The palace is immersed in the boundless spring color, the door of the dormitory is open, and the orchids are lined with floor-to-ceiling windows, and the sandalwood is burning. The queen reclined on the beauty couch, wearing a splendid mountain and river dress revealing an extreme beauty, and the tail of her skirt dragged to the ground, like ten thousand branches spreading, falling to the ground and blooming. With a delicate pale face, colorless rouge, and cold eyebrows and eyes, she no longer recognized her as the chivalrous, enthusiastic, happy and pure Su Yan. The one who still believed in happiness even in a difficult situation had fallen from the tower with her sister.

The second time she saw Mo Xin, she had lost a lot of weight and was very haggard, but two eyes full of hatred stared at her, so that she didn't feel how painful the woman in front of her was.

Buddhists often say that if a catastrophe is a disaster, it will be repaid after all. She also doesn't remember whether the Buddhists have said this, in short, the master has said it, and there is basically research.

Su Yan lazily stretched out her hand, Ah Yan went over to support her, and slowly came to the straight Mo Xin who was standing.

"Do you know what your son has sinned?"

Mo Xin raised his head and said, "How do I know." ”

"Then I'll explain to you what a heinous crime is." Su Yan curled the corners of her lips, but she was full of slaughter, she walked slowly around her side, and said: "Corruption and bribery, hunting and assassination, robbing Jinyun City, and stabbing your own father!" Mo Xin, the evil deeds committed by your son, this case, one by one, are listed in the record, Huo Huo is monstrous, is it a heinous crime? After she finished speaking calmly, her cold face did not fluctuate at all, but the anger in her eyes almost swallowed the woman in front of her.

Mo Xin's face trembled and panicked, "What do you want to say?" ”

"Something is lost and I can't get it back, but there's always something I can do to make me feel less sad." She leaned over slightly, her extremely thin fingers swept over her trembling cheeks, and smiled miserably: "What he took from me, I will take it back in the same way, and if I can't get it back, I have to make him suffer a hundred times the pain." ”

Mo Xin stumbled back a few steps, looked at her in shock, shook his head and cried, "You can't kill him, you can't!" ”

Su Yan waved his hand, and two guards came up to pull Mo Xin, who was crying more and more fiercely.

Su Yan held Ah Yan's hand, "If I do this, will the Buddha be happy?" ”

"Mother?"

"Let's go, let's get a good night's sleep first."

Su Yan walked towards the bed with heavy steps, and the splendid mountain and river clothes dragged away.

The love of brotherhood is connected by blood, and it is to support each other and exchange heart for heart. However, there are as many fratricidal love as there are killing each other.

This is the sin of this world, and it is also the sin that Su Yan can't get rid of in this life.

She thought, she'd go to eighteen layers of hell.

So what's the fear? She couldn't think of any horror or torture that could be more painful than life without Zuo Qing.

The next day, Su Yan deliberately spread the news of capturing Mo Xin, and after feeling that it had almost spread throughout Ruoshui, Su Yan sat on the phoenix chariot, accompanied by dozens of palace people, and went out of the palace on the grounds of returning to the palace to sort out his father and the relics of the Buddha.

Walking to the palace, Feng Yuan landed, Ah Yan looked around nervously, shrunk and walked to Su Yan Fengran: "Niangniang? It won't be dangerous, right? ”

Su Yan opened the eyes that had been closed, glanced at the vermilion lacquer gate of the palace, and smiled disappretently: "I'm afraid it's not dangerous." ”

In just a few days, the flowers and plants in the house were in disrepair and tattered, the beams and pillars were faded with vermilion paint, the tiles on the eaves fell, and the roads were overgrown with weeds.

As soon as Su Yan turned into the garden, suddenly a black shadow flashed, and with a light, a bloody hole had been cracked on her shoulder. But then several guards rushed out and knocked the man ten paces away.

"I knew you were coming." Su Yan smiled imperatively.

Ge Yiyan's face was gloomy, and the green tendons on his forehead flared up, "Su Yan, give you two ways, first, let my mother go, and I will spare you." Second, I will kill you, and then I will kill the rest, and I will rob the prison in three days! ”

Su Yan said coldly: "What does your mother's life and death have to do with me, from beginning to end, all I want is your life!" ”

Ge Yiyan raised his sword and approached a few steps closer: "It turns out that you are using my mother to lure me out, Su Yan, I didn't expect you to become more and more scheming!" ”

"I'm just learning from you, what, not bad!"

