116. Don't love me anymore

Jiang Huaice's words were sincere, and Shen Zhiyi raised his eyes and looked at him.

"Zhizhi, I know that there are many things in my past life that I can't tell you now, but the truth is not what you think."

"Enough is enough, Jiang Huaice! When do you have to talk about these things, I don't care about what happened in my previous life, I just hope that the Shen family will no longer be involved in these things in this life, even if I beg you, don't say it again. ”

Shen Zhiyi interrupted Jiang Huaice's words, and the corners of his mouth were slightly hooked: "I never thought that I would have anything to do with you in this life, Master Hou, I came to find you today to make a deal with you, not to use you." ”

Jiang Huaize listened to her say these cruel words word by word, he stretched out his hand to her, and said with a smile on his face: "If it is used, I should be happy, at least it proves that I still have some use for you." ”

"Zhizhi, I didn't defend myself in my previous life, but today I want to tell you that when I supervised the trial of the Shen family, someone asked me to do this."

"Because only if I do this, I won't let you be hurt and lock you up in Qiongzhi Courtyard, and because there are too many implications in this matter, and the people behind the scenes are too hidden, I can only ensure that you are safe and sound only by blocking all the ways you want to save the Shen family."

His hand fell on the top of Shen Zhiyi's head, his eyes were soft, this matter has always been a thorn in the hearts of the two of them, she didn't want to listen, and he didn't want to talk about it.

In his past and present lives, the person behind the scenes has not come out, and he is afraid that if he says too much, he will let her track it down, so he will be hurt.

But if you don't say it, there is an unsolvable mystery between the two, even if he says to her 10,000 times I love you, I love you, it will be useless.

Shen Zhiyi is a little hedgehog, he mustered up the courage to love once, and after being hurt, he would expose his thorns all over his body again, so he would say it today, and tell her all the unsaid and unfinished words in his previous life.

"What are you talking about?"

The girl's eyes were full of disbelief, she lowered her eyes and said in a muffled voice: "Impossible, Jiang Huaice, impossible." ”

She was a smart girl, and she only needed to say a word to guess who the person who begged Jiang Huaice was, and her grandmother was the only one in prison at that time, and her parents were kept alone in another place.

The only one who would beg him and make Jiang Huaice nod was his grandmother.

"You are her favorite child, she just wants you to live well, and the predicament that the Shen family has fallen into is also a dead end, there is no way to escape, and there is no solution, so only if I take the initiative to ask the supervisor to behead, can you not be trapped in the center of the disaster."

He is her husband, so he naturally knows what he will get in exchange for doing that, and she will hate him, but in that situation, he, like Old Madam Shen, only hopes that she will no longer be implicated.

"Shut up! Jiang Huaice, you must be lying, how can grandmother, she may not beg you, no, not begging you"

Drops of crystal tears fell on the steps, Shen Zhiyi's words were already incomplete, and the whimpering and broken words made Jiang Huaice feel distressed to hear them.

Shen Zhiyi always thought that it was Jiang Huaice who killed his relatives in righteousness, after all, he never said that he loved her, she thought that marrying her was forced, in order to take care of her reputation, after five years of marriage, he fought outside all the year round, and it was also because he was unwilling to be alone with her.

She felt that the perfect marriage actually looked full of devastation, and she thought that his heart only had his country, and there had never been him.

But he said that marrying you was not forced, it was because I had been looking forward to it for a long time, and I didn't dare to approach her because I was afraid that she would be hurt, and even the matter of beheading the Shen family, which she had never dared to think about, was actually what my grandmother wanted.

"Why are you, why are you saying now, I hate you! I really hate you to death, Jiang Huaize! ”

Her hatred, why did it seem like a complete self-righteous joke now, how dare she believe his words.

Shen Zhiyi's body fell to the ground, Jiang Huaize half-knelt in front of her, looking at her like this, he hugged her into his arms for the first time, with love and caution, he didn't dare to pat her back hard and just patted her back one by one.

"You hate me, I never told you, I'm the self-righteous stupid person, I really thought that if I didn't get close to you, I wouldn't hurt you."

"I've always wanted to come back to you after everything is settled, but I was really wrong, I killed you with my own hands."

Shen Zhiyi didn't push him away, her head fell on his shoulder, her gaze passed through the open door, the light in the room was dim, but she could faintly see the paintings hanging on the wall.

It was a Buddha statue, and she remembered it very clearly, Jiang Huaize never believed in gods and Buddhas, but he prayed for gods and believed in gods and Buddhas for her.

"Jiang Huaice, take your love back, I don't want it."

"I have loved you once, and I am considered complete, but the love of you is too bitter, too tired, I don't want anything from you, whether you love or hate, I don't want it anymore."

She stretched out her hand, but she wrapped her arms around him, like embracing the love she hadn't really felt in her previous life, it was too late, it was too late.

They all died on the day the rebels entered the city, she fell from the city wall, and he also died in the year he loved her the most, all the love and hatred, from the moment she opened her eyes in this life, there was only one sentence: "Let me go, Jiang Huaice." ”

Jiang Huaice's hand holding her gradually retracted, he refused to let go, as if he had exhausted all his strength before asking: "Why, I can't get a word of forgiveness from you?" ”

It's like, no matter what he says or does, he can't make her heart shake for him again, but he can clearly feel that there is him in her heart.

"You said you don't want me, you don't want my love, you are rejecting me every word, but Zhizhi, you don't have me in your heart, why."

"Yes, I admit, I like you, and then what? So what, Jiang Huaice, I never shy away from it, at least I really love you for seven years! ”

"Seven years, young love, five years of husband and wife, what did I get, don't say you love me, it's too late, she didn't wait, the Shen Zhiyi who waited for you to say love has already died, sober up."

Shen Zhiyi interrupted Jiang Huaice's words loudly, breaking free from his imprisoned embrace, she staggered to her feet, and staggered to look at him: "Don't say again, say you love me." ”

Don't shake her heart again.

"Master Hou, I came today to only discuss a deal with you, please help Sister Sang, the item to be traded is the Quartet map of Liaodong."

"I know that Master Hou had a map of the Quartet of Liaodong in his previous life, but on this map, there is a sketch drawn by Sister Sang's travels, maybe it is different from yours, and there may be something you want."

She hid all her thoughts and only said this sentence, but saw Jiang Huaice lowered her head and said: "For the first time, I feel that sometimes power is still so useful, at least at this moment, I can use this to see you." ”

"You go back, even if you don't come, I will make a move, you don't trust me, that's why you will come in person, I have never been someone you can trust in your eyes."

(End of chapter)