Chapter 451: Two-Way Crush x Bipolar Disorder (26)
During the whole process, the two of them did not say a word.
Until he returned home, the property came to ask about the situation, Xie Zhiyan went out to deal with it, after all, the ambulance came in the middle of the night, and the property must understand.
At this time, Xie Zhiyan was not afraid that Chu Yinyin would have an accident, because her mood had obviously changed.
Although the two of them have not communicated, they have been in contact for so long, and they can feel this very much.
When he came back again, he saw that Chu Yinyin was not lying on the bed, but sitting on the sofa in a daze.
He reached out to help, but she dodged him.
"Xie Zhiyan, I'm sorry. Her voice was a little hoarse, and her eyes looked at him a little timidly.
I can hear that he is holding back the surging emotions, and he really feels very sorry for him.
He sighed and put a pillow on her wrist to relieve the pain and make her sit comfortably, "If you don't want to lie down, just rest here, drink water, and eat something?"
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry......" Chu Yinyin thought he was angry, she couldn't hold back her tears, looked at him miserably, and explained incoherently, "I don't want to, I'm in too much pain...... It was so painful that I couldn't breathe, and I felt that I could only be comfortable and happy if I cut the knife and bleed out......"
She pointed to her heart and said breathlessly.
Xie Zhiyan's heart also throbbed slightly, he grabbed her hand, gently patted her trembling shoulder, and pressed her head into his arms.
"I know, I can't relate to it, but I can understand it. ”
His voice was gentle and powerful, his chest was warm, and he had a power that could soothe people's hearts, which made Chu Yinyin's panic a little easier.
"I don't blame you. It's just Chu Yinyin, this is the first time and the last time, and I won't take it as an example. ”
As he spoke, his tone was a little heavier, and he emphasized it seriously.
Chu Yinyin stabbed her head into his arms hard, feeling very guilty and ashamed of her uncontrollable behavior.
She whispered, "Uh-huh, I know, I remember that it hurts, even if there is a next time-"
If there is a next time, do you think I will ignore you?"
Xie Zhiyan turned her head over and stared straight into her eyes, not allowing her to dodge in the slightest.
"I see, don't ignore me. I promise, there will never be a next time. ”
Chu Yinyin was frightened, and she really understood that Xie Zhiyan, who had always been gentle, took this matter very seriously, and was even more serious about her life than herself.
"No matter what happens, I will always be by your side, when those emotions that bother you come, remember to pull me, even if you feel that the pain can be better, then let me know, let me watch you, even if something really happens, I will not miss the best rescue time...... Okay, okay?"
Xie Zhiyan said, his throat was dry and uncomfortable.
Chu Yinyin stretched out her hand to touch the lines of his face, and the whole person was shocked.
"Do you know what you said last night, you said it was because of me, because I liked it, I came to you and made you finally decide to leave...... Have you ever thought about me? What am I going to do if I've liked you for so long and have to face this result?
"I know. Chu Yinyin thought of the black notebook in his room, "I know Xie Zhiyan." ”
"No, you don't know. The bitterness and sweetness in his eyes were intertwined, and his tone was gentle, as if he was afraid of frightening the girl in his arms, "Xie Zhiyan's liking for Chu Yinyin has been around since a long time ago. Earlier than you look, you know it sooner than you do. ”
He suddenly changed his narrative, but it did not affect Chu Yinyin's understanding.
"He is a silent boy, although he has good grades, but because of the strict tutoring since childhood, he has fallen into great pain, since he inadvertently liked you, since then any beautiful picture of a girl in his mind is you, even in his sleep is you. He has low self-esteem in front of you, feels that his liking is very despicable, shameless and cheap, and even quietly follows you after school, but he can never take the initiative to say even a good morning to you. ”
When one person reveals one's heart to another, it means that a lot of trust is delivered.
Xie Zhiyan has seen the most unknown and out-of-control side of Chu Yinyin, so it is necessary for him to share the deepest secret in his heart, and the secret is the strongest bond that connects him.
Even if you are a three-year-old, when he and you have a little secret that only two people know, then you will have no reason to be trusted by him.
"I'm sorry, I haven't noticed ......" Chu Yinyin thought of Xie Zhiyan, who often saw not far away when she turned around after school, and the other party would listen to the song silently, and quickly overtook her in two steps, with coldness and inexplicable disgust in her eyes.
It turned out to be all her delusion, it turned out that she thought it was her unilateral crush, but she didn't know that the other party had been secretly in love with her for a longer time when she didn't know it.
It's a wonderful feeling, but it's ...... It's very invigorating.
Her eyes gradually brightened, and although the nerves in her arm were throbbing from the injury on her wrist, she asked anyway.
"Then how did you become so ...... Daring?"
"I see people misunderstand you because they don't understand you, and you ...... Not happy. Xie Zhiyan thought of the classroom in the physical education class, the targeting and speculation of the three girls, obviously Chu Yinyin also thought of it, "I can't bear this, I thought at the time, if I don't do something immediately, then I don't even have the qualifications to secretly like you in my heart." So I did what I wanted to do most – take you away. ”
It's all unraveled, his original coldness is the boy's awkward resistance to the girl he likes, and after the saddle during this time, he has figured out his heart, and his thoughts have been reached?
"Thank you for taking me away. The smile on the corner of Chu Yinyin's lips couldn't be hidden, as if the last trace of distance between the two had disappeared, "Thank you for choosing to walk towards me, please don't leave in the future." ”
Xie Zhiyan lowered his head and rubbed it in her hair.
"No, the kind that can't be driven away. I finally broke through my psychological problems and firmly chose what I liked, so I wouldn't return halfway. Are you going to try to ignore other people's opinions and stay there for me all the time?"
His determination was a little loose, and he was anxious to seek answers from her.
Compared with the flawless Xie Zhiyan, the one in front of her can make Chu Yinyin feel more secure, it turns out that she is also needed, and she can easily control his emotions.
"Okay, I'll only look at you in the future, and no one else will pay attention to it. She tilted her head and thought about it, and added, "It's not okay to be a parent or a parent." ”