Chapter 203: Didn't You Leave in Search of Happiness!

Cheng Li said on the side, "Mom, you may have a fracture and need to take an X-ray for examination, and besides, when the doctor examines and treats you, he finds that there is a nodule on your chest, and he also recommends further examination." ”

Li Xiaohui was a little puzzled, "Then ...... Check. Didn't check? ”

Cheng Li stood aside a little embarrassed, because as a daughter, she was already a twenty-six-year-old daughter, and she was really ...... Some don't know how to mention the fact that she is pregnant to their mothers.

Cheng Li felt that even if she was pregnant, she would be a million times better than her mother's pregnancy.

Fortunately, with Jiang Cheng by his side, Jiang Cheng is a doctor after all, and he has the calmness and professionalism that a doctor should have, and said bluntly, "Because you are pregnant." And all the tests that will be done are radiological, radiation. Therefore, you need to get your consent. ”

After all, it is not a life-threatening rescue examination that needs to be done, so you still have to ask for permission.

It's just that as soon as Jiang Cheng's words came out, Li Xiaohui was stunned, "I'...... What? ”

She was completely stunned, her eyes wide.

"You ......" Jiang Cheng was about to say it again, Cheng Li gently squeezed Jiang Cheng's hand and said, "Orange, let me talk to my mother alone for a while, right?" All right? ”

"Hmm." Jiang Cheng didn't have any opinions, standing beside Cheng Li, his posture was actually a little repulsive.

To be honest, Jiang Cheng has always had no good impression of Cheng Li's parents. She has seen with her own eyes how Cheng Li has come over the years.

She felt sorry for her old friend, very distressed.

Therefore, for Li Xiaohui's current experience, Jiang Cheng is indeed difficult to have any sympathy, and even has some ...... in his mind The poor man will have a sense of hatefulness.

Although it seems that there is nothing wrong with knowing that Li Xiaohui wants to pursue happiness as a woman, it is from Li Xiaohui's position.

Jiang Cheng didn't want to stand in Li Xiaohui's position, why should she stand in Li Xiaohui's position to sympathize with her? Then who will sympathize with Cheng Li?

There is nothing wrong with Li Xiaohui wanting to pursue happiness, but what is wrong with Cheng Li, who was still a child?

Jiang Cheng glanced at Li Xiaohui lightly, and then said to Cheng Li, "I'm outside, call me if you have something." ”

And then he walked out.

Li Xiaohui has lived for half her life and can understand people's eyes and faces, so she can see Jiang Cheng's expression and eyes very clearly just now.

This young female doctor looked down on her and blamed her. But Li Xiaohui can fully understand why this young female doctor looks down on her and blames her.

It's all because I feel sorry for Cheng Li.

Li Xiaohui couldn't tell what it was like in her heart.

I just feel that I have lived for half my life...... It seems that he didn't understand anything, so he lived for half his life, and there was no one who made friends, none of his intimate lovers, and none of his intimate and filial children.

A daughter was hurt by herself, and the relationship between her and herself is a little closer than that of a stranger.

Another daughter, who was born in this family full of violence and negative emotions, lived cautiously and fearfully, and did not have the innocence and happiness that a child should have.

The person in the next hospital bed went to the cafeteria to eat, and by the way, he went to the small garden and dispersed, and he has not come back yet.

So after Jiang Cheng went out, the ward was quiet.

Cheng Li was silent, and she didn't know how to speak for a while.

Or Li Xiaohui opened her mouth first, "Scared you, right?" ”

Cheng Li suddenly raised her eyes to look at her, bit her lip, and didn't know what to say for a while, but her brows furrowed tightly.

After a while, he said, "What the hell are you ......" Cheng Li bit her lip and asked, "Why?" What exactly are you for? ”

Li Xiaohui lowered her eyes and smiled shallowly, sounding very self-deprecating, "Yes, why am I." I can't figure out what I'm for. ”

Cheng Li couldn't help but feel a little angry when she heard her mother's attitude! Not only because I was angry when I saw my mother being subjected to such violence, but also because, when I didn't know it, my mother didn't know how many times she had been subjected to such violence.

So many times, why didn't you think about running? Why didn't you even think about leaving?

Even if it's just an introduction. What ignited Cheng Li's anger was another point.

Cheng Li said excitedly: "Didn't you leave to find happiness!" You dislike your father for being too boring, you don't feel that there is any passion in life, so you give up your original family, give up on me, and leave me to a ...... like Xiang Baozhen"

But she couldn't say any more, the words stopped here, and she took a deep breath, "What about your happiness?" If you were really happy, I probably wouldn't be so angry. But you're for that kind of person...... You ...... for someone like that! ”

Cheng Li raised her hand and gently covered her lips, a little unable to speak.

Li Xiaohui couldn't refute a word, she didn't have any room and space to argue in front of Cheng Li.

"Pear." Li Xiaohui patted the back of her hand gently, "In this life, it is your mother who is sorry for you, and you can be angry at any time." ”

"Why don't you go!" Cheng Li asked.

The expression on Li Xiaohui's face was a little gloomy, "At the beginning, I also thought about leaving, the first time he did it...... But he begged me on his knees. At that time, I was still young. ”

When Li Xiaohui said this, she smiled bitterly, "It's ridiculous, isn't it?" In the past, I looked down on people who had such thoughts and would have such thoughts, but I knew that one day I would become such a person and become the person I hated the most. ”

"After a long time, the ideas become more and more ......," Li Xiaohui paused for a moment before continuing, "When the second, third, and second times happen, the thoughts fall into a strange circle. ”

"If I give up now, why should I endure the previous few times? Won't I just endure it in vain, won't I suffer those beatings in vain? My eldest daughter grew up in a broken family, will my younger daughter grow up in a broken family again? ”

Lin Lei said...... It was because I wasn't good enough that he beat me, and he said that because I was a married woman, he couldn't hold his head up outside, and he said it was all my fault, so he beat me. Slowly, sometimes I can't help but wonder if it's all my fault that I have encountered such a thing and been treated like this. ”

Cheng Li's brows tightened, "He is talking nonsense!" He's ...... want."

"pUA me? It seems like there's a buzzword right now, right? Li Xiaohui said, "I know he wants to pUA me." ”

"Then why do you think that? Why do you still think it's your fault? Cheng Li asked puzzled.

Li Xiaohui lowered her eyes, gently picked her fingers, and her voice was very low and calm, "Because if I don't think like this, it will be too painful." I didn't do anything wrong, but I still have to suffer like this, and it would be too painful to be treated like this. I have to live. ”