53, (reminiscences) My surname is Pei, and my name is Shangyu
Since Chinese New Year's Eve, Changsun Jing has had a teacher, and the master taught him to read and write, and taught him to read classics.
Chang Xuan always has a sentence on his lips that 'reading history can be wise, and knowing the past can learn from the present.' Therefore, all the books he gave to the eldest grandson Jing were carefully selected by himself.
And the eldest grandson Jing never shouted a tired, obscure sentence, so he copied it down with a pen, and when the school was over, he showed it to Chang Xuan.
The sentences that can be understood, they are recited repeatedly and used, Chang Xuan watched him make rapid progress, and he was also very happy in his heart, and occasionally taught him some tricks of scheming.
He knew that the eldest grandson Jing was intelligent, and he wanted to teach what he had learned all his life, but he was also afraid that teaching too much would bring the danger of destroying the country to the Southern Dynasty.
The eldest grandson Jing could also see his worries, he said: "The northern kingdom is the place where I was born and raised, and the southern dynasty is the place where I was taught and raised, and I promised my master that I would never be a thief who stole the country." ”
Listening to the young man's loud words, Chang Xuan smiled and touched his head, he had never had a good life in his life, but he still did not complain and hate this world, what a pure heart should be to develop such a temperament.
At this time, the two of them didn't realize that a year later, the northern country was destroyed, Chang Xuan was bouldering into the lake in the midst of the war, and the track of fate was deviated again, which also left an indelible wound in the heart of the eldest grandson Jing.
The fold behind it was like a fast forward, explaining all the things of Changsun Jing clearly.
'In September, the South and the North went to war. ’
'In November, my mentor threw himself into the lake, and Ah Jing once again lost the person who was kind to me in this world. ’
'In December, in the middle of winter, it snowed heavily, and I heard that the Southern Dynasty had reached the cities of the northern kingdom, and the northern kingdom was about to perish. ’
In January of the following year, the jade seal and the national letter of the Northern Kingdom were sealed in the Imperial Palace of the Southern Dynasty, and I had no home. ’
In March of the following year, the concubine said, "I want to live well, so I can't die here, and I can only survive if I escape." ’
And this year, the eldest grandson Jing was twelve years old, and he could no longer use this name, and he had to throw away the only thing his mother left for him, the bracelet woven with colored rope.
He had escaped from the dog's hole in the palace, and he had not had enough to eat for many years, and his thin body made it easy for him to get out, and even because he was so transparent, the palace people only discovered that he was missing a few months after his disappearance.
The eldest grandson Jing is not tall, he looks like an eight or nine-year-old child, he is dressed in tatters, he almost begs all the way, he eats what others don't eat, as long as he can live, he eats.
Even because he was too thin, he was bullied and broke his ribs, he changed his name, others asked him what his name was, he said that his surname was Pei, his name was Shangyu, and the word Shangyu was often raised, and no one knew.
They laughed at him as a beggar with a name and a surname, and he lowered his eyes and did not resist.
When he walked to Jiangdu, the soles of his feet were already full of blood blisters, his stomach was rumbling with hunger, he fell under the bridge hole, and at that moment he felt that he was about to die, until the aroma of food came from front of him.
"Hungry?"
The little girl's voice was a little puzzled, but the eldest grandson Jing snatched the food from her hand and devoured it, he heard her laugh and squatted down: "Eat slowly, there is more." ”
"You're so thin, you must have not eaten for a long time."
She chattered endlessly, although Jiangdu is not a rich and noble place, the people here live very happily, and the beggars on the street are not as dirty as him.
"Still, is there anything else?"
Changsun Jing lowered his head and stretched out a dirty hand, he was buried in the soil for a long time in order to convince the people of the Southern Dynasty that he was completely dead, but fortunately, the old soldier felt guilty in his heart and did not trample on the soil.
Otherwise, he would have been a lonely ghost at this moment.
"Yes."
She squatted in front of him and watched him finish eating his basket of lotus cakes, and said helplessly: "Do you want to go to the mansion with me first?" If you live here, you'll catch a cold. ”
Besides, her father is in the mansion, and he can help with anything.
But I didn't expect that when the eldest grandson Jing heard the word "government office", he waved his hand: "Don't go, I won't go." ”
He can't go to the government office, and if he gets there, he'll kill someone.
"If you don't go, you won't go......"
"You go."
Before the little girl could finish her words, she was pushed out by him, and in the next few days, the little girl would come over, put down her food and leave quietly.
Her father was an official in the government and taught her to do good things since she was a child, but her mother said that men on the side of the road should not pick them up, the little beggar is just a little boy, and he shouldn't belong to men.
The two of them silently gave food and accepted it, and they became good friends after coming and going.
The excerpt said that the time when I met Ah Wan was the happiest and happiest day for me.
"Ah Wan?"
Cheng Yiwan pronounced the name, and suddenly felt as if she had some memory in her mind that was about to rush out, she put down the fold and looked at the last sentence of the fold.
'My surname is Pei, my name is Shangyu, what about you?' What is your name. ’
'Stay in the late spring flowers, the clouds are sparse and the rain is not harvested. If you can guess, then I'll make you lotus cakes to eat. ’
Pei Shangyu, Pei Shangyu, it turns out that they have known each other for a long time.
Her name came from her mother's favorite verse, and she thought he couldn't guess it, but she didn't expect him to blurt out her name: "Is it right to be late?" ”
That day, when the breeze was blowing, he wiped the dirt on his face with his sleeve and handed her a candy in his hand: "Thank you, I exchanged it with my grandmother, it was very sweet." ”
Cheng Yiwan gasped for breath and stood up on the table, she, why did she feel that she had forgotten something very important, what it was, why did she forget it so thoroughly.
Until the end, she didn't know how she got out of there, there was no fold behind her, and everything stayed in his sentence You are called Yiwan, right?
She couldn't remember, she just felt a splitting headache, and when Piaoxi knocked on the door, she walked over and opened the lock, and she fell unconscious with a flicker of her eyes.
"Madame!"
Fluttering shouted in a panic, and Hualuo and the other maids rushed to the bed when they heard the sound and carried her to the bed.
Cheng Yiwan fell into a dream and couldn't get out, he said that this was what she owed him, he said that no one in this world loved him, and no one cared about him.
The world is bustling, but nothing belongs to him.
Pei Shangyu, what kind of past do I have with you?
When she woke up again, she heard the conversation between Piaofu and Hualuo, and there was a different voice.
"Madame, this is a sign of happiness, but the fetus is a little unstable, and it needs to be well regulated..."
"What's the pulse?"
When the doctor heard her voice, he said leisurely, "Madam, this is a happy thing." ”。
This sentence made Cheng Yiwan stunned in place, how could she not think that she was pregnant?