Chapter 298: Hilmy's Heartfelt Words
I looked at Hilmy, my eyes full of tiredness, but there was only one sentence in my mouth: "Why ......"
Shilmi didn't dare to look at me, she lowered her head, all I could feel was sadness, and I guess Shirmmy was the same, but she did those things.
"Sue me Hilmy, why...... Catherine, she doesn't know you at all, you haven't even met...... Catherine won't say anything, you know, Talilou is in that forest, she's a friend we've known since childhood!" I clasped Hilmy's arms tightly in both hands, and I couldn't understand these things, I didn't even think it was possible when I first heard it.
"You don't understand Niya...... You don't understand anything......" Hilmy slowly raised her head, her reddish eyes were full of tears, she bit her lower lip slightly, and looked at me, but I felt that the girl in front of me was becoming more and more unfamiliar, why is this look a little different from the person in my mind......
"I don't understand?" I said in confusion as I let go of her arm and took two steps back slightly, "I do not understand you...... I can't understand why you did it to Catherine, and to Tully, I can't understand any of them!"
Catherine, I can't even find the intersection between her and Hilmy, they haven't said a word, they've never met, and Talilou is obviously a childhood friend.
"So I say you don't understand!!" said Hilmy, almost all of them shouted, and I didn't understand why, why her feelings changed," Catherine ...... What is she, who is that person! I don't know that girl at all...... I've never heard of a person like this around Niah! I don't allow her to approach you like this during my five years away! I don't allow it! I like you! You're still my fiancé! I want to see you day and night! But five years later, I hear from you! You're followed by a girl! I don't want that!"
"As for Talilu......" Hilmi continued, and I listened very quietly as she vented her feelings, "I didn't want anything to do with her...... After all, like five years ago, you've been making me sad in front of my eyes for two years, and I'm sure that Tali reveals her identity not enough to make you love her as an adult! she's just an alien ...... And you are a nobleman! No matter what the situation, you need a wife with status in politics, and emotionally I also believe that we who have known each other since childhood will not have problems!"
"But five years later...... You haven't forgotten her, and when I learned that you hadn't been together for five years, did you know how happy I was......? I don't have any less affection for Talilou, even now, and I'm your fiancée, and you can cut ties with me...... You divorced me......" Hilmi covered his eyes with his hands, and the sound of sobbing could not be concealed in the slightest, these words were so heavy, these words ...... It's what Hilmi has been hiding in his heart.
"So you found the opportunity to send someone to arrest Catherine and her family before I was about to leave the Biel Empire, and then let your father organize people to send troops to destroy the forest, right?"
"That's right......" Hilmi grabbed her hair with both hands, and looked at me with hazy eyes, as if she couldn't see me clearly because she was full of tears, and kept squinting to see my expression clearly, "Nia ...... You don't understand how I feel...... So you've been hurting me. ”
"And you've hurt me. I said in a low voice, and I slowly felt a little affection in my heart, because whether it was Talilu or Catherine, they were all implicated, what is this?" You also hurt Talilu, hurt Catherine, hurt the entire Blood Shadow Adventure Group, and hurt the aliens in the forest. ”
"Nia- don't say that, I didn't mean to hurt you!" Hilmi looked pained, "I just wanted to have you, and let me own you alone...... That's right, I'm doing it for you!"
"Hilmy, sober up. I frowned, Hilmy seemed a little dazed right now.
"I'm sober!" Hilmy said, standing up, rushing up and hugging me violently......
"Hilmy......
"Niya, I'm sorry...... I don't know why, I did those things, I really regret it, but when I think about it, I feel so bad when I think about you being with other people, and I do something I shouldn't do......" Hilmi buried her head tightly in my chest, her tears had stopped, but her voice was still a little choked, I really couldn't understand how she was feeling now, in the past, in my memories of my past life, I had never missed someone so much, in my life, I always seemed to dislike contact with women, plus my personality people would not approach me.
And now, the person I'm thinking about is Talilou, but maybe it's because of trust in her, or maybe I don't know if she has any male friends, at least the female-majority elves or if I've never thought that way, I can't understand what Sylmi did?
