40. Then I like you again, don't refuse
Listening to Shen Shaowei's words, Xiao Zi'an was stunned for a moment, and then his face turned pale, and when he raised his eyes, Shen Shaowei's figure was about to disappear from his sight.
He pursed his lips and said nothing, he hurried to follow, the steps of those who practice martial arts were already big, and he caught up with her in ten steps, Xiao Zi'an stretched out his hand and grabbed Shen Shaowei, she was stopped by his strength.
"Commander Xiao, my words seem to be very clear."
Shen Shaowei looked at him sideways slightly, Xiao Zi'an's eyes were a little hurt, and his eyes were wet, like a puppy that had been abandoned.
"Then I like you again, don't reject me, okay?"
The moment Xiao Zi'an's words came out, Shen Shaowei wanted to break free, but the young man had a lot of strength, and he refused to let go of her for half a minute, until he saw her wring her eyebrows and said it hurt.
"You're hurting me."
She took a deep breath, turned to look at him completely, and said this, Xiao Zi'an looked flustered for a moment and hurriedly let go of his hand: "You, are you okay, I didn't control my strength for a while." β
"Commander Xiao, don't be like this again, I don't mean to like this kind of thing."
Even if you like it, what can you do, she and him are not all the way, Xiao Zi'an's future wife can be anyone, but it won't be her, and it's not just the word like that separates them.
"I admit that when I first saw you, I was happy that I finally had a girl who did not exclude, after so many years, I worked hard for a long time, but you are the first person who can make me not exclude."
"I thought it was a gift from God, but then I suddenly remembered that when you and I were young, we had already met, I had received your kindness, and our fate had been doomed at that time."
"I can't speak, I don't know how to like someone. I also know that my original purpose was not to be close to you simply to like you, but what you said today woke me up. β
"That's not love at first sight, it's that God has already set this fate for you and me, this love, I confused it, then from today, start again, I want to be with you."
Xiao Zi'an's words were incoherent, and he said at length and loudly, he was afraid that she would be impatient when she listened, and wanted to step forward to block Shen Shaowei's way out.
Shen Shaowei also understood very clearly, he admitted that his purpose was impure at the beginning, and admitted that he liked this feeling, but after hearing her words so clearly, he didn't want to give up, but to continue.
"We are not people who can be together, Commander Xiao, you and I are not only separated by whether you like it or not, but also family background."
"Shaowei understands that she is two pounds, start first, I am very happy, I can have such a son as Commander Xiao who fell in love with me at first sight, but if I think about it carefully, I don't have anything that I can handle, and I am worthy of being loved by others at first sight."
"So, let's stop here, in the past few days, I will be the commander of Shaowei Gao Panxiao as a friend."
She shook her head lightly, raised her foot again to leave, Xiao Zi'an's still somewhat confident expression just now was crushed by her movements, and there was no light in those eyes.
"Sister?"
When he wanted to step forward and say something more, he saw Shen Zhiyi coming not far away, and for a while, Xiao Zi'an could only stop talking.
"Commander Xiao? Why are you here? β
Shen Zhiyi stepped forward to hold Shen Shaowei's arm, Shen Shaowei patted her hand and said, "I happened to meet, Zhizhi, let's go." β
She saluted Xiao Zi'an again, and then left here with Shen Zhiyi, and after the two walked away, Shen Zhiyi looked at Shen Shaowei's somewhat lonely expression.
"Did Xiao Zi'an say anything to Sister A?"
In fact, Shen Zhiyi had just heard part of it, but it was not complete, and the corners of Shen Shaowei's lips pulled out a wry smile: "It's nothing, it's just to make things clear." β
"Fortunately, I've only known each other for a few days, fortunately."
Shen Shaowei said two fortunate things, and only she knew that after those words were spoken, she was still a little lost in her heart.
Xiao Zi'an said that they had known each other for a long time, but in Shen Shaowei's impression, she didn't remember that there was such a person, so she thought he was the wrong person.
She has been dignified and polite since she was a child, as a concubine, her mother always asked her not to do anything out of line, she also restrained herself like this, being a female celebrity every day, and following her mother and grandmother to learn how to run the house.
Even she herself understands how boring she is, she doesn't dare to make a wrong step, her mother wants her to support the faΓ§ade of the Shen family's daughter-in-law, all she can do is to be polite and not to violate the rules of this world.
Being with Xiao Zi'an these days is already the most outrageous thing she has ever done, but she will never do it again.
"Sister, if you really like it, why don't you try it? Perhaps, Xiao Zi'an is sincere? β
Shen Zhiyi spoke out to convince her, at first, she thought the same as Sister A, she was afraid that Xiao Zi'an was just a whim, and she was even more afraid that after Sister A and Xiao Zi'an were together, they would be tortured like her.
So she agreed with Sister A's words, and always warned herself not to have such thoughts, but seeing Sister A's sadness, she couldn't help but want her to give it a try.
In her previous life, Sister Ah finally married a decent person, and then the person was devolved, and Sister Ah went with her, and the sisters never met again, she knew that Sister Ah was not happy.
But that was the only son in the Shen family who could find a good son in all aspects at that time, and even her mother said that the girl should be stable in her life, and don't look for any love.
All the girls in the world are the orders of their parents, and the words of the matchmaker, how can there be so much love and love.
"Huh? Who was it that agreed with my words a few days ago, why did they change their minds today? β
Shen Shaowei turned her head to look at her, she knew that Zhizhi didn't want her to be sad before she said this, but she couldn't let herself go, a young man like Xiao Zi'an, who was freshly dressed and angry, was not something she could climb high.
"Zhizhi, there are some things that you can't get by working hard, besides, I haven't been to Xiao Zi'an to the point where I don't marry him, don't worry about me."
Her heart can also be withdrawn, and then she can guard this heart, find a good son, and live her life in peace.
"Sister is right, but I think it's better for you to be happy, after all, it is right to love yourself before loving others, not to wronged yourself for the sake of someone else, right?"
Shen Zhiyi, who has relived a lifetime, understands very well that at any time, only his own happiness is the most important thing, and what others think, that is not important.
"Zhizhi has been very transparent lately, so I guess when my grandmother comes back from Xiangguo Temple, I must like you even more."
Shen Shaowei stretched out her hand and hooked her nose, if she could, she would rather Zhizhi never understand any big truths for the rest of her life, the little girl just needs to be happy and carefree.
"It's all taught by Sister A!"
She hugged Shen Shaowei's arm and rubbed it affectionately, in this life, if her family is fine, she will be fine.