Ge Yiyan gritted his teeth: "Go die!" ”

But he had barely taken two steps before he fell and fell into a deep hole with two sharp knives buried at the bottom of the hole, which were inserted into his knees impartially. A heart-rending howl reached Su Yan's ears, but it did not touch a trace of her emotions.

Su Yan walked to the edge of the cave and looked down: "This is specially designed for you, Ge Yiyan, your legs are useless." ”

His face grew paler and whiter, and beads of sweat the size of beans kept oozing out.

Su Yan looked at his miserable appearance and turned away indifferently.

It was already night when I returned to the dormitory, and as soon as I stepped into the hall, darkness invaded instantly. Ah Yu went to light the candle, but was stopped by Su Mo, so he had to touch the darkness to help her in.

Many childhood events suddenly came to mind, as if time had not passed, and in a trance, she seemed to see the rebellious child. She frantically shook her head and tried to shake off the past, but that unforgettable thing was deeply seared into her heart like a brand, and she couldn't forget it at all.

It was late at night, there was silence everywhere, there was no lamp in the dormitory, and she curled up at the foot of the bed like a dead man. When the door was slammed open, she screamed in fright and quickly shrank into a corner, her whole body trembling. A man in the darkness hurried up to her and pulled her into his arms, as if to crush his arm.

"Ah Yan, don't be like this, I'll be sad!"

Su Yan's ears were tormented by the sound of gentle breathing, pushing him away, identifying the man who was pulling him in front of him, and it took him a long time to recognize it as Wei Zhen. Ghostly smiled, "It turned out to be Your Majesty!" You came to Jinshui Palace in the middle of the night, just to say this? ”

Wei Zhen was shocked for a moment, and immediately picked up her face, at this moment, Su Yan had a terrifying smile on her face, her spiritless eyes were empty, and she smiled at herself, laughing so hard that she was shocked.

He hugged her hard, his voice trembling in distress, "It's all my fault, it's all me!" Ah Yan, don't be like this, I know you are kind, you will not kill for hatred, I know you must be very heartbroken, I'm sorry, it's me, it's all my fault! ”

Su Yan pushed away almost with all his might, crying and screaming at him with all his might: "Heartache? Why should I have heartache? He is guilty for a reason, and I can't wait to break his body into thousands of pieces, so that he will never be reborn! ”

Wei Zhen was stunned by her crazy appearance, Su Yan stretched out his cold index finger and poked him in the chest, "Wei Zhen, I'm just doing the same thing as you, how about it?" Do you see who you used to be? Don't worry, this is just the beginning, I will slowly torture him and use his ashes to pay tribute to the Buddha. ”

Wei Zhen fell to the ground and shook his head desperately: "The Ah Yan I know is not like this, she will not hurt her relatives, even if everyone hurts her, she will not be so cruel." ”

"Ridiculous! You're going to call me cruel too? Then we are all the same, we are all devils, hehe! It's all the devil! ”

Fear flashed in his eyes, and his heart crumbled into a mess for a moment. He crawled over and hugged her tightly, as if he could help her drive away those evil thoughts, give her warmth, and not get lost.

Su Yan's heart was full of grief and anger, but he couldn't cry, his tears were dry, and he could only keep his eyes open, making more and more bloodshots. She stared at the night outside the door, constantly telling herself that she couldn't be soft-hearted, she couldn't be soft-hearted!

The huge dormitory, no sound, no popularity, dark as hell, only he hugged her, delusionally trying to give her a little comfort.

He didn't know that he painted the ground as a prison and imprisoned her, and after all, he could no longer offer a trace of comfort. It's just pain, and day and night torture.

The palace was a deserted mansion, so dilapidated that it seemed as if no one had ever lived in it. Only the abandoned wing room in the backyard still shines brightly.

Unknown wildflowers bloomed on the side of the road, and a gust of wind blew and fell all over the gravel road.

The door lock was already rusty, Ah Yu cautiously pushed open the door, poked inside, and said to Su Yan behind him: "Niangniang, you have to be careful, the second son wants to let Niangniang die, even if he is like this, it is still possible to bury a trap here, I am afraid that Niangniang will be careless for a while and fall into the trap!" ”

Su Yan said disdainfully: "He is not the second son, you should change your name." ”

Ah Yu nodded, not daring to speak again.

