Zuo Han heard her talk, put down the spoon, picked up a napkin and wiped his mouth.

There wasn't much emotion in the expression, and I couldn't see any sympathy or anything like that.

Cheng Li looked at the calmness in his expression, and for some reason, he suddenly felt a sense of relief.

Suddenly, I felt that Zuo Han's compassion, empathy and empathy were a little lacking, and sometimes it was a good thing.

Because of this, it will make the person who confides in feel that there is no burden.

Sometimes I am afraid of the sympathetic eyes of others, and I feel that I feel very pitiful.

So Zuo Han's calm appearance is quite good.

After Cheng Li breathed a sigh of relief, she continued, "Many people may not even remember what happened at the age of four, but I still remember that day, the rain that day, the red dress my mother was wearing, the old suitcase, my mother opened the door and walked out, and never came back." ”

Zuo Han asked, "Why did she divorce your father?" ”

Zuo Han didn't see Cheng Li's father, after thinking about it, he said, "I've seen your father, and I've seen your stepmother, to be honest, just someone like your stepmother, your father can live for so many years, and there is basically no one he can't bear." ”

So why did Cheng Li's mother divorce her father?

And Zuo Han thinks that Cheng Guangyuan looks average, but Cheng Li is beautiful, so her mother must not look bad.

He felt that an honest man like Cheng Guangyuan could marry a beautiful wife, and he was afraid that he would have to be offered as a treasure.

And Cheng Li's father, even if he is gentle and muddy, is always better than a domestic violence man.

So it's hard to figure out why her parents divorced.

Cheng Li smiled, she could see that Zuo Han couldn't figure it out.

"I couldn't figure it out myself, but when I was young, my mother told me something that I didn't understand at the time, and when I grew up, I thought about it......" Cheng Li shook her head helplessly.

"What did she say?"

She said...... "Cheng Li thought about her mother's words, maybe because she couldn't understand anything before, so she always thought about it, so that she remembered every word of those words clearly.

"She said my dad was boring." Cheng Li said, "The days with him are too boring, there is no joy in life, as if you can see the end at a glance, today is like this, tomorrow is like this, and it will be like this for decades to come, there is no fun, there is no hope." ”

Cheng Li smiled lightly, "When I was a child, I didn't understand these words. When I grew up, I gradually understood. My dad wants a stable life, and she wants a passionate life. If you really want to talk about it, no one is wrong, it's just ...... Unhappy. ”

When Cheng Li said this, her eyes were lowered and her voice was very low, "But I have already been born, and I have to bear the bitter consequences after this." It's not that I didn't complain when I was a child...... But when I grew up, I could understand that none of them were wrong but not suitable, so I felt bad and continued to complain, so I was like that......"

"Until yesterday, I learned about those things from your mother, my mother has been suffering from domestic violence since she remarried...... Cheng Li bit her lip, "My resentment that I continue to complain about because I feel bad has suddenly come out again." ”

"I thought she left my dad and gave up on me to pursue happiness and happiness, but if what she pursued was a domestic violence man, she gave up my ...... for such a person"

Cheng Li shook her head, "I really can't figure it out, I can't figure it out." Even if my reason is telling me that she left for the sake of happiness, not for the sake of a domestic violence man. But emotionally, I really couldn't figure it out for a while. ”

After Zuo Han heard what she said, he asked lightly, "Why do you want to figure it out?" ”

Cheng Li was a little unclear by his question.

"And why can't you keep complaining?" Zuo Han's voice was calm, "No matter how legitimate her reasons are from her own point of view, if you stand in your point of view, you are hurt by them, and you just don't have to forgive them." The first thing you have to do to reconcile with yourself is to tell yourself that there is nothing wrong with you in this matter, that you are just a four-year-old child. ”

Cheng Li looked at Zuo Han in a daze, and saw Zuo Han's hand stretched over the table and patted her face gently, "Your emotions are also very important, and you only have one life in your life." This is what my psychiatrist told me, and you might as well try it. ”

Cheng Li chewed these two sentences silently in her heart, I don't know if it's an illusion, as if she does have some indescribable power.

Zuo Han said, "If you really can't pull your face, I don't mind helping you." Anyway, I have a low EQ, and I don't consider other people's moods when I speak, so I hold it back if they have high EQ. ”

Cheng Li couldn't help but burst out laughing.

For some reason, the emotions that were not very good before were alleviated a lot because of Zuo Han's simple words.

She felt that when she really faced her parents, she might still not have too much anger and emotion, after all, she had been like this for so many years, and she was used to it.

But at this moment, or at that time, thinking of Zuo Han's current words, maybe I can have a different feeling in my heart.

The mood slowly recovered, and the two quickly checked out and prepared to go.

Originally, according to the strategy sent by Xu Zeqian's assistant, Cheng Li chose a few places, and there should be one more place on the way to go.

But halfway through, Zuo Han received a call from his grandmother, because he was driving, so Zuo Han directly connected the phone into the Bluetooth in the car, so Cheng Li also heard it very clearly.

It was a soft voice, but it sounded like it was majestic, soft and firm.

Said to Zuo Han and told him to go back quickly.

Zuo Han's voice has always been indifferent, and sometimes even more indifferent, but when he spoke to this person, his voice was very soft.

Even with a little helplessness, he said, "Okay, I know, I'll come over directly." ”

The old lady said at the other end, "Well, come directly, don't linger on the way, if you young people want to travel, you will go to the tour when you are done with me." Tell the girl, don't be afraid, grandma doesn't eat people. ”

Cheng Li was very helpless, her face was a little red, the only thing she was glad about was that her grandmother didn't know that Zuo Han was hands-free......

As soon as she thought so, she heard Zuo Han say, "I'm on the hands-free, you can tell her yourself." ”

“？？？” Cheng Li slowly typed a few question marks on his face, and turned his head to look at Zuo Han.

She was on the mobile phone memo just now, because of the previous chat with Zuo Han, she added a lot of points to him, and now she thinks that it is better to deduct it, forget it.