Chapter 414: What She Wants Is Never Your Guilt
So as long as he was here, she wouldn't hide and cry quietly by herself.
Zuo Han knew that he was despicable, and perhaps because of this, he didn't want Cheng Li to make any concessions for him.
Obviously he should go to Jiangcheng for rehabilitation, but because he didn't want him to live a life he didn't like, he stayed in Haicheng. Why?
Neither of them seemed to be at fault.
But many things are not a question of who is right and who is wrong.
In short, the estrangement still arises.
Silence lasted for a long time in the ward.
It was Zuo Han who broke the silence with a voice, he reached over and held Cheng Li's hand, and said in a low voice, "Lili, don't be angry." ”
Cheng Li didn't make a sound, looking at his own hand he was holding.
Then slowly, he withdrew his hand.
Zuo Han's fingers stiffened, looking at his empty hand, his thin lips pursed tightly, "Lili, it's me who doesn't ......"
He subconsciously wanted to admit his mistake.
But Cheng Li interrupted him, "Zuo Han." ”
Zuo Han looked at her, waiting for her to continue.
"Ask yourself, what is the most affection you have for me right now?" Cheng Li's voice calmed down, as if she had indeed detached herself from the angry emotions before.
She has always been a person who can adjust her emotions and mentality.
But the faint disappointment in her voice made Zuo Han even more uneasy.
He opened his mouth, but he was dumbfounded.
Cheng Li said, "Do you like the most feelings you have for me now?" Or is it guilty? The moment you see me now, the thoughts that pop up in your heart, do you still like it? Or is it the kind of person I like so much, do I want to spend my life with her? ”
Zuo Han did not speak.
"Or is it that the moment you see me now, the only thought that pops up in your heart is, she is so pitiful, I am so distressed, she is like this because of me, and I will be responsible for her even if I die in this life?"
Cheng Li's words made Zuo Han unable to answer.
"I don't want your guilt, you feel guilty, and then I see that you are wrong, and I feel distressed, then the two of us are distressed and distressed. At the end of the day, what is left......"
Cheng Li's words, Zuo Han understood.
But if he can't do it, how can he not feel guilty? How can you not feel distressed? How can you take the life you want to live as a matter of course? She gave so much......
Cheng Li said, "I don't want to live my life with guilt and distress, I'm still young, I still have a good life, and I still want to have a future." Didn't you say that you could promise me anything else except for going to Jiangcheng? ”
The uneasiness in Zuo Han's heart, at this moment, was put to the maximum, "Lili." His throat was a little dry.
"Then let's separate." Cheng Li said, "I'm tired. ”
Zuo Han's eyes widened, as if he couldn't come back to his senses.
Sister Zou was originally outside and was about to come in to wipe Cheng Li's body, when she heard the movement inside.
What a good couple, like a pair of beautiful people, it's really unbearable to make this situation.
Sister Zou hurriedly came in to play the round, "It's all dissipated, Lili, I'll wash your hair, the water is ready, keep you refreshing and comfortable." ”
As she spoke, Sister Zou neatly moved Cheng Li from the hospital bed to the wheelchair and pushed her into the bathroom.
Then put the back of her wheelchair down so that she can lie comfortably and wash her hair.
It's just that after Sister Zou put down the back of Cheng Li's chair, she saw tears slipping from the corners of Cheng Li's eyes.
Cheng Li raised her hand and covered her eyes.
Sister Zou sighed softly and persuaded in a low voice, "Lili, between the two of you, you can discuss anything, let's not make trouble to that point, Mr. Zuo is very good to you, isn't it?" ”
"He felt guilty about me. But Sister Zou, how can two people live together by guilt for a lifetime. Cheng Li sniffed slightly, with a shallow nasal voice in her voice, "You also saw it, I'm recovering well." ”
"That's good." Sister Zou has been a companion for many years, and she has seen a lot, "You are really what I have seen recover quickly." ”
"I can also be treated well in Haicheng, and I don't need to go to Jiangcheng. Then he can stay here and be a doctor, he is the best doctor. But now ......" Cheng Li couldn't go on.
If it was true that only Jiang Cheng could cure her, Cheng Li would not say anything. But Haicheng can be governed, and most importantly, ......
Cheng Li had a hunch that Zuo Han went back to Jiangcheng, not just to treat her and rehabilitate.
It's even more ...... Go to avenge her. He's going to jump into that quagmire.
Sister Zou somewhat understood what Cheng Li meant, but she still kept persuading her softly.
In the ward, Zuo Han stood there silently.
After a while, he took out his mobile phone from his pocket, walked out, and dialed Shen Yin.
Shen Yin picked up the phone, "Mr. Zuo, what do you command?" ”
"My plane." Zuo Han opened his head in a low voice.
Shen Yin only felt that Zuo Han's voice sounded a little too deep, as if he was not in a good mood.
So he became much more cautious in his speech, "I've been telling the crew to prepare, because I know that you are going to take your wife to Jiangcheng in the near future." Do you have an exact time? ”
"When is the fastest?" Zuo Han asked in a deep voice.
"Is it the fastest?" Shen Yin was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly replied, "It's okay tomorrow, I'll take a look at ......"
Shen Yin quickly flipped through the arrangements on the memo, "Tomorrow evening, the morning after tomorrow, or noon the day after tomorrow, you can arrange it, just see when your time is convenient." ”
Because considering that it was only a few days, Shen Yin arranged the plane in advance, and originally thought that it would not be arranged too early, but now he only felt that it was good that he arranged it early.
Zuo Han was silent for a few seconds, his eyes swept towards the bathroom door, and said in a low voice, "It's tomorrow evening." ”
"Okay, then I'll arrange it." Shen Yin said.
Zuo Han hummed and ended the call.
The hand holding the mobile phone fell down and hung down at his side, looking a little weak.
There was also a little powerlessness in his heart, he didn't know whether it was right or wrong.
It seems to have been a little lacking in judgment.
Zuo Han took a deep breath and exhaled a long time, he only knew that he should do this, he had to do this......
If you don't do this, won't all the things that Lili suffered suffer in vain?
And what matters to your own life. Anyway, he has a rotten life, and he doesn't mind fighting to the end with those rotten people in the Zuo family at all.
In Zuo Han's eyes, his gaze was deep and there was no temperature.
Then he lifted his steps and walked out of the ward with a heavy weight.
After Cheng Li washed her hair in the bathroom, Sister Zou persuaded her, "After you go out, I'll ask Mr. to blow your hair, and then, you take it slow and have a good chat, as long as you communicate well, how can you not communicate?" You have carried such a difficult hurdle. Right? ”
After hearing this, Cheng Li pursed her lips, and then nodded slightly, "You're right." ”
She took a deep breath and was pushed out of the bathroom by Sister Zou.
But she didn't see Zuo Han, only the empty ward.
"Today is also the seventh of the four watches! Finally! It's finally time to get on the plane!! Oh also! Ask for a wave of tickets......"