Chapter 4: If I Wait for You (4)
I know you too well, I've waited for you for so many years, and finally, I finally understand that the person you're waiting for has never been me—honor
After I confirmed my relationship with Chu Zhe, I invited Honor to have a big meal and thanked him for his help, even though the money for this meal was paid by him. Since then, my time has become very tight, in addition to studying every day, I have to date, the time left for honor is really pitiful, but fortunately, honor is a real good brother, he never blames me for not having time to accompany him, but generously said that if you really don't have time, you can temporarily forget about his savings, until now I am more sure that meeting honor is the greatest happiness in my life. I successfully joined the ranks of lovers, and my dormitory was finally completed, although my roommates tortured me for six days about why my boyfriend was not honor, and with my resolute attitude, they finally accepted this fact, and Chu Zhe's appearance proved the fact that I and Honor were really just good friends, and no one joked about me and honor after that. Their topic focused on Chu Zhe, and after their repeated observations, they finally came to the conclusion that Chu Zhe was a good man worthy of trust.
Couples get along with each other by eating, watching movies, and shopping, and couples express themselves by holding hands, hugging, and kissing. Chu Zhe and I have already done the first one, and we still need to work the latter one. After a month of dating, we only stayed side by side shopping together, which is a very bad phenomenon, indicating that he has no sexual impulse for me, that is, he does not love me enough, but this does not make me insomnia, what bothers me is the truth of this insinuation, that is, I am not attractive enough, it can also be said that I am not attractive enough, I am not a successful woman. Chu Zhe was very considerate to me, he would bring me breakfast and tell me that I must eat breakfast, he would give me an umbrella when it rained, he would pick me up from the classroom on time every night and take me back to the dormitory, he would send a text message every night when the lights went out to tell me to rest early, he would show up to comfort me and encourage me when I was not doing well in my exams, he would help me solve math problems and help me with geography. My sisters are envious that I have such a boyfriend, and I am proud of my vision, and I will sue for these honors and share my happiness with him, but he seems unhappy every time he hears this.
April 1st April Fool's Day, I and the honor finally met again, I put a very delicate gift box in front of me, this is the honor to give me a gift, in line with the principle of being cheap and not taking advantage of the mentally retarded, I accepted it calmly, the gift is a pure white bracer, for why give me this gift instead of necklaces, bracelets and other jewelry, the honor is like this to answer "I also want to give you these, but you are not a girl, it is a waste of money to give". At this moment, I really wanted to kill Honor, not because he insulted my gender, but because he actually saw my essence clearly, and said it without hesitation, the so-called aunt is bearable, uncle is unbearable, and when I was about to be executed, I was immediately thundered into a worm by the next sentence of honor, "Xiaoxiao, I like you, you should be my girlfriend." The brain is dead, the body is ossified, time has stopped, the earth has been destroyed, the universe has collapsed, cats and mice have married, ants have overcome elephants, roosters will lay eggs, iron trees will bloom, homosexuality is globally legalized......
"You, you, you, what are you kidding?"
"Your answer, Xiaoxiao. ”
"I ...... I really want to say, honor I treat you as a relative, it is illegal for close relatives to marry, suddenly I thought that the public can accept homosexuality, what is the marriage of close relatives;
"Poof......
"What are you laughing at?"
"I laugh at you for being so stupid, have you forgotten what holiday it is today, you also believe it, my sexual orientation is normal, I don't like men. ”
"Oh~~, that's the case!" "Honor, you kid is dead."
High school life passed little by little, when I woke up and decided to study hard and work hard, it was already the last college entrance examination, after the exam, Chu Zhe and I had our last lunch in the school cafeteria, we both understood that our relationship ended here, and in the days to come, we would not see each other again, nor would we even think of each other.
"Chu Zhe, you must have done well in the exam, where do you want to go to college?"
"I'm going to Shanghai, my sister is there, she's always wanted me to go to school there, what about you?"
"My grades are so poor that I can only go to a junior college, it doesn't matter where I go, if I can, I want to go to Tibet. ”
"Is the honor with you, too?"
"How is it possible, his grades are so good, and his uncle has always wanted him to go abroad for further study. ”
"Xiaoxiao, he is really a person worthy of being entrusted for life, you shouldn't miss it. ”
"Even you misunderstood us, we were just friends. ”
"I thought that the college entrance examination was over, and the first thing he did was to tell you the truth, it seems that he hasn't yet, Xiaoxiao, he loves you, loves you very much, what I did, he asked me, because he thought that if I did those things, you would be happier, every breakfast, every umbrella, every night text messages were made by him, I was just responsible for giving it to you, and then conveying your happiness to him, Xiaoxiao, he deserves your love. ”
I don't believe that there is a real prince in the world but I believe in the existence of knights, in my thoughts, princes and knights, I will choose knights, because he knows how to protect me, will regard me as the center of life, I have never had the luxury of expecting that there will be such a storage zài by my side, obviously, God loves me very much, he sent honor to me, to complete my fairy tale, but I was too stupid, I didn't know until the last moment, I wanted to see honor, I wanted to think very much.
On the fifth day of my search for honor, I received a text message like this:
Xiaoxiao
I know that you have been looking for me, forgive me for my timidity, I don't dare to answer your call, I am afraid that when I hear your voice, my determination to finally make up my mind will collapse instantly, you know these will be moved to cry for three days and three nights, I want to sue you, these are so insignificant compared to you, I feel unprecedented happiness when doing this, I don't want to put pressure on you, you know very well that your feelings for Chu Zhe are not love, so what about your feelings for me, I don't want to be like Chu Zhe can only accompany you through just two years, I hope you give me the rest of your life because of love and not because of gratitude, So I selfishly decided to go to a school far away from you, I hope to give each other three years to think about our relationship and future, after three years if you decide to accept me, then we make a lifelong vow, if you can't accept it, please tell me that you have spent three years waiting for me, but I came back too late and missed you, I want you to promise me to exchange my one qiē for you three years of waiting.
Always love Cheng Xiao's honor