Su Yan looked at the people inside in a daze, and somewhere in his heart suddenly trembled, it was not a pity for his sister and brother's affection, but a disgust that had accumulated in his heart for many years, extreme disgust! She could even see the disgusting smell of Ge Yiyan's body turn into a thick puff of black smoke floating out of the crack in the door, lingering in front of her. Su Yan subconsciously took a step back, and was being held against her back, and in a trance heard her ask softly, only then did she come to her senses, her eyebrows were fierce, and she collapsed directly.

Mo Xin was standing in front of the window, holding scissors to cut the flowers that had reached into the room, each knife was fast and ruthless, as if to vent his grievances. After Ge Yiyan was arrested, Su Yan released Mo Xin and put them under house arrest in the palace, with special guards guarding nearby, one meal a day, and starvation, but this grounded place was no fun, enough to make them crazy.

Ah Yan was stunned by her, hid behind Su Yan, and begged her: "Niangniang, let's go back." ”

Su Yan turned his head and glanced at her coldly, Ah Yan didn't dare to ask again, helped close the door, and immediately hid behind her.

"Why, are you here to visit? Let's look at the jokes! Mo Xin sneered, but her hands were trembling, and she couldn't hide the fear in her heart.

Su Yan just glanced at her, and then walked to the back room, but Mo Xin rushed forward with an arrow, knelt in front of the bed, and raised the scissors towards Su Yan to protect his son who was lying on the bed.

Su Yan was not frightened by her posture, but instead bent over and approached her face, full of flamboyance and provocation.

"It's all at this time, are you still obsessed? Murphy is long dead, the singer is ruined, who else can you rely on? You can only rely on this palace and survive in secret! ”

Mo Xin and Ah Yu shivered together, only to feel that the temperature in the room had plummeted a lot. Mo Xin gritted his teeth and glared at her, and asked in a sad voice: "Yan'er has been devoted to you since childhood, and you treat him like this?" Su Yan, you have no conscience! ”

"Conscience? You scold me for having no conscience? She laughed and cried, her facial expression twisted into an extremely strange position.

Mo Xin shook her head and smiled bitterly, tears ran down the corners of her eyes, and bitterness spread from the root of her tongue to every inch of her body, "He is almost dead, you just leave him some dignity, don't ...... anymore" Before she continued to beg for mercy, Ge Yiyan suddenly stretched out a hand and dragged her to support herself, a skinny black face suddenly appeared in front of him, Su Yan was stunned for a moment, and Ah Yan was even more frightened and cried out.

On the day of the trap, she clearly explained that the secret weapon was not poisoned, why does he have signs of poisoning now? Before she could think about it, Ge Yiyan said in a weak and hoarse voice, "I... Death in exchange... For my mother's life, you let her go. ”

Su Yan looked at this face, a little unbearable, she couldn't wait to leave immediately, this face made her really unable to face it... However, she obviously came to see him to live and die! He wanted his father and Buddha to see in heaven how this beast who had lost her conscience was reaping the consequences, and she couldn't flinch from the battle! Thinking of these murdered siblings, a cloud of anger ran through her body, she pinched Ge Yiyan's chin hard, forcing him to face her face, "Take a good look!" Look at the face of this palace, when you go to the underworld, you will hate this palace again! ”

Ge Yiyan pulled out a few nihilistic voices from his throat, "It's come to this, I don't have any regrets." ”

"Oh? Didn't you beg this palace to release your mother just now? What's the matter, you're not going to save her again? ”

Ge Yi trembled in a hurry, tilted his head and spat out black blood. Mo Xin was so frightened that she screamed, crying and begging as she tried to break Su Yan's hand. Su Yan let go of his hand in disgust and said, "That's right, the matter has come to this point, why should this palace bother to save the mother who killed his father's enemy?" However, this palace can promise you that she can spend her old age on death row in peace, so that she will not die without a body. But you, this palace is not guaranteed, according to the degree of His Majesty's hatred for you, it is eager to divide your five horses into corpses, which can be regarded as relief. ”

"What do you want?" Mo Xin cried.

"I said before, others respect me a point, I respect him, if you offend me an inch, I will let him bear ten thousand times, I am also a queen, the mother of the world, how dare not lead by example?"

"I beg you, let him go, he won't live for a few days, he has already repented, you are brothers and sisters after all, don't you even want to give the last dignity!"

