Chapter 207: I won't laugh at you, so you don't have to hide and cry
"That's, over there." Jiang Cheng was stunned and pointed in the direction of the stairs of the safe passage.
In fact, at any time, Jiang Cheng is towards Cheng Li.
But as far as Cheng Li's state was concerned, Jiang Cheng felt that it would not be caused by Zuo Han.
And Zuo Han was very concerned, so she couldn't help but show him the way, as if she felt ...... Zuo Han will be more effective than following the past himself.
Jiang Cheng glanced at the tools he had brought and went into the ward.
Cheng Li quickly ran down the stairs, thinking that she could dodge for a while. When Jiang Cheng called outside the door of the ward just now, she was worried that she would be heard by the people in the ward.
So I just thought about staying out for the time being, and when my state eased up, I would go in again.
Cheng Li stood downstairs at the entrance of the stairs, took a deep breath, and raised her hand to try to wipe the tears off her face.
"Whew...... ...... whew," she took a deep breath and comforted herself as if hypnotized, "It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay......"
It's as if you just say it a few more times, and you'll really be fine.
"It's okay." The man's low, magnetic voice suddenly came from behind him, very close, very close.
It was almost in his ears, and Cheng Li felt that for a moment, his heart seemed to stop beating!
Her eyes widened slightly, and for a moment it seemed as if even her heartbeat and breathing had stopped.
A pair of hands, from behind, gently grasped her shoulders.
Obviously it's not a scorching temperature, and even, Cheng Li has always felt that Zuo Han is the kind of person whose body temperature is not too high, and he will feel warm next to each other, but he will not feel too hot.
But at this moment, she didn't know if it was caused by her mentality, she felt that Zuo Han's body temperature was scorching through her clothes and ironed on her shoulders.
"No, it's fine." Cheng Li hurriedly wiped it on her face again, afraid that there would be any tears that she hadn't been able to wipe away before, "I'm ......"
Cheng Li bit her lip and couldn't continue.
Zuo Han grabbed her shoulder, turned her around, and looked at her with lowered eyes.
Cheng Li lowered her eyes, not daring to raise her eyes to meet her gaze.
Zuo Han looked at her face and asked in a low voice, "Just now, did you hear it?" ”
"......" Cheng Li didn't make a sound, only nodded slightly, always feeling that as long as she made any sound, maybe her tears would be difficult to control again.
Zuo Han pondered, and he couldn't read any expression on her face, mainly because he was not a person who was good at accurately reading the other party's thoughts from other people's expressions.
What's more, Cheng Li is still trying to control his expression now, and he can't read it anymore.
So, Zuo Han could only think about what happened just now, thought for a moment and asked, "Then, I didn't speak very politely to your mother just now, and you were angry?" ”
Cheng Li's eyes were stunned, and then he shook his head vigorously, he couldn't control his expression because he was afraid of making a sound, but he couldn't hold it back at the moment, he couldn't let Zuo Han misunderstand that he was angry with him because of this.
Cheng Li said in a hoarse voice, "No, I'm not angry, I know you're for me." Otherwise, your temperament will not take the initiative to talk to people. ”
The corners of Zuo Han's mouth twitched, and he sighed very softly. It's like, maybe I didn't understand why Cheng Li was crying before, but after hearing her replies at this moment, I understood.
Cheng Li heard his sigh, and just wanted to raise his eyes to look at him, but his gentle hand gently clasped the back of his head and pressed it into his arms.
Cheng Li's face was close to his chest, and he heard the steady heartbeat in his chest, and a sound fell on his ears, as if her heart could also become stable with such a frequency.
Then, in such a calm heartbeat, Cheng Li heard Zuo Han's voice, which was already very magnetic, and was resonated into more magnetic syllables in the chest.
Zuo Han said, "Since it's not angry. That's a grievance. If you are wronged, you can cry, and I won't laugh at you, so you don't have to hide and cry. ”
Originally, the emotions were not easy to hold, but when I heard Zuo Han's words, it was simple.
Some of the defenses that had been established with great difficulty to stabilize emotions were suddenly shattered......
There is nothing left.
His ears and mind are full of his words just now, 'If you are wronged, you can cry, and I won't laugh at you, so you don't have to hide and cry'.
The tears suddenly broke the embankment, and all Cheng Li could do was to stabilize herself, at least not to cry out.
She pressed her eyes lightly to his chest, and tears permeated the hem of his shirt.
Zuo Han could feel the warm wetness of his clothes, but he never heard her cry, and she was even restrained from breathing.
Zuo Han sighed a little in his heart, this sour pear looks soft and gentle, like a weak person who has no temper.
But in fact, he is really a tough person who can endure.
I don't know how many times in my past life I have been wronged, and no one has confided in me or supported me.
When you don't even dare to cry out loud, and you have to try to restrain even the sound of breathing?
How did she carry it?
Zuo Han is actually hard to imagine, he feels that he may not have the tenacity of this woman, because he once wanted to give up, he felt that it was boring, this life was not interesting, and the world was not interesting.
Later, there was a psychiatrist who guided him on a year-by-year basis, and he gradually became less misanthropic.
But what about her? She shouldn't have a psychiatrist, but just like that, she gritted her teeth and survived.
Cheng Li cried silently for a long time before she finally recovered.
She tried to take a deep breath and regulate her emotions, and then her voice was nasal and slightly hoarse, but her tone was quite calm, "Jiang Cheng told me that I want to let go of the helping complex and respect the fate of others. ”
Hearing this, Zuo Han raised his eyebrows, "It makes sense." ”
"In short, I will do what I can, leave the choice to herself, there is only so much I can do, after all, I am just an ordinary person with limited ability." Cheng Li said
"Hmm." Zuo Han answered in a low voice, then raised his hand very easily, and gently rubbed the back of her head, "Don't worry." ”
He paused, "I'm here." ”
Cheng Li's fingers couldn't help but cinch the clothes on his waist.
At that moment, a soft cough came from the stairs, "Ahem! ”
The voice is very familiar, it is Jian Lin, his voice is a little embarrassed, "I'm sorry, I'm rude, I'm rude." I really don't want to spoil your atmosphere, but Zuo Han was in a hurry, and the phone fell on me, and a call came. ”
Jian Lin trotted down the stairs as he spoke, Zuo Han's eyebrows twisted, and when he took the phone from his hand, he saw that Zuo Nian's call was on the screen.
Zuo Han was actually in no mood to talk to Zuo Nian at the moment, and just wanted to hang up, Cheng Li said on the side, "Big brother called, you can take it quickly, I'll ...... I'm going to wash my face first. ”