Chapter 30: Love in a Fallen City Passes in Our World (10)

Liu is, Mu Xuan once asked me, which of you do you love, I replied to him, no matter which you are, in this life, I love only you, Liu is - Ai Chengcheng

It's been three months, Liu Is, the child is already growing up, but it's a pity that you can't watch him be born and grow up with him, in his life, you are an eternally absent father, Mu Xuan may be able to bring him a little father's love, but he is not you after all, he can't take your place, Liu Is, you owe me, you owe the child, you can never pay it off.

"Mu Xuan, how are the wedding preparations? My children and I are looking forward to it. ”

"Allure, he is dead, why are you so stubborn? He didn't let you see him for the last time, because he was afraid that his death would have an indelible blow to you, and he didn't want to ruin your life. You want to give birth to a child, I didn't stop you, I know that this child is your courage to live, but you don't have to do it for him, the secret marriage, the city, he is dead, I beg you, wake up, okay?"

"You don't understand, Mu Xuan, you don't understand. I want to marry him, I said that no matter what he becomes, I will love him, even if he is no longer there, I will still be his bride, I want the child to know that his father loves him and has always been by our side and has never left. ”

"Allure, he's not worth it, it's really not worth it. ”

"Mu Xuan, you still don't understand, I love him, it's worth it. ”

"Why are you all so stubborn, you are like this, he is also like this, Allure, sooner or later you will know how unworthy it is for you to do this, and you will regret it. ”

I'm sorry, Mu Xuan, I know, you are for my good, but I love him, I really love him, and I can't lose him. He went quietly, without leaving a word, if I didn't do something, I was afraid that I would hate him, hate his ruthlessness, hate his ruthlessness. I want to do something to warn myself not to forget him, he is the father of the child, the person I love most in my life. Ever since he died, I have become afraid of the dark, I always feel that he will have a hard time in another world, that he is desperate to come back, but he can't, he is in pain, it hurts, I can't help him, I can't even touch him. Occasionally I feel that he seems to be back, just by my side, I know it's a dream, but I don't want to wake up, I'm afraid that if I wake up, he's gone, I greedily want him to stay with me for a while, but I haven't succeeded once.

"You stop. She wants to marry you, I know you are Liu Shi, I don't care what your hardships are, I want you to tell her the truth, I want you to be by her side. ”

"You have the results of the vaccine I gave you, even so, do you still want me to show up?"

The whole world suddenly fell silent, silent, as if all life had disappeared, and it returned to chaos again.

"You said you didn't want her to be hit again, and so did I. Maybe I can bring her back together if I show up now, but five or ten years from now, when I'm dead, what will she do, will she still be alive then? Even if she's in pain now, even if she's worse than dead, but she's still alive, that's enough. ”

"That vaccine...... What the hell is in your body?"

"We shouldn't have come to this world, but we are not reconciled, since we don't want us, why did we give birth to us, we don't want to live in such obscurity, if we are destined to only have twenty years of life, then we want the whole world to remember our existence, just like a meteor, even if it is short, but let the world look up. ”

Mu Xuan felt that he couldn't understand the person in front of him, and he couldn't understand the qiΔ“ he had experienced, but he clearly felt his arrogance, not domineering, not blind arrogance, but arrogance in the real sense, a level that he couldn't touch, in this life, his family background, talent, and status were enough to make him proud of everyone, but this person was different from him, he didn't have a prominent family background, he didn't have enough talent, and he didn't even have a healthy body, but in front of him, he didn't dare to look up, the first time he saw it, there was still such a person in the world, and suddenly remembered a sentence, as if it was customized for this person。

If the heavens give me glory, I will be more mad than the heavens.