Chapter 381: I'm not scared anymore, and don't be afraid either
"But ......" Of course, Jiang Cheng didn't know that Zuo Han's recent state was really bad.
Even she and Tang Jiami said privately because of this that this time, Cheng Li was not dragged to death by the injury, and Zuo Han was almost dragged to death.
Cheng Li lowered her voice and said, "You saw it...... What has become of him now? ”
Cheng Li gritted his teeth and said, "The relationship between me and him is very unhealthy, I have never been in love, I entered into marriage, and the original families of the two of us are in a mess, we are like two poor little animals huddling together to keep warm." ”
"Before we officially started to manage our relationship, we encountered such a thing again, and now I have become a burden and responsibility for him, and the already unhealthy relationship is even more unhealthy."
Cheng Li shook Jiang Cheng's hand vigorously, she felt that she was a little incoherent, and she didn't know if she had expressed her meaning clearly.
So he asked eagerly, "Do you understand what I mean?" ”
Jiang Cheng looked at Cheng Li steadily, although he ...... She really understands.
Jiang Cheng nodded, "I see, understood." ”
"I don't want to live with him like this for the rest of my life." Cheng Li looked at Jiang Cheng's eyes, "Do you understand?" ”
“…… Got it. The more Jiang Cheng listened, the more he understood.
She sighed softly and looked at Cheng Li, "You stupid girl, don't you understand that you will be scolded like this?" ”
"I don't care." Cheng Li said, "I can't live on his guilt for me, the guilt will only become a burden, and then consume other things." ”
Cheng Li looked at Jiang Cheng fixedly, "Orange, between me and Zuo Han, other things are very precious, more precious than guilt." I can't continue to do this with him, he lost twelve pounds, you know, it's only been a few days? I even learned to smoke......"
Jiang Cheng thought for a moment and asked, "But, what if you are separated from him and his decadence is even more serious?" You're still with him, he's fallen like this, if he loses you......"
"I'll be fine." Cheng Li smiled.
Seeing the smile on Cheng Li's face, Jiang Cheng was stunned.
"What...... Is it? Jiang Cheng even became a little hoarse for a moment, "You just said...... What? ”
She didn't dare to discuss any topic of injury with Cheng Li until now, because she was afraid that it would hurt Cheng Li's heart.
About her legs, the prognosis of the future.
Jiang Cheng didn't dare to say a word, just because he was afraid that Cheng Li would be sad.
But at this moment, she herself smiled and said - I will be fine.
This sentence was about to force Jiang Cheng's tears almost instantly.
Cheng Li lowered her eyes and smiled slightly, "I said, I will get better, so many years of fragmented life have not been able to defeat me, and this incident has not killed me, then I will get better one day." ”
Jiang Cheng was speechless, and nodded again and again with tears in his eyes.
Cheng Li continued, "Just because I will get better, I will grow better, we are still young, and the future is still very long. So if he gets better, he and I can start well with a healthy formal relationship. ”
"I don't have to be called a fake marriage anymore, I want his money or something...... Only by ending this relationship that started wrongly can it start correctly. If he doesn't get better, it's even worse......"
Jiang Cheng asked her, "Yes, then what are you going to do?" ”
"I don't think so, he's so smart, he'll always understand." Cheng Li thought for a moment, "It's just that I really don't plan to tell him this now." After all, we all need to break and stand up......"
Jiang Cheng looked at Cheng Li a little helplessly, "Sometimes you say that you live a confused life, you seem to be more transparent than anyone else, sometimes you say that you are transparent, you have a foolish and wise energy." ”
Cheng Li sighed softly, "I've been very idle these days. Every day I can't move anyway, I always lie down and be idle. I feel like I've never been so idle, I've lived for more than 20 years, and I feel like I've been busy. ”
"When I'm free, I have time to think about a lot of things. I've been sad and depressed...... But I can't just keep it like that, keep it like that, and my life will really be over. Cheng Li said.
Then she looked at Jiang Cheng, "I'm going to have a second operation tomorrow." ”
Jiang Cheng nodded, "Early tomorrow morning, Huo Yun's skills are very good, you don't have to worry." Although our recovery here is not as good as that of Jiangcheng, in terms of surgery, it is not worse than other places. ”
Cheng Li nodded, "Tomorrow for my surgery, I hope you can go in." ”
Jiang Cheng's eyes widened, "What?!" ”
Cheng Li said, "I've heard Huo Yun and Director Zhu say that my combined injuries are not so common, to put it mildly, it's ...... It's the right time, so you go in and have a look and learn something. ”
"I ...... I can't do it......" Jiang Cheng shook his head.
Cheng Li touched her face, "Orange, I'm not scared anymore, don't be afraid either." ”
"You are really ......" Jiang Cheng stretched out his hand and hugged her gently, "What kind of little sun are you?" ”
Cheng Li bent her lips shallowly, "I'm not so open-minded, and I'm still angry, so I don't plan to forgive him so quickly......"
She has nightmares at night now, and the most terrible thing she will dream about is not the picture of Zuo Lin driving past her body, but over and over again, hearing those cruel words that Zuo Han said on the phone.
In the dream, I didn't think it was Zuo Han who deliberately said it in order to confuse Zuo Lin, and I believed it in the dream, and I was heartbroken.
It is impossible to say that there is no resentment at all.
She understands the reason, but she still complains.
Even if you have a hard time, the damage has already been done, you stabbed me, and then told me that the stab was for your own good.
Even if intellectually knew that this was a last resort, emotionally speaking, the damage had already been done.
If you don't complain at all, are you still alive? Then you have to become a Buddha.
So it's still resentful, and it's because it's still resentful that I didn't plan to talk to him about this.
Now between the two, they are in a very tangled situation.
Because she was resentful, she looked at him sadly, and then felt sorry for his sadness.
The two of them are right here......
"Torment each other." Jiang Cheng gave the definition.
Tang Jiami agreed, "It's okay to die, but it's okay, sometimes you have to make trouble with each other like this in your relationship." But that's fine, the pears are just too well-behaved, why...... Why should she be obedient? Just do it! ”
"Yes, yes, yes." Jiang Cheng said continuously, "In this regard, Miss Tang has experience and the right to speak. ”
"That's a must." As he spoke, Tang Jiami cautiously glanced at Zuo Han who was standing there, and then asked Jiang Cheng in a low voice, "Then, I'll find Lizi's lawyer, will Zuo Han hate me?" ”