Chapter 246: Chen Yanxi's Diary (II)
"Meow~"
Xiaoge cocked her tail, jumped on the desk, and rubbed Chen Yanxi's writing hand with her little face.
Chen Yanxi put down the pen, picked it up with both hands, and put it on his lap.
"You seem to have gotten fat again lately."
She rubbed Xiaoge's head and said.
Xiaoge found a comfortable position on her lap and lay down, shook her little head, and "meowed" with a little dissatisfaction.
I'm not fat, I've grown up, I have grown up, do you understand?
Also, if you don't find me a little male cat, I haven't settled accounts with you yet, huh.
Chen Yanxi shook his head with a smile, didn't care about Xiaoge anymore, picked up the pen, and continued to write:
"After confirming the relationship with Wang Ge, the things I should consider will inevitably become more."
"The first thing to bear the brunt of is naturally Gu Panyan."
"I don't know her, I don't know what she's thinking, and I don't know what to do with my relationship with her."
"I've never liked to fight, and I don't have a very strong desire to push her away."
"I don't want to have any conflict with her if I can."
"If she has to fight me...... It's not impossible to play with her. ”
However, considering that last time, Wang Ge's mental condition seems to have some problems...... I can't make up my mind, so I'll talk about it then. ”
"Speaking of which, I originally thought that with the temperament she showed, she would not be able to accept Wang Ge and me, but her performance now surprised me a little."
"I think, perhaps, she was also surprised that I would accept Wang Ge stepping on two boats."
"It's not that I'm broad-minded and can tolerate things that ordinary people don't tolerate, I'm an ordinary person, I also have a possessive desire, if I can, I also want Wang Ge to belong only to me."
"But, life is always like this, and everything can't be as good as you want."
"From the perspective of today's world, it is indeed absurd to share one's lover with other people."
"If you put aside the shackles of secular concepts and dig deep into their roots, then Wang Ge's flowery heart, Wang Ge's feet on two boats, and so on and so forth, are actually a big shortcoming."
"I've been reinvented by myself, and the worldly ideas have long since been left behind me, so it's difficult, but it's not unacceptable."
"All I'm going to do, then, is make the simplest, inequality judgment."
"That is, can Wang Ge's shortcomings be greater than the sum of his strengths, his kindness to me, and my love for him, so that I can deny and give up him as a person?"
“……”
As she wrote this, the phone she kept next to her suddenly vibrate.
She opened it and took a look, and found that it was a message from Wang Ge: "Xixi, come, look at your downstairs." ”
She stood up with Xiaoge in her arms, came to the window, and saw a heart-shaped light, which went straight to the sky.
Looking down, in the dark community, Wang Ge's guy used the kind of flashlights sold in many supermarkets to pose in a heart shape.
He stood in the heart shape placed with a flashlight, tilted his head, saw Chen Yanxi peeking out of the window, and waved his arms happily at her.
Chen Yanxi was a little confused, took out his mobile phone and sent him a message, "What are you doing?" ”
"After coming out of your house, the more I think about it, the more I feel that after so long, the two of us have finally achieved positive results, and we must do something to celebrate."
Wang Ge typed seriously and said, "I originally wanted to buy candles, but there are no candles in the nearby supermarket, so I can only buy a flashlight to make up for it, don't mind." ”
"This ......"
Chen Yanxi was a little crying and laughing, and wanted to type something, but Wang Ge had already put away his mobile phone.
"Are you trying to confess your brother!?"
It's not too late now, it's not time to go to bed, and the residents of the community are all awake, naturally many people found out that Wang Ge did this, and some of the more extroverted buddies asked him loudly.
"That's right."
Wang Ge laughed and responded, coughed, and then put his hands together in the shape of a trumpet, facing Chen Yanxi's window, "Xi! Hope! ”
"Me! Love! You! ”
"Chen! Speech! Hope! ”
"Me! Love! You! ”
He shouted these words loudly many times in a row, as if he wanted to shout out all the joy and joy suppressed in his heart before it was finished.
This alarmed almost all the residents of the building, because it was not time to go to bed, and they all poked their heads out of the windows to watch the excitement.
But because Wang Ge kept shouting, he didn't get any response, and now as soon as he stopped, someone inevitably shouted at him, "Okay buddy, don't shout, people don't care about you, don't you understand!?" ”
"Joker!"
"That's right, go back to Gotham, Batman said he won't beat you!"
As soon as these few words came out, almost the entire building residents burst into laughter.
But it didn't take long for them to stop laughing.
Because they saw a girl walking out of the building quickly and hugging the man who was confessing.
It turned out that the girl did not deliberately not respond, but because she was going downstairs.
"Hehe, I'm sorry Hee, I'm a little too excited."
Wang Ge hugged her hard and smirked, "You don't know how long I've been thinking about this day." ”
"I don't blame you."
Chen Yanxi was in his ear, and said in a soft voice, "I love you too." ”
……
Wang Ge was kicked out of the community by the security guards, along with his flashlight.
The people who watched the excitement also went back, and everything returned to calm.
Chen Yanxi returned to the room, picked up the pen, and continued to write:
"Without weighing the pros and cons, I'm pretty sure that this inequality can't be true."
"I basically got perfect marks in math, and I won't go wrong this time."
"I accepted Wang Ge's excellence, accepted his kindness to me, accepted the joy and happiness brought to me by this bond, and of course accepted his imperfections, his flowers, and the troubles and unhappiness with him."
"Life is easy to come to an end, and the world is impermanent and bad, and that's probably it."
"I'm very satisfied with the way I look now."
"As for what the future holds, it doesn't matter."
“……”
"I wanted to find a memorable day to give a gift, so I just went through my previous diary."
"There aren't many things in my diary, and there aren't many anniversaries that I can find, but they really remind me of the past."
"Looking at the gradually mottled words in the diary, looking back on the past, my parents, teachers, books, and Wang Ge are vividly in my mind, as if it were yesterday."
"With the current mentality, I have experienced my previous life again, and in my heart, I have a lot of thoughts."
"I picked up the pen again, and I wanted to write something, but I thought, as if, there was nothing to write about."
"It's like, it's all done."
"The world is a big dream, and life is cool several times."
"And try the new tea with new fire, and take advantage of the new wine."
(End of chapter)