"Zuo Han, where are you now?"

Listening to the voice on the other end of the phone, even if it was just a question with the sound of the wind, it seemed that it could calm down his impetuous and depressed heart in such a disliked occasion.

Looking at the occasion in front of him, if he didn't make him so disgusted, Zuo Han felt that he could try to tell Cheng Li.

I'm taking part in some boring social activities for my brother.

But really, there is not even a meaning that can be described in a little bit of energy.

Zuo Han's eyes swept the light in front of him indifferently, and whispered to Cheng Li on the other end of the phone, "I didn't go anywhere, I'll go home later, what about you?" Are you done with your friends, do you want me to pick you up? ”

Cheng Li was on the deck, and a gust of sea breeze blew, and she couldn't help but shiver a little.

His lips were a little tight, and for some reason, they were a little bloodless.

She was silent for a few seconds, and then asked softly, "Then who are you with?" ”

Zuo Han said, "It's just me." ”

As he was saying this, Zuo Han saw Ling Yuan passing by in front.

Xin said, it's not himself, and Ling Yuan is also there.

But thinking that Cheng Li didn't have any impression of Ling Yuan, he didn't mention it.

Cheng Li's voice sounded a voice that Zuo Han listened to and heard a little familiar, "Pear, let's go, I'll get your bag......"

Zuo Han recognized it as Tang Jiami's voice.

"Hmm." Cheng Li answered Tang Jiami, and then said to the other end of the phone, "Then I won't talk about it yet, let's ...... See you at home. ”

"Okay." Zuo Han listened to Cheng Li's voice on the other end, thinking about what she had just said.

His eyebrows twisted, as if he vaguely felt that something was wrong.

But his ability to empathize is only like that, so he couldn't react after all, what was wrong.

……

After the call ended, Cheng Li couldn't stand still.

Tang Jiami was a little anxious all of a sudden, because she saw that Cheng Li was obviously talking on the phone, she was fine, although her face was indeed not good-looking, but at least her posture was normal.

But as soon as the call ended, Tang Jiami saw that Cheng Li couldn't even stand still......

"What's wrong!" Tang Jiami said urgently.

Cheng Li waved his hand, "No, it's okay......"

Cheng Li secretly gritted her teeth and endured bursts of abdominal cramps, each of which hurt her back in a cold sweat!

Tang Jiami's face changed in a hurry, "It's all my fault, I won't feed you like this next time......"

Cheng Li couldn't speak, she was afraid that as long as she opened her mouth again, she would just moan in pain that she couldn't hold back, which would only make Tang Jiami more self-blaming and worried.

So Cheng Li just waved her hand and gently pinched Tang Jiami's shoulder, so that she wouldn't blame herself too much.

His eyes were fixed on the lights on the pier not far away.

The ship docked.

You will stay on shore for a while before heading back to Sunset Pier.

Tang Jiami hurriedly helped Cheng Li get off the boat, "I'll take you to the hospital!" ”

Tang Jiami's driver was already waiting on the dock, and after getting off the boat, the two quickly got into the car.

The car drove towards the city.

"Go to the hospital!" Tang Jiami said.

Cheng Li was originally in a trance of pain, but when she heard this, she suddenly reacted.

She grabbed Tang Jiami's hand, "No, don't go to the hospital." ”

She is like this, if she goes to the hospital......

Cheng Li shook his head, "The hospital knows a lot about Zuo Han...... ...... who have seen me Don't go to the hospital. ”

Tang Jiami glared at her, and then said to the driver in a vicious voice, "Go to Xiangyu Hospital!" ”

Only then did he turn his head to Cheng Li and say, "You don't have to worry about this, right?" ”

Zuo Han didn't work in Xiangyu anymore, Cheng Li thought for a moment, and finally felt a little relieved.

"You rest for a while, and I'll call you when you get to the hospital." Tang Jiami said.

Cheng Li tilted her head slightly, there was no focus in her eyes, and looked at the small LCD TV on the back of the passenger seat in front of her.

She didn't know why, Mingming...... It's not that I'm doing something wrong.

But that is, I don't want Zuo Han to know.

It's not like I've done something wrong, but it's just ...... Don't dare to ask.

Cheng Li curled her lips and smiled, her smile a little bitter.

Tang Jiami thought that she was so uncomfortable, so she kept holding her hand and gently pinching her fingers.

Cheng Li still felt severe abdominal cramps, but this pain seemed to be a little habitual, or maybe it was because of this pain.

in order to make yourself think more clearly......

So in fact, no matter how hard I tried to grow.

I tried to get rid of the influence of my original family, but many of the influences still affected me invisibly.

I will still have low self-esteem, and I will still be afraid.

So, I simply didn't ask.

Then you can constantly numb yourself.

If you don't ask, you don't know. If you guess, you can pretend you don't know.

If you don't know, you can deceive yourself, everything is fine, and everything can be maintained.

No matter what the truth is, as long as I don't know, it won't hurt me.

"Jiami." Cheng Li called her softly.

"What? How? Tang Jiami originally operated one hand on the mobile phone screen, but as soon as he heard Cheng Li's call, he immediately came over, "Is it still uncomfortable?" Don't be afraid, I've already contacted the doctor, it's okay, it's okay. ”

"It's not that uncomfortable, don't be nervous." Cheng Li said.

"I'm nervous." Tang Jiami's voice was nervous, "I really can't help it, I have contacted my brother, he can help find a doctor from Xiangyu Hospital." But don't worry, I didn't say it was you! Who made you unwilling to let Zuo Han know...... It's okay not to let him know, if he knows, he will definitely blame me, and he won't let you play with me in the future. ”

Tang Jiami muttered to himself.

When Cheng Li heard Tang Jiami mention Zuo Han's name, the picture he had seen in the banquet hall flashed in his mind.

So much so that she didn't even react much when Tang Jiami talked about Tang Chuan.

After a while, it seemed that he had just reacted.

Cheng Li whispered, "Now that I think about it, I always seem to be like this......"

Tang Jiami was puzzled, "Which one?" Does your stomach hurt? Always stomach aches?! Then you didn't check? ”

Cheng Li shook her head, "I always seem to be like this, I don't ask anything, I don't say anything, I just stuff, suffocate, and save by myself." I don't want to talk to others about what I think, and then wait until ...... When I had enough of the disappointment, I left. ”

Tang Jiami was a little confused, trying to grasp the content of Cheng Li's words.

Cheng Li said, "No matter who it is, I seem to be like this. Turning a short pain into a long one...... But maybe, the other person doesn't even know I'm in pain. ”

Tang Jiami was even more dizzy, she held her mouth and whispered, "I don't understand, woo woo...... I don't understand. ”

Cheng Li turned her eyes to her and asked, "If I had asked Tang Chuan directly, if he continued like that and didn't take me seriously, I would have left if I was disappointed, and there would be no turning back." If I said it bluntly...... Will he not hang me like that for so many years? ”