I also tried to feel for this brief moment, such as Phenomenon Talilou had a good male companion next to her, but I really didn't think about it that way, so much so that the guy I imagined seemed to be a strange thing with no face, eh...... Or is it a slime...... Can't understand ......
"Hilmy, can you promise me, let your father withdraw the team attacking the forest, and release the rest of the eastern cage. ”
"How did you know that girl was there......" Hilmi looked up at me slightly, a little timid in his eyes, "Maybe I showed my feet in our conversation here last night, but I don't know where it is...... Are you well aware of this?
Last night, when we were talking about my return to see Catherine, Hilmy asked me about Catherine, and I said it out of temptation: they were doing well.
Hilmy's confused reaction at that time was indeed revealed, and at that moment I knew that Hilmy knew about Catherine's disappearance, and before that I had learned from the West side, they had told me the news of the Imperial army's attack on the forest, and the news that my Blood Shadow Adventure Regiment had been captured and imprisoned in the east.
I didn't want to believe it, but when I talked to Hilmy's father, which guy made it very clear that his position was already a qiē, he had already given up on me, either he was a person with such a character, or he had done something that I couldn't get to work with him, and after there was already news of West's orientation, I completely concluded that it was the latter, and the result was correct.
"I didn't expect this to be known to you, even though I knew the odds were low, but I kept telling myself that I did it perfectly, and you never knew I did it. Seeing that I was slow to speak, Hilmy said, "But in the end it turned out to be self-deception......
"Sue me, Hilmy. I was calm, and at this moment, I reached out to hug her and patted Hilmy on the back, "Can you agree to my request." ”
"I ......" Hilmi hesitated for a moment, but the words were stuck in her mouth, maybe I could understand her at this moment, she was struggling, whether to release directly, or use this as a bargaining chip, let me marry her, and not contact with Catherine Tali and them.
"Hilmy, I don't want us to hurt each other anymore, we are partners, but for partners, I want us to be heart-to-heart with each other, I don't want us to become enemies, it's tiring. "I closed my eyes, and today, my eyelids feel very heavy.
"Good...... I promise you......" Hilmy's hands tightened a little tighter, and he asked me softly, "Nia, can you not go...... That's my fault, but I hope you can accept my apology...... I'll let Catherine go, I assure you that there's absolutely nothing going on with Catherine, I'll withdraw the army too, and Talilu is absolutely nothing to do now. ”
"I accept your apology, but I still have to leave. I patted Hilmy on the back and whispered, "You may have done this out of deep sadness, and your father, he may not have been." ”
"Huh, what do you mean?" asked Hilmy, suspiciously, and I looked at her with a wry smile, after all, I was used, I knew the reason why Hilmy did this, maybe it was very hurtful, but it was my fault, and as the executioner, Sibberton, he may really use his daughter's psychology to deal with me......
"You don't have to understand, it's okay, you can still come to the training ground to see us at any time, none of these things are known to the partners, only the two of us know, you don't have to be burdened. I smiled a little bit for a long time, so that Hilmy could understand that I had truly forgiven her.
"None of the guys know?" Hilmy was a little surprised, "...... you?"
"Don't be confused, anyway, my best intelligence officer, Larryvi, doesn't know about it. I said, "Hilmy, close your eyes. ”
"Huh?" Hilmy was stunned for a moment, and did as I said with a little doubt, looking at her eyes, my heart may be full of uneasiness, I should leave at this moment, I believe that with her cleverness can also understand this.
I slowly let go of my hugging hands, and Hilmy's body trembled slightly, and she let go of me as well, standing alone in place, her hands clutching the corners of her clothes.
"I'm leaving, don't open your eyes. I whispered, and Hilmy's face showed obvious reluctance.
"Nia ...... Sorry ......"
"I said I forgave you, but the next time I see them, I'm going to say I'm sorry to them. I laughed, then lifted my hands and grabbed Hilmy's face, raised my head and gently kissed her on the forehead.
...... Hilmy was stunned for a moment, the tension, uneasiness, and sadness in her heart all dissipated at this moment, revealing a little sweetness, the sweetness that she hadn't felt for a long time, and then opened her eyes, but she was the only one in this garden, but she no longer had those negative feelings.