Chapter 446: Maybe, I can't go on
A deep sense of exhaustion suddenly surged into Cheng Li's heart.
She's tried hard enough, hard enough to keep going. will be treated like that by him even on the plane.
I also adjusted my mood as soon as possible.
Because I always knew that my injury this time was not just my own thing, Zuo Han was also dragged into this quagmire.
But she's tried hard enough. I plan to give Zuo Han a chance, give myself a chance, and give 'us' a chance.
So she refused to be hospitalized, but continued to live under the same roof with Zuo Han, hoping to communicate and discuss with him.
Able to solve the dilemma between them right now.
But it seems that no matter how much he reaches out, no matter how much he tries to catch him, the fact is just pushing him away.
This man, who forbade her to leave, controlled her, and even wanted to see her mother.
It was as if he wanted to trap her