"Dignity? Today, I came to the palace to see your death, and I can give them an explanation when I go back. Seeing that you're almost there, Hongu is relieved. And you Mo Xin, from now on, you will stay here well, this palace will not let you die easily, father, Buddha, mother, all the family members of the singer, their souls will come back to you, you should think about how to face them. ”

As soon as the words fell, she raised the corners of her mouth happily and turned to leave.

As soon as the door opened, the dazzling sunlight paved in, and Su Yan's eyes were pierced and couldn't be opened, so he subconsciously blocked them with his hands. At the same time, a desperate cough came from behind him, and he fought for the last strength and said to her: "Su Yan, I regret it in this life... I thought about stopping, but... Because of you, because of you! You stole my stuff and I hate you! His words roared like a retrograde storm in the dark, the dark clouds rolled, the stars and the moon sank, and in an instant, the rain passed and the sky cleared, and the memories in his mind that had been wrapped in darkness, a trace, piece by piece, revealed a corner, more and more, more and more clearly, surging.

Eleven years ago, the strength of the singer in Ruoshui was gradually hollowed out by the first emperor and reduced to the point of looking at people's eyes, and his father was repeatedly humiliated in the court, until he married Mo Xin and married Mo Fei, the family power was stabilized and re-strengthened, but it was impossible to get rid of Mo Fei's shadow. Because of this, he didn't like Ge Yiyan in his heart, and even had some disgust.

At that time, except for Erniang, only Su Yan was willing to play with him.

When he was seven years old, Su Yan helped him pick fruits and climbed a tree and broke his leg, his father taught his subordinates a hard lesson, and he also suffered, after returning to the yard, the mother and son just hugged their heads and cried; Once, Erniang bought him a sugar gourd, Su Yan saw that he liked it, and his father took it over, without saying a word to please his son, completely ignoring the younger son crying in his mother's arms. Su Yan felt guilty and wanted to return it to her younger brother, but her father overbearingly let her eat, and Erniang and he could only watch from the sidelines and feel sad; In the winter when she was eight years old, he fell into the water and had a high fever all night, but his father surrounded her in her room and played monkey to make her laugh, and his high fever did not subside until the early hours of the next morning. When my father heard about it, he took one look at it and hurried away. Su Yan went to see him, but was driven out by Erniang, the news reached his father, and that night, he ordered to reduce the configuration of the maids in Erniang's yard, and changed the food and all treatments, to make matters worse, he has since fallen into a cold disease, which is difficult to heal. It was also that year that his father made Prince Zheng and took charge of the palace guards, and then he secretly competed with Mo Fei, and the life of their mother and son became more and more difficult, and their hatred for Su Yan also doubled.

After that, all kinds of things were just planting evil causes, deepening resentment, and bearing evil results.

At that time, Su Yan took everything for granted, including his father's pampering and unequal treatment. Until the death of her mother, the curse was like Yu Yuan, sucking her happiness and joy away.

She clearly remembered that Erniang's hateful face instructed Yahuan to frame her and spread rumors. For the first time in her life, she tasted the pain that Ge Yiyan had tasted, the pain of being indescribable and framed, which is still vivid in her eyes and painful to this day.

Now that I think about it, how much Erniang hated her at that time was how much injustice she had attached to her son. It's just that at that time, Su Yan didn't think of Ge Yiyan's grievances or Erniang's grievances in his heart, and only thought about his own experience selfishly.

The white horse has passed through the gap, it has been eleven years, and now I think back to the grievances at that time, but they are all misunderstandings again and again, helpless again and again, their hatred for her, her hatred of them, is like reincarnation cause and effect, who is right and who is wrong, it is difficult to investigate.

……

The hoarse voice sounded again behind him, "I don't regret it, they don't love me... I hate... Hate..."

Mo Xin screamed, hugged his son and beat his chest and cried bitterly, cried for a while, and fainted.

Su Yan turned around mechanically and looked at them in a daze.

She couldn't figure out why her once simple feelings had fallen into such a field? When did those memories of the past begin to be lost from their minds?

It turns out that no matter how close siblings are, they will gradually drift apart because of secular prejudices.

Everything is gradually awakening, but everything is festering and rotting.

Su Yan didn't go over in the end, since he hated, then don't look back, because the person he hated, the wounds on his body didn't need to heal.