Gu Panyan felt that Wang Ge was too naïve.

Although he studied well and was smart enough, he still did not go through the beatings of life after all, and seemed arrogant and simple in some things.

Gu Panyan didn't think she needed help, and it didn't matter to her whether she was admitted to university or not.

What if you get in? Do you continue to eat and die in college?

She has no goals in life, and she doesn't have any plans for the future, what kind of life plan can a thug who smokes, drinks and fights every day have?

She has always lived with a mentality of 'one day at a time', and when one day she encounters an accident, a car accident, or has no money at all, and starves to death in which bridge hole, this life will be over.

She felt that her future was very different, and that's it.

The years after her grandfather's death left her physically and mentally exhausted, and she numbly accepted such an ending, unwilling to make changes.

The world is very beautiful, of course she knows, her parents still have expectations for her, and she knows it too.

But she was mired, powerless, and exhausted.

I have no intention of witnessing those good things, and I am powerless to respond to that expectation.

I just want to find a place where no one is around and lie down and enjoy the last peace of life.

Those good things, that expectation, let's save them for the next life.

Gu Panyan thought so and did so, but today, the guy in front of him, who had been at the same table for less than 24 hours, was ashamed to say that he wanted to change himself and help him get admitted to college.

Who does he think he is? A great savior? Do I have to get down on my knees and praise his kindness and kindness? Gu Panyan wanted to mock like this, but when the words came to her mouth, she swallowed them again.

She turned her head to look out the window.

The darkness is slowly fading, the sun is rising, and the morning light is pouring into the classroom, dispelling the cold of the spring morning.

A long time ago, her grandfather drove her to school on an old-fashioned bicycle in such an early morning.

Grandpa would tell her every time to go to school to study hard and not to be too playful, she wore a clean and beautiful little white dress, and her eyebrows and eyes were crooked to answer her grandfather's advice.

Turning his head but complaining in his heart, the little old man can really nag, these words have to be said every day, and the ears of listening to them are calloused.

At that time, she was still a good child, her grandfather was good to her, she listened to her grandfather's words, and her academic performance was always in the top few in the class.

Every time she showed her report card to her grandfather, her grandfather would happily pick her up, and her wrinkled face bloomed like a chrysanthemum, saying that our family has the best cigarettes, and she will definitely be admitted to a good university and have a good future in the future......

Scold.

The pictures of the past stirred in my mind, Gu Panyan's eyes were deep, and an inexplicable emotion came out of a corner of my heart, which was an indescribable feeling, like the product of throwing complex emotions such as guilt, sadness, and confusion into a cauldron.

This emotion has actually existed a long time ago, but it has been suppressed by Gu Panyan in the bottom of his heart, until today, it has grown rapidly after being aroused by Wang Ge's words, spreading throughout his body like a virus, occupying all of Gu Panyan's mind.

In a trance, she suddenly remembered that it was the same early morning, a period of time after her grandfather's death, and her parents, who had been working in other places all the year round, finally rushed back.

They didn't bring back the father's and mother's love that she had been missing, only two red divorce certificates.

When her parents asked her who she wanted to live with, she looked blankly at these two faces that she had been looking forward to seeing every year, but now felt so unfamiliar, as if someone had struck her on the head.

It hurts......

She heard the sincere words of her parents, who did not push her out, and were willing to share a new family and a new life with her.

But she didn't accept anybody, her heart was filled with pain and anger at betrayal, and she went crazy and told them both to get out.

Get out of Grandpa's house, get out of your own life.

Later, after several unsuccessful efforts, my father left a sum of money and left in a hurry, and every year after that, he would send money to her bank card;

In the past few years, my mother has repeatedly come to the door and begged repeatedly, but she has turned her away indifferently every time.

At that time, he was young and still had resentment in his heart.

Gu Panyan remembered that the last time she saw her mother was a year ago, and this woman loved beauty as much as before, always trying to cover up the traces left by the years with heavy makeup on her face.

At that meeting, my mother was so dizzy from crying that she even wore makeup on her face and became messy.

The mother begged that she would not forgive herself, but that she would be able to live well and not give up on herself.

She just turned away indifferently, as if facing a stranger.

At that time, she had already understood that her parents had actually done nothing wrong, that everyone had the right to pursue a better life, and that her own unwillingness did not mean that others were unwilling.

The reason why she still made this choice was that she wanted her mother to be completely disappointed in her and leave her alone, so that her mother could run her new family in peace.

A rotten person like herself should pass away with her former family, so don't bother her anymore.

At this moment, when recalling this incident again, when her mother's crying face with makeup resurfaced in Gu Panyan's mind, she suddenly understood:

Only when she lives well can her mother really put her heart at ease and live the new life she has been looking for in peace.

Yes......

Gu Panyan's eyes became dazed, the faces of his grandfather and mother kept flashing in his mind, and the words they said echoed in his ears, good university, good future...... Live well and don't give up on yourself......

She closed her eyes and suddenly said, "Don't try, I trust you." ”

"Huh?"

Gu Panyan turned his head, stared at Wang Ge's eyes and said word by word, "I believe in you, I believe you have the ability to help me."

You can start teaching me now, and I'll cooperate with you. ”

After a pause, she whispered, "I hope you don't let me down." ”

When Wang Ge heard this, he immediately patted his chest and promised, and the corners of his mouth unconsciously rose: "Leave it to me!" You will immediately realize that my teaching skills are actually better than my academic performance. ”

At this moment, he seemed to be happier than he imagined.

Wang Ge put the English composition between the two of them, and said patiently: "Come, I'll tell you word by word, sentence by sentence, which word you can't read, remember to ask me ......"

There were less than twenty minutes left for the morning reading, and during these hours, the difficult words and phrases in this English composition, as well as the long sentences, were broken down by Wang Ge one by one, and told to Gu Panyan in a very vivid and easy-to-remember way.

In the case that Wang Ge opened the hang for her, Gu Panyan was like a sponge, quickly remembering and digesting this knowledge, so fast that Gu Panyan himself was surprised.

…… When did my memory get so good? The thought flashed through her mind, and she didn't have much time to think about it, for she had been overwhelmed by the ocean of knowledge.

[Special Ability: Teachable and Unclassed]

[Introduction: Everyone can receive an equal education regardless of whether they are high or low, whether they are good or bad. 】

[Effect: Your Teaching Skill Level +3; When taught by you, your students will have a high level of concentration, +200% memory, +200% comprehension, and +200% learning efficiency.

Wang Ge used to teach others to do questions or something, the skill of [teaching] has two levels, with the blessing of the ability of [teaching without class], the [teaching] skill has directly come to the fifth level, which is already at the peak of the level, if he goes to be a teacher, even if he does not do his job, at least he is a generation of famous teachers.

It's a pity that the ability of [Teaching Without Class] is a benefit given by the task, and it is currently only effective for Gu Panyan alone.

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