"Monday, February 27, fine."

"Today's part-time job went well, and I got a few hundred extra dollars."

"That way, if the school still has a two-week break for the next three months, then I don't have to worry about money anymore."

"But you still have to save some money in your daily life and set aside some money to prevent accidents."

"It's okay to skip dinner, I'm used to being hungry."

"However, in order to solve the problem of part-time work, I was forced to agree to Wang Ge's somewhat rude request."

"Pretending to be his girlfriend on the weekend of this week and supporting him in front of his friends."

"I really didn't expect that this kind of light novel would actually happen to me."

"And I even agreed to it."

"It's definitely not that I have some kind of affection for him, I'm just soft-hearted for a moment - well, I'll be soft-hearted, and that proves that I do have some kind of affection for him."

"When I write a diary, I can always realize some things that I don't usually perceive, which is probably a kind of self-reflection, observing myself and reflecting on myself from the perspective of a bystander, which can effectively prevent me from entering into misunderstandings and digging into the horns, and it is also one of the motivations that has always supported me to write down the diary."

"I'm not hard-hearted, and I'm far from being as cold-blooded and ruthless as I seem, and I've been together for a long time so that I'm uncontrollable and shackled, so that I'll be soft-hearted and can't bear to refuse his request."

"Actually, it's not entirely my problem, if Wang Ge's actions disgust me, I naturally won't have the feeling of 'soft-heartedness', and I won't be reluctant to refuse the request to pretend to be my girlfriend."

"Well, it's much more comfortable to think about it like this, Wang Ge is right, it's good to be Ah Q, at least I can make my mood less bad."

"Objectively speaking, Wang Ge is indeed an extremely good male individual, he has experience and knowledge far beyond this age, he speaks and does things in a very measured manner, and he is very comfortable to get along with, which is one of the reasons why I was willing to read books in the library with him in the first place."

"This is the description of Wang Ge before, and now as we become more and more familiar, he has slowly begun to reveal his true form, his face is getting thicker and thicker, and he is becoming more and more unscrupulous, and today he even calls me directly by the title of 'wife'."

"I don't know how he got it out."

“……”

"Speaking of which, I talked to him tonight about some concepts about 'chastity', and he has the same views as me in this regard, which is a very rare thing and makes me happy."

"A lot of my ideas and ideas are different from most of my peers, and it's always hard to get recognized. I don't think I'm wrong, but being criticized all the time will inevitably take some of my self-confidence down. ”

"I'm glad that my peers and I have similar ideas, even if it's just a small aspect."

Wang Ge said that this concept was still a bit ahead of its time for people in this era, but in fact, as early as 1920, Hu Shi published an article in the newspaper called "On Women Being Tainted by Rape", which was the first time this concept was mentioned.

"That was 1920, and it was really ahead of its time, but now a hundred years later, is it still ahead of its time?"

"I don't know."

"I lack sufficient social experience, and my understanding of the world is not mature, so I am not qualified to evaluate this aspect."

"I just hope that there will be more people who have the same ideas as me."

"That way I might have a few friends and I wouldn't be determined to turn down all intimacy."

"Wang Ge's concept is similar to mine, and I think he may be the same as me, and he doesn't have many friends to really talk to."

"It seems to be the truth, and he confesses that this is exactly what he likes about me, and that other girls who can find other girls in me don't have the sparkle."

"I don't think these ideas are different from most people's shining points, but if he is such a person, then it is understandable."

“…… At first, I thought he would choose to chase me because of my academic performance first, outstanding appearance and maverick, and it would be very face--boys of this age are always like this, pursuing maverick and being different, and I think this is very glamorous-I also wrote this guess into my diary in December. ”

"I apologize to him for my malicious speculation."

"He is indeed a very good boy, and it is really difficult to find a second person as good as him at this age, so I sincerely hope that he can give up my dead end as soon as possible and find a bright road."

"Everyone has their own strengths and weaknesses, everyone is unique, and I have many shortcomings, but he was blinded by his liking for me and ignored the obvious shortcomings."

"For example, if he was chasing other girls, he might have caught up a long time ago, and now he has entered a sweet and greasy love period, instead of relying on pretending to have a girlfriend like now, and he has to be careful to ask for permission when holding hands."

"Well, the above sentence is a simple spitting groove, I don't have such a thing as a 'girlfriend', so I can only complain in my diary."

"Now that it is very difficult to persuade him to give up, then I have to think about it, and in these last three months, I will be even more indifferent to him, so that he will no longer expect anything from me; It's better to be kind to him and leave some warmer memories for me and him. ”

"The good thing about the former is that he won't be too upset when I'm gone, the bad thing is that it's torture for myself as well, and it may be difficult for me to do that, I'm always soft-hearted."

"As for the latter, the advantage is that you can spend a better three months before the college entrance examination, but the disadvantage...... How beautiful it was to get along before, how cruel the parting after that was. ”

"It's hard to choose."

"Hmm...... If I had known Wang Ge earlier, and had known him before I made the decision to 'reject all intimacy', maybe I wouldn't have been so entangled. ”

"I can't say, I was still very naïve at that time, and he may have been eye-catching at that time."

“…… Wait until after the weekend of this week to make your choice. ”

"If he behaves well, then I'll choose the latter, let him take advantage of it a little bit; If he doesn't behave well, then choose the former, the long pain is better than the short pain. ”

"That's all."

“……”

"Heh, it seems that I really have some inexplicable feelings for Wang Ge, I wouldn't have been so entangled before."

"There's no point in thinking about it, I don't know if I've chosen the right path or not, but I'll have to try to go on to know."

"Everything in this world is conserved, and if you want to gain something, you must first lose something, and I have understood this truth a long time ago, and I have long been mentally prepared for this."

"I will be free."