72. You forget, I've never been a good person

Shen Shaowei listened to Shen Zhiyi's words and made a move in her hands, she didn't know how insistent Xiao Zi'an was on her.

Every day, he came to the back door to send food to Chunxing, and all kinds of strange gadgets, although most of these things were returned or distributed to his subordinates, but he didn't seem to see her refusal.

What she is afraid of is that his heart for her is not true enough, what she is afraid of is that she will choose the wrong path in the future, she doesn't dare to bet, so she naturally avoids him.

Xiao Zi'an's father is a second-class military attachΓ© and a veteran who gallops across the field, his mother is from a Qingliu family, and he is the lord of Danyang County who is the first of the heavenly family, and even the little sister in the family is an in-law with the Guogong Mansion since childhood.

How can she afford such a person?

"Okay, you take care of your injuries first."

Shen Shaowei shook her head lightly, and she carefully told Lumei some precautions before leaving the Spring Rain Courtyard.

After never wanting to return to his yard, Lin Huixin came to find it first, saying that although the flash flood did not cause deaths, it still flooded a village in order to lead away the flash flood.

His Majesty cherished the people and allocated a lot of money and materials, Shen Fu thought that his family would go to the village to give porridge, but Mrs. Shen had also been sick recently, and Shen Zhiyi's legs were not good, so this soup soup thing could only be done by Shen Shaowei.

After all, the Shen family's ability is limited, and Shen Fu will naturally not give too much silver, so Shen Shaowei is calculating where the rice and grain in this Huaijing City are good and cheap, and this busy will be busy until the evening.

"Girl, are you really not going to take a look? Commander Xiao is still waiting at the back door. ”

Chun Xing put dinner on Shen Shaowei's table, just when she was getting dinner in the kitchen, she saw Xiao Zi'an waiting there, the kitchen was not far from the back door, and it was the time for the porter to pull things out.

Through the half-open door, you can see Xiao Zi'an wearing a power fence, Shen Shaowei doesn't like him to appear in the Shen Mansion with great fanfare, so every time Xiao Zi'an comes, he will bring a power fence.

He stood there alone, looking a little pitiful, like a majestic commander.

Hearing Chun Xing's words, Shen Shaowei lowered her eyes and was silent, eating absent-mindedly, Chun Xing saw what she meant, and didn't say more, her master was a girl after all, and she was a little out of line to be able to pass on these two sentences for Xiao Zi'an.

After dinner, Shen Shaowei took off the jewelry on her body, she lay on the bed, tossing and turning, and she couldn't sleep, and she didn't know if Xiao Zi'an was gone, now that it was time, if he didn't leave, would he really have to wait until he saw himself before leaving?

That's it, it's none of her business, so don't think about it.

But as soon as she closed her eyes, she could think of Xiao Zi'an's wet eyes, and the young man's aggrieved tone and look were as if she was the negative man.

Turning over again, she finally had no choice but to sit up, so she should be kind and let him go home and rest as soon as possible.

But if he left and thought of this, Shen Shaowei's face showed a wry smile, if he left, it would be worry-free.

The back door was a little far away from the courtyard where Shen Shaowei lived, and when she walked to the back door wrapped in a cloak, she saw the porter napping there, she walked over with light steps and opened the door.

The lonely waning moon hung silently on the treetops, Xiao Zi'an leaned against the tree with his sword, the cold moonlight was like snow, shining on his body, he lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking.

Some time ago, he came almost every day, Shen Shaowei got angry and said cruel things to him, thinking that this would dispel his thoughts, but the next day he still came as promised, but he wore a power fence on his head.

When the young man lifted the fence, he showed a pair of smiling eyes and said, "If you don't like my face, I'll cover it." ”

In the kitchen and some maids who often go through the back door, they all know that there is an infatuated person who is infatuated with his second girl, so Shen Shaowei also asked Chun Xing to say in the house that if she hears these rumors again, she will not be spared.

Now most of the things in the house are in charge of Shen Shaowei, and these people don't want to offend her, as long as they know some things in their hearts, they don't talk about it anymore.

So yet, Lin Huixin and Shen Fu don't know about it.

After Xiao Zi'an heard the footsteps, he suddenly raised his head, the girl was wearing a cloak, and her eyes looked at him with a little complicated, he took off the fence and approached her, and then he heard the voice of the porter's stunned stare in confusion.

"Huh? How can this door be blown open, and the wind has not been strong lately. ”

Then there was the sound of the door being shut, this time he also latched, Shen Shaowei didn't dare to make a sound, if he saw himself and Xiao Zi'an here, even if she had a hundred mouths, she wouldn't understand.

How can she go back later?

"Vile."

"Shut up, it's all because of you."

Shen Shaowei, who has always been good-tempered, murdered him for the first time, and after the murder, she hurriedly covered her mouth as if she realized something.

"You're coming to see me anyway."

Xiao Zi'an didn't care whether she murdered him or not, and if she could come to see him, it showed that she at least had a place in her heart, and he was very happy just for this.

"Here, last time I saw Chunxing go to buy a book and didn't find what I wanted, this is what I found after looking for a long time."

He saw that Shen Shaowei ignored him, and he was not angry, he took out the book from his arms and handed it to Shen Shaowei, if he hadn't seen Chun Xing buy medical books, he wouldn't have known that Shen Shaowei liked medical skills.

So he licked his face and went to ask Zhang Yuan's envoy from Tai Hospital, so that he was willing to lend himself his private collection of medical books to copy, and in order to copy these medical books, he stayed up day and night.

During the day, he dealt with the affairs of the command post, and at night he copied medical books, but as long as he thought that in the future she would hold the things he copied by himself and read them, he did not feel tired.

"I don't need it, Xiao Zi'an, Commander Xiao, I've said it many times, I don't like you, please stop pestering me."

Shen Shaowei didn't take the things in his hand, and refused again, Xiao Zi'an stuffed the book into her arms and said with a smile: "It's your business to not like, it's my business to like, one day, dislike will become like." ”

"I'm going to get married, even so, do you still want to continue to entangle?"

Hearing Shen Shaowei's words, the smile on Xiao Zi'an's face froze for a moment, his lips opened and closed, and finally just asked her, "Yes, who is it?" ”

"This is my business, Commander Xiao has no relatives with me, do you want to inquire?"

After Shen Shaowei said this, he saw that his eyes were full of loneliness, Xiao Zian stretched out his hand towards her, but when he saw her take a step back, he sneered and said, "Anyone can do it, only I can't, right?" ”

He threw the fence on the ground and pressed towards her step by step: "Anyone in the world can do it, but I Xiao Zi'an can't, because I lied to you, because I didn't get close to you because I liked you from the beginning, so I can't." ”

"I admit it, so why do you want to marry? Why can't you even give me a chance to atone for my sins? ”

"I have thought that even if there are all kinds of difficulties in the world, I will not give up half a point, why, why did you give up on me like this?"

Shen Shaowei was imprisoned on the wall by his arms, he lowered his head, and questioned one after another, before her words could be spoken, Xiao Zi'an suddenly raised his head, and the young man's eyes were burning and a little gloomy and said: "You forget, I have never been a good person." ”

He is a commander, but he doesn't rely on some bullshit rules, and whoever dares to touch him must first ask if his sword agrees.

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