Chapter 239, The Shackles of Fate (II)
In this way, I became the mother of that child, and there was an extra memory of the child's father.
But I hated the child, but I still had to keep the bet, because I could only be untied if I broke the shackles of my power.
I watched the child grow up slowly, his eyes and smile, I remember it clearly, for a moment, I really thought that I was the mother of the child.
But every time my memory comes back to me, I remember who I am, and the pain makes me very conflicted, because I don't hate that child anymore.
Speaking of this, Turin looked at Qin Mo and found that Qin Mo's expression was very strange, and said, "You know that feeling, right? ”
After Turin finished speaking, he stopped looking at him, and continued: "But I must break the gambling contract, I strongly suppressed the emotion that made me uncomfortable, but found it stronger and stronger, and then I found that I could no longer suppress that emotion, and could only choose to leave.
I began to wander in this world without me, but I couldn't let go of that child in my heart, so I came up with an idea to turn the memories in my body into a person and grow up with this child, so that I could no longer be bothered by him.
The child grew up slowly, he only had a father in his eyes, no mother, I was a little sad, but it didn't matter, because he didn't have a mother, and his father was just forcibly imprinted with such a memory, and people seem to be good at using their own strength to play with weak people.
Until one day, I almost forgot about that child, but on a whim I changed back to another me, and all the memories came flooding back.
The pain that had disappeared erupted again, but this time with two different memories, I found that the person I grew up with him was completely different from the person I grew up with him.
He can hardly remember that there was a "mother" who watched him grow up, but when he looked at me who grew up with him, his eyes were completely different, and sometimes I was even a little afraid of this kind of vision, but I didn't know why I was afraid.
I cut off my connection with her once again, wandering the world, watching the countless killings, becoming more and more numb.
Until one day, the man who made the bet with me died, and he went to me and said, "If you want to break this bet, go and kill him." ”
I knew who he wanted me to kill, and at that moment, my heart was torn in half, half told me to kill him, and half told me to protect him.
I thought about it for a long time, and finally I decided to kill him, but when I saw him again, I found that he was different, and in his body, there was another soul.
My heart felt like it was broken, and I wanted to kill him by all means, but when I saw his face, I couldn't do it.
So, I followed him, and I thought that one day I would be able to kill him. I kept thinking about it in the back of my mind.
Suddenly, one day, I met another me, and memories flooded into my mind, she didn't know I existed, but when I saw that he was so attentive to her, I was very jealous of her.
So, I took her back, I thought it shouldn't be painful, but when I saw his painful expression when he saw her disappear, I suddenly understood why the way he looked at her, it made me afraid, in human terms, it was something called "love".
I wonder why this different soul has such a vision, and it is even stronger than before, is it just that he inherited the previous memories?
I thought about it for a long time, and then I continued to follow him, and even though he had always been nice to me, I still wanted to kill him, and I had a reason to kill him, because he was not the one I watched him grow up with.
Speaking of this, Turin suddenly stopped, she looked at Qin Mo and found that his body was trembling, and his eyes were moist.
Qin Mo was very painful, he felt that he should be very familiar with all this, but he just couldn't remember it, his heart felt like a knife had been cut.
Turin took him in his arms and comforted: "Don't cry, you listen to me, if you are sad, I will be sad." ”
Qin Mo held back the tears in his eyes, but he was a little confused, he couldn't remember all this, but he felt that his heart hurt like a knife.
After a while, Turin continued: "There were many times when I could have killed him, but I didn't do it, I was with him, I felt very comfortable, he was very nice to me, even told me everything, told me the biggest secrets of his heart......
I thought I wouldn't forget that this "vile" soul wasn't that child's soul, but then I really forgot that my strength was getting weaker and weaker, and I needed to sleep for a long time every time to recover.
I started to get angry because of something I didn't care about before, and when I saw other women around him, I would get even more angry, and I thought to myself, he belongs to me, and this life belongs to me.
