Shen Zhiyi listened to his words, and it was natural to say that it was fake to say that she was not touched in her heart, and the person in front of her was the person she had really loved, and the person she had fallen in love with.

But on the city wall that day, after seeing the struggle and hesitation in his eyes, she only felt cold in her heart, she never felt that she was a righteous person, she always wanted him to put her first.

Even now that he told her that it was all for another reason, there was nothing else in her heart but the touch of that moment.

for the heart is dead.

It's not that he doesn't have her in his heart, it's that his love is all hidden in his heart, and they have been through too much, and their relationship is like a mirror that is broken and then put together.

Maybe if she falls again, she won't recover, and she doesn't have that much courage to put it together again.

Shen Zhiyi raised his head slightly, and said slowly: "Jiang Huaice, from the moment I die, it will be impossible for us. ”

"I can calmly accept Meng Xuan'an's kindness to me, because I have never experienced so much between him and me, whether it is misunderstanding or estrangement, he is the only person who helped me when I was imprisoned in Qiongzhi Courtyard and was desperate and helpless."

What's more, he was degraded for helping the Shen family, that was the only warmth she felt in her resentment, she and Meng Xuan'an were able to be friends because there was not so much estrangement between the two.

A love took her life, and even more so the lives of everyone in the Shen family, she would not love anyone anymore, so when she saw Meng Xuan'an's different thoughts, she pushed him away in time.

She didn't want to love someone again, and since she couldn't respond to someone else's feelings, then don't give him any hope.

When she was first reborn, she thought that if she had to marry someone in the future, then marry someone who would not love her, without burden, and the two would respect each other like guests, and if these superfluous and cumbersome feelings were removed, there would be no disappointment.

"There is another reason for imprisoning you in Qiongzhi Courtyard, but I promised others that I can't tell you, I can only tell you the truth."

"Zhizhi, you are the girl I cherish and love in my heart, I don't dare to say that I am not the slightest bit wrong now, but my heart that loves you has never changed, can you not push me away, can you not leave me behind."

Jiang Huaize's words were a little earnest and pleading, he listened to her words, not a word said that he wanted to start over with him, and his heart couldn't help but feel a little flustered.

"Jiang Huaice, liking someone is not the reason why you blocked me here at this time, completely ignoring my reputation, and letting you do whatever you want, I also said that I will never marry you in this life, didn't I understand enough?"

A sense of powerlessness rose in Shen Zhiyi's heart, she no longer had to worry about the love in her previous life, he was his Changping Marquis, and she was her Shen Si girl, wouldn't it be bad if there was no intersection from now on?

"So, who are you going to marry? Meng Xuan'an? ”

The man's grip on her hand increased, but it suddenly let go, and when the kiss with his breath fell on her hair, Shen Zhiyi was stunned for a moment, he asked her to stand firm, and put her head on his chest.

The kiss was as soft as a feather, and his fingers ran through her jet-black hair, and then a cold hairpin was pinned to hers, and his heartbeat was so strong and powerful in his ears.

"People can lie, they can say the most beautiful love words in the world, and if they have been deceived many times, they will no longer believe all the sweet words, but the heartbeat will not deceive people, it is telling me how happy and excited I am to see you."

"This begonia flower hairpin is made by me, I wanted to come back from the frontier and personally put it on for you, you said that your favorite flower is the begonia flower, and then I learned that the begonia flower is bitter love."

Jiang Wice let go of her, and looked at her with a little sadness in his eyes, in addition to the strong and fiery emotion: "In your previous life, you never got the love I gave you, and now that I have reaped the consequences, I don't blame you, Zhizhi, in the future, I will not pester you again." ”

After finishing speaking, he turned around and walked out step by step, but the back looked a little lonely, until the last bit of sunset also fell from him, and his figure disappeared around the corner of the alley.

Shen Zhiyi reached out and touched the begonia hairpin on his hair, thinking that he would have to talk to him more, but he never thought that he would say something that would not disturb him today.

"That's fine."

She muttered in a low voice, Jiang Huaize is a person who is full of words, and he will definitely follow his promise today in the future, and will not pester her again.

But why, suddenly feeling a little depressed in his heart, Shen Zhiyi shook his head and walked out of the alley to find Xue Ruozheng and Sang Yunji, the two had been waiting for her for a long time.

"Zhizhi, are you going behind our backs again?"

Xue Ruozheng stepped forward to hold her arm, and when she saw the begonia hairpin that suddenly appeared on her hair, she said, "Huh? Your hairpin is so beautiful, where did you buy it? ”

As soon as these words came out, Shen Zhiyi also unconsciously reached out to touch the hairpin again, and Sang Yunji smiled and said: "Okay, after a day of tossing today, presumably this Yanyu will be disgraced in Huaijing in the future, let's go back and rest."

She deliberately diverted the topic, Xue Ruozheng didn't ask any more, and shouted to go home to rest, the three of them separated at the intersection, in the carriage of the Shen family, Shen Zhiyi looked at the begonia hairpin in his hand.

To be honest, the craftsmanship of this hairpin is not very exquisite, but it can be seen that the owner of it is very attentive, and the materials are all of the best, and even because the owner often takes it out to enjoy it, the edges of the hairpin are a little smooth.

'You are the bright moon that I dare to love after hiding in my heart for a long time. ’

Mingyue never hung high, and his cautious but cherished tone made her feel as if they had known each other for a long time, and he had already taken her to heart.

For him, she is the person he has hidden in his heart for a long time, and the bright moon that he thinks hangs on the edge of the sky and dare not touch.

Shen Zhiyi put down the hairpin and smiled bitterly, missing is missing, not everything in this world has the word regret, if she was not reborn, then she would have died in that winter.

With all the hatred and heartbreak, buried under the snow, where is there a chance to listen to him, I love you.

That's it, what to say what to love or not, they can't anymore.

In the midst of her thousands of thoughts, the carriage stopped leisurely, and when Shen Zhiyi walked out of the carriage, she saw Meng Xuanan standing at the door, and the young man had a gentle smile on his face, stretching out his hand towards her.

"Twigs."

Shen Zhiyi quietly avoided his hand, just as she thought, she could feel Meng Xuan'an's different feelings for her, but she couldn't respond to this feeling, so she naturally couldn't give him any hope.

It can be a friend, or a brother and sister, but it can't be a lover, she doesn't want to delay Meng Xuan'an, and she is not his best choice.

In the future, when he is an official, he is a very good minister, and naturally there is a girl who treats him sincerely and he Qin Se and Ming.

I'm sorry babies, there was something at home yesterday, and it was a day off!

(End of chapter)