Seeing that Wang Ge's eyes were puzzled, and he seemed to be a little puzzled by what he said just now, Gu Panyan raised his head, looked up at the stars in the sky, and explained:

"Because of some personal reasons, I always speculate about others with malicious intentions, and I always think that there are few good people around me......

Oh, you may think that I am moaning for the sake of illness, or for the sake of eyeballs and sympathy, after all, I am only seventeen or eighteen years old, and talking about human nature at this age will seem very stupid and naïve. ”

Seeing that Wang Ge didn't speak, she said indifferently, "No matter what you think, I'll continue to talk."

Because of the above reason, I also think that you are not a good person, and taking me to skip school at night must have an attempt on me. ”

"I thought so before, but now it's up to you." She suddenly turned her head and glanced at Wang Ge up and down, the corners of her mouth rose, outlining a very beautiful smile, "I suddenly don't worry." ”

Why don't you worry, she didn't say it, it can be regarded as saving some face for Wang Ge.

Even if he had any intentions, what could he do? ’

'What bad thoughts can a man who is so sensitive that his body stiffens when he speaks something in his ear?' ’

It's not quite appropriate to say that, but that's probably what it means.

"I feel like you're insulting me." Wang Ge's face turned black to the bottom of the pot.

It's so angry, it's obviously achieved its goal, but it's still good!

I'd rather you keep your guard on me!

This is the most serious challenge to my dignity as a man!

"Don't be angry, at least that means you have a good chance of soaking me right now." Gu Panyan laughed.

Wang Ge closed his mouth and remained silent.

He said in his heart that I really don't want to soak you, I just want you to study hard......

Seeing that Wang Ge didn't speak, Gu Panyan didn't care, he looked up at the starry sky, and there was a smile on the corner of his mouth: "Actually, I still want to thank you, after all, you let me see so many stars, and ......

It's been a long, long, long time since I've been so happy as I am today. ”

Wang Ge continued to shut up and did not speak.

In the current situation, it is not appropriate to say anything.

Now the girl seems to have opened her heart, and being a quiet listener in this situation is the best option.

"Let me lean in."

Gu Panyan leaned her back against him very casually, she had already tied her hair up, the long ponytail hung down from Wang Ge's shoulders, and a few strands of hair crossed his face, itchy.

Her hair was black and slender, faintly shining in the dark, making Wang Ge feel the urge to play with it in her hand.

But it's a pity that his body immediately tensed up when Gu Panyan leaned over, and the girl's warm and soft body made him a little stiff.

This body is really ...... Wang Ge sighed in his heart.

"When I used to live with my grandfather, we used to look at the stars together at night, and he taught me to recognize the constellations and tell me the names of the stars, and he said that he used to trick my grandmother into using this."

Gu Panyan put the back of his head on Wang Ge's shoulder, looked up at the sky, and always had a smile on the corner of his mouth, "But I don't remember any of them." ”

"Is the old man okay?" Wang Ge realized that this 'grandfather' might be a key person, and asked.

"It's been in the ground for many years." Gu Panyan smiled silently, "It's the end of his life, the little old man had a good reputation during his lifetime, and he was also very beautiful when he left, and everyone in the village came to see him off." ”

Listening to the voice, she didn't seem to have much sadness, and seemed to have been relieved.

Wang Ge was silent for a moment, then opened the topic and asked, "Did you go to the countryside in junior high school?" It's not easy to get into the No. 1 Middle School in the city from that kind of small place, are you a top student in junior high school? ”

"No, not really." Gu Panyan shook his head, "My junior high school is much worse than high school, and my grades are also firmly at the bottom of the list. ”

After a pause, she continued: "People in that kind of small place generally have no quality, and they have a good face, their mouths are full of foul language, and they will do it when they disagree, violent blackmail, fights and brawls are common, and there are also cases of suspension of school because of various things......

You've probably never lived in that environment, have you? It's like being stuck in a puddle of dirty sludge, and all around you is blatant malice. You have to struggle very hard to keep yourself from getting swallowed up in the sludge.

I was struggling with it, but it happened that my grandfather passed away at that time. ”

Gu Panyan paused, and Wang Ge was also silent.

"The world is disgusting." She whispered, "And then I didn't bother to struggle." ”

"It was a very dark time."

Wang Ge was silent, didn't speak, Gu Panyan didn't care, and said in a self-deprecating whisper, "I haven't been swallowed up by the sludge, and I can't 'get out of the sludge without staining'." I became a part of the sludge, even the dirtiest, the dirtiest, the worst. ”

After speaking, Gu Panyan didn't make a sound for a long time, and Wang Ge was silent, and for a while, the world was quiet and only the sound of the two of them breathing.

His mood was slightly mixed.

In fact, what Gu Panyan said he can understand, he was also a child who grew up in the countryside in his previous life, the rural people are generally busy, the education level is not high, the concept is old, and there is a lack of restraint on their own children, neglect of discipline, and they can't see anything when they are young, and their shortcomings begin to appear in junior high school.

Problems such as not being valued in the family, lack of love in the process of growing up, neglect of discipline or too strict discipline in the process of education, etc., will breed a lot of anger in the hearts of children.

Some children choose to hold their anger in their stomachs, and they become introverted and untalkative 'honest people'.

Some children choose to vent their anger, and slowly become those gangsters who don't do their jobs.

In schools in rural and small towns, there are many such students.

Wang Ge had also studied in that kind of school, so he naturally understood the feeling of suffocation.

It's just that in his previous life, he believed in his parents' nonsense that 'only by studying hard will there be a way out', and he has been studying seriously, and he is not conspicuous except for studying well, and he has not been targeted by those little gangsters.

But Gu Panyan is different, her appearance is destined to be eye-catching, and the fourteen or fifteen-year-old children are at the age of curiosity about the opposite sex, and it is already difficult to survive in that environment, and they have suffered blows......

She was only a fourteen or fifteen-year-old girl at the time, with the death of her relatives and the isolation of her surrounded by wolves.

No matter what choice she made at that time, Wang Ge felt that it was understandable.

"What did you do then?" Wang Ge asked her, and he had already thought of comforting words in his heart.

Gu Panyan said: "I put all the people who have been harassing me into the hospital. ”

Wang Ge: ?

…… How should this be understood?