Until one day, when I woke up again, the old man came, and my memory and strength awakened again, and I was terrified to find that everything in front of me was completely out of my control, and if I continued like this, I would be lost in this world sooner or later.
But I am the master of this world, I am the fate of the high, how can I be lost in such a world, so, I left him, I even let the old man cut off all memories with him.
As I sat alone on the highest place in the world, I occasionally looked at him, but I quickly withdrew my gaze.
I decided not to think about him again, I decided to concentrate on breaking the bet, I decided to kill him when I saw him again, so that I could be who I was.
It was all well done, and there was no memory of him around me, as if he had disappeared.
Until one day, when he came to where I was, those lost memories reappeared, and when I saw him again, he no longer remembered me, but I could feel his heart, like a knife, as if he wanted to recall something, but he couldn't recall anything.
When I left, I realized that when his heart was in pain, my heart was also in pain, and I forgot the countless promises I made that I would kill him, but the moment I met him, I completely forgot these promises.
I could hear every poem he chanted, I could see everything he did, and even though he didn't remember me, I could still feel that he was talking to me, that he was doing these things on purpose, that he wanted to make me angry, but he didn't know it.
Until one day, his heart was broken, he came to the imperial city to say goodbye, to give me back what "belonged" to me, when I heard him sing that song, I could no longer suppress the emotions in my heart, but he "stupidly" used up all his luck to remember me.
On that day, I cried with heartache, he didn't know how precious that tear was to the people of this time, but he knew how precious that tear was to him.
He said he was leaving, but he didn't, and suddenly he came to my place desperately, and the other one showed him the way, and he said that he was going to take me away, and he said: Because my heart is moved.
So, I followed him out of my place, forgetting once again all the promises I had made, and going with him in desperation.
We talked a lot about it, and along the way he helped me make the best barbecue, helped me buy the most expensive rouge in town, and personally painted my thrush.
One day, he suddenly left again, and he said that he was going to find the "mother" in his memory, but I remembered the child who watched him grow up.
He came back after a long time of leaving, and he said that he married me, maybe he had already discovered something, and he felt that there was not enough time.
I promised him, I thought to myself, as long as I have barbecue to eat for the rest of my life, and paint such beautiful eyebrows for me for the rest of my life, I am willing to sink.
Soon after he left, suddenly one day, I noticed that my tears were gone, and at that moment I suddenly knew that he already knew who I was.
He stupidly threw the thing that proved who I was into the chaos, not knowing that anyone else knew who I was besides him.
He came to me desperately, and he said he was going to fulfill his promise to marry me.
When I faced all this calmly, when I decided to marry him, when I decided to wait for him to marry me, I found that the power of the shackles was slowly weakening.
I didn't have time to get used to all this, but I found that another cage was already preset for me, and I went up to the old man, and I told him, I will never save you, but he has already seen through everything I think, and he knows that I will save you, because I love you too.
"The moment I saw you, I had already lost the bet, I untied one shackle and put another shackle on myself, but this shackle, I am willing!" Turin looked at Qin Mo, held his face with both hands, and patted it gently, "Wake up quickly, wake up quickly, you are going to save this world you cherish, without you, it will be destroyed, it will be destroyed, and I will lose you." ”
Qin Mo's heart trembled, memories poured in like a tide, tears came out of his eyes, he grabbed Turin's hand, but found that her hand was slowly disappearing, her body turned into a little starlight, and only that sweet smile remained in his mind.
The world in front of him began to crumble and turn into nothingness, and when he opened his eyes again, he saw a huge whirlpool, he looked at the countless souls, and raised his hand: "May you return to the kingdom on the other side!"
As soon as he finished speaking, his spirit contracted violently, rolled up all the souls, and entered his body, and at that moment, at the other end of the bridge, an eternal kingdom appeared.
Countless souls were sucked into it, and everything was calm again.
Before everyone could react, Qin Mo shook the wings of wind and thunder, came to the stone monkey, and said, "Take me back to the Xuanhuang Continent, is it okay?"
"Good. The stone monkey replied without hesitation.