being in another world, and you won't find it even on the most accurate map. But this village is all the memories of my youth, and in these memories, I can always see Meng Bieli's figure. Although the village is called Li Village, the surnames are varied, and the surnames are not enough to summarize. For example, one of my playmates, his surname is Tong, and his name is Tong Ying. We all called him barbell, and I later learned that the word "tong" is a homonym for "tong".

Meng Bieli is my best playmate, he is a very ordinary boy, he likes to fight, he likes to be a hero, every time he is injured, he will laugh awkwardly, "How about it, I'm amazing, no one else dares to touch it, I touched it." ”

Yes, I have to admit that Meng Bieli is powerful, even if he is a pseudo-hero, he is a hero after all. When he said this to me, it was when a group of our playmates went to dig the snake's nest, and I don't know whose bad idea was that the snake was poisonous, and if anyone dared to put his hand in it, he would be recognized as the boss in the future, and everyone listened to him. Everyone was eager to try, but no one really did it, only Meng Beili, who put his hand in, and then came back with two small holes. It turns out that the snake is not poisonous, but none of us have the courage to leave Meng, so we dare not bet.

"Xiaoyu, this is for you, you're about to eat. ”

I looked at the sugar man in Meng Beili's hand and was surprised how he could have the money to buy this.

"This is what Chubby's father bought for him, but I grabbed it, and then immediately thought of you, so I took it to eat with you. ”

"Aren't you afraid that Chubby will sue his father?"

"Who made me the boss, you all have to listen to me, if he dares to sue, I will let others beat him until he can't speak. ”

Sugar people are no longer a good thing in this era, but for the children of Li Village, this is a good gift. If you take a hundred yuan in exchange for a sugar man from Li Village, you will definitely not succeed. Because you don't know how hard it is to bring back a sugar man from outside the village. I still remember that Xiaoli next door used to have a candy man, she put it on the head of the bed and slept with her arms in her arms, but when she woke up to find that the sugar man had melted, she cried all day and cried until her father bought her another candy before she burst into tears and laughed. Therefore, I will not kindly persuade Meng Bieli to return the sugar man, I am not a good boy, I can't be selfless, I don't leave the road behind, and I will never refuse what is good for me. So, I enjoyed this sugar man who should have belonged to Chubby with Meng Bieli.

"Xiaoyu, I will cover you in the future, you can do whatever you want, and if anyone dares to make trouble, I will beat him. ”

At the age of ten, I got his first promise, and that day, the wind was light and the sun was infinitely good.