Zuo Han knew in his heart what Guo Qirui wanted to talk about.

So he didn't want to talk.

He quit his job, he didn't want to do it anymore, he had other things to do.

He didn't feel sorry for anyone.

I feel that in this matter, I am a little sorry for my teacher.

Mr. Guo has always had high hopes for him.

'Zuo Han, the teacher is very optimistic about you, the teacher thinks that you can definitely be more successful than the teacher, and you can save more people. ’

'You're professional, skilled, bold, and young. You still have a long career ahead of you, and you can definitely get better and better. ’

"Zuo Han, the teacher is old, everything that should be taught to you has been taught to you, the development of medicine is changing with each passing day, and what the teacher can do is here." ’

You may find someone like you in the future, and then you will be like me, and you will pass on all your experience, your skills, and everything. ’

You say, 'Aren't we?......' Passed on the torch? ’

Zuo Han still remembers the words that Mr. Guo said, and even because of his superior memory, even the subtle expressions of Mr. Guo when he said these words are vivid.

However, now I can't do what Mr. Guo said.

It's not that he doesn't want to talk to Mr. Guo.

It's just that he knows what topic Mr. Guo wants to talk about, Zuo Han feels a little unsure of how to face Mr. Guo.

Guo Qirui stared at Zuo Han for a moment, and then said, "Yes, then if you don't want to go out to talk with me, I'll be here and talk to Cheng Li, Cheng Li is a good boy and impatient, and he will definitely be willing to listen to me." ”

Guo Qirui scratched Zuo Han's weakness lightly and heavily.

Zuo Han raised his eyes and glanced at Guo Qirui, sighed softly silently, and nodded, "Let's go." ”

He turned his eyes to look at Cheng Li, "Teacher Guo and I will go out for a walk, call me if you have something, or ask Secretary Shen to call me." ”

Cheng Li didn't make a sound.

Zhou Heng volunteered to raise his hand on the side and said, "Teacher Zuo, don't worry, with me, I'll talk to my wife here for a while!" ”

Zuo Han walked out with Guo Qirui.

Guo Qirui had a cerebral hemorrhage before, although it didn't affect his movement too much, but his walking speed was still slower.

The two of them walked towards the outside of the inpatient building without hurrying.

In the process of walking out, no one spoke, as if they were waiting for the other party to speak first.

I walked all the way to the small garden in front of the inpatient building.

Guo Qirui opened his mouth first and whispered, "I heard Lao Xie say that you don't plan to do it." ”

"Hmm." Zuo Han replied in a low voice.

"It's because Cheng Li had an accident this time." Guo Qirui sighed softly, Guo Qirui also somewhat understood the situation in Zuo Han's family.

And Cheng Li was injured like this time in an accident, saying that it was an accident, but as long as you have a general understanding of the situation, you will know that it is not an accident, but a deliberate injury.

It's completely normal for Zuo Han to be so angry.

Xie Ji'an didn't understand, Xie Ji'an didn't understand the situation at Zuo Han's house, and he was very anxious when he called Guo Qirui to talk about it.

I just think that with Zuo Han's technique, I can do so many surgeries, but now I don't plan to do it, it's incomprehensible.

But Guo Qirui is not incomprehensible.

"Supposedly, I know everything about you." Guo Qirui said, "Supposedly, I shouldn't have persuaded you, but I'm here, so I will persuade you by the way, you can give yourself a little time, but don't really give up completely." ”

"After so many years of hard work and perseverance, it is always necessary to ...... It's something. And not, nothing. Guo Qirui said.

Zuo Han listened to Mr. Guo's words and understood what Mr. Guo meant.

For Mr. Guo not directly persuading him, Zuo Han is still a little happy and grateful.

He was silent for a while, then whispered, "I used to think that as long as I ignored them, I would have nothing. There won't be any trouble coming to me, and they will fight to the death, and it has nothing to do with me. ”

"Let them be in turmoil, and I will not move. That's what I used to think, and even a little bit ...... It's none of my business, I'll just look at the lively gesture. ”

"I never felt that I was wrong with this, and I even thought I was very smart, complacent, and I felt that everyone was drunk and I was sober......"

"People will pay the price for their arrogance, and if you don't take your enemies seriously, despise them, or even ignore them, the consequences can be very painful. Unless I have no desires, as I did before, I had no desires. ”

"But Cheng Li appeared." Guo Qirui answered.

Zuo Han nodded, "But Cheng Li appeared." I didn't take my guard, I took it lightly, I thought to myself that as long as I didn't get involved in those fights, I was okay and that I was wrong. ”

"I'm not afraid to pay for my arrogance, for my contempt and disregard. But I don't want Cheng Li to bear this price. ”

"I can't make the same mistake twice. Then, if I want to live, the kind of life I want to live, until then, I can no longer be arrogant, I can no longer despise the enemy, I must extinguish all the signs, and strangle all the hidden dangers. ”

Zuo Han looked at Guo Qirui's eyes for a moment, "I don't think I had any dreams before, but now that I think about it, maybe my previous dream was indeed to save lives and help the wounded." ”

"But Mr. Guo, for me, Cheng Li is millions of times more important than saving lives and helping the wounded, and I am a layman. Not so noble, even somewhat despicable. So I quit, and now it's more important for me to protect and take care of my wife than anything else. ”

Listening to Zuo Han's words, Guo Qirui couldn't say anything he wanted to comfort.

Guo Qirui was silent.

Zuo Han was also silent, then took out a cigarette case from his trouser pocket, took one in his mouth and lit it.

After taking a few puffs, it was snatched away by Guo Qirui and extinguished.

Guo Qirui's eyes stared at Zuo Han directly, and he said in a rough voice, "If you don't do it, you won't do it, I don't have much opinion, after all, I won't do it myself." But if you smoke again, I'll put it in your nose! ”

Zuo Han's expression was stunned, but he had no intention of lighting another cigarette.

After a while, Zuo Han whispered, "Teacher Guo." ”

"Huh?"

"You used to say I was like you." Zuo Han said.

"Hmm." Guo Qirui responded, he did think that Zuo Han's more sincere attitude in the profession was indeed very similar to his former self.

"I don't think so." Zuo Han said, "I probably will never be able to ignore my wife and family for work." ”

"You kid is scolding me for not caring about my family?"