Chapter 222: You can be a jobless vagrant with peace of mind, I'm going to work
As soon as Cheng Li heard this, she knew that he had misunderstood, but for some reason, she just felt a little ...... I want to laugh, as if my emotions have eased a lot all of a sudden.
Because, this will make her think, is Zuo Han jealous?
Cheng Li raised her eyebrows, "What?" Does Dr. Zuo want to watch a movie with me? ”
Zuo Han was silent for a few seconds.
Cheng Li was actually just joking, but she seemed to see a little bit of ...... in Zuo Han's eyes Very serious hesitation.
It made her feel like she shouldn't be joking, and she just wanted to talk.
I heard Zuo Han say, "I can't adapt to the environment of the movie theater." ”
Cheng Li didn't expect to wait for Zuo Han's answer, and was stunned.
But he still reacted quickly, a man like Zuo Han can not change his face when facing the vivid human brain.
But saying that he can't adapt to the environment of the movie theater is definitely not a simple sense of inadaptability.
Cheng Li reacted quickly, maybe ...... It was related to the kidnapping he suffered as a child.
Zuo Han started the car, and when he turned his eyes to look at the rearview mirror on her side, he happened to see the expression on her face that wanted to speak and stopped.
Zuo Han drove the car out of the parking space and said softly, "It's claustrophobic." ”
Cheng Li looked at Zuo Han with a little surprise, she didn't expect Zuo Han to reveal the scars so easily to her.
This is probably enough to represent Zuo Han's trust in her, and Cheng Li was moved at the same time, but also a little distressed.
She thought for a moment and asked in a low voice, "Is it serious?" That...... What about the elevator? What about airplanes? ”
Zuo Han replied, "There was a time when I was a child, it was very serious. After all, so many years have passed, and the psychiatrist has been counseling, so the situation is no longer serious. ”
"There's nothing wrong with the elevator, and there's no big problem with the plane." Zuo Han continued, "But it's just a very dark and closed place in the environment, so I don't adapt to it. ”
Cheng Li didn't speak, she didn't know how to comfort him, so that he wouldn't hurt.
Because he felt that the wound of his childhood was too deep, and it felt that no matter how he mentioned it, he should have hurt whenever he mentioned it.
So, she just stayed quietly.
Zuo Han glanced sideways slightly, saw the distress in her eyes, and didn't know why......
In fact, the past that I was willing to mention to others was not because of pain. Because of this kind of thing, human beings have always been very accustomed to it.
It's because, as long as you say it, you can always see the pitiful sympathy of others, as if you have seen some stray little animal.
He just didn't like to be looked at sympathetically like that.
But after saying it to Cheng Li, from Cheng Li's eyes, I saw the kind of distress.
But it made him feel not disgusted, and even ...... Some are addicted to it.
There seems to be a faint voice shouting in my heart, look at me a little more, feel sorry for me a little more.
So, as if everything that was reluctant to mention before, at this moment, it no longer exists in front of her.
Zuo Han thought for a while, and then said, "At that time, the doors and windows in the house were always closed, the windows had thick curtains, and they didn't turn on the lights, it was very dark. They were in that dark, watching TV, and the sound was loud. ”
"All the light in my world at that time was the backlight on that screen, and the sound in my ears was the sound of the TV that was turned on."
"So since then, there has been claustrophobia, and most of them have been fine, and it's the environment of the theater, which I don't particularly like."
Although Zuo Han said it at the moment, it was like talking about other people's affairs, and he was not in a hurry.
There was no sadness or sadness in his voice.
There was hardly even a wave, but Cheng Li listened to it, it was simply thrilling.
I can completely understand why Zuo Han doesn't like the theater.
In his feelings, the feeling that the theater gave him should be very similar to the picture of the environment in that memory at that time.
Cheng Li hurriedly said, "It's okay, it's okay." If we don't watch movies, we will watch movies at home in the future, and the current projectors and curtains are very convenient. It doesn't have to be a trip to the cinema. ”
Zuo Han looked at her sideways, the corners of his mouth hooked shallowly, and asked softly, "Teacher Cheng is distressed?" ”
Cheng Li's whole person was excited.
Whether it is the title of Mr. Cheng or the slightly raised tail note at the end of the sentence, it feels like it will make people numb every minute.
But Cheng Li really couldn't deny what he said, she nodded lightly, "Hmm." ”
Zuo Han smiled, "Then, it's more distressing." Maybe one day I'll be fine. ”
Zuo Han sent Cheng Li to the prosperous theater she said, Cheng Li didn't want him to think too much, and after the car stopped, he said, "I'm just going to work here." ”
"Workmanship?" Zuo Han glanced at the main entrance of the theater.
Cheng Li pointed, "You see the wall next to you, right?" And these ladders. ”
"Hmm." Zuo Han looked at the wall and the staircase, unremarkable, and didn't understand.
Cheng Li said, "I'm going to paint the wall here, according to the construction period, if I take this order, basically, I have to work here for half a month." ”
Zuo Han originally had a smile in his eyes, but after hearing Cheng Li's words, the smile in his eyes dissipated a little.
"This weather, painting the walls outdoors? Isn't it hot? Zuo Han frowned and asked.
Recently, at noon and in the afternoon, the sun and temperature outside have taken on the meaning of heat. Even if it doesn't reach the scope of hot work, it is by no means easy.
But Cheng Li's appearance looked as if she didn't care, she smiled, "It's okay, it's not that hot, just avoid the hottest period in the afternoon and noon, I can come over at night." ”
Before getting out of the car, she gently pinched Zuo Han's fingers, smiled and said briskly, "Doctor Zuo is safe to be an unemployed vagrant, and I am going to work as a worker." ”
After saying that, she opened the door and got out of the car.
Zuo Han looked at her back as she left and saw her brisk steps. It seems that even every step and hand-waving action carries the joy of having something to do and money to earn.
Pure happiness at its simplest.
She seems to be real, very simply happy because she works to make money.
But Zuo Han's brows furrowed when he took out his mobile phone to see the weather forecast and temperature after that.
Zuo Han raised his eyes and saw the expression on his face and the ...... in his eyes from the rearview mirror Distressed.
He seemed to understand in an instant what Cheng Li's mood was when he heard about his past, his eyes were full of such distress.
It's probably my mood at the moment.
At this moment, Zuo Han's mobile phone rang, and it was Lao Xie calling, that is, Jian Lin's leader, the director of the neurosurgery department of the human doctor.
Zuo Han picked it up, and Xie Ji'an's voice came from the other end, "Zuo Han, didn't you say you wanted to come over and talk to me about that case?" Why haven't you come yet? I'm waiting for you here. ”
Zuo Han was silent for a few seconds, and his mind flashed back to the back of the previous one who briskly jumped away because he had a job to do and money to earn.
"Lao Xie, if I come to your department, what kind of treatment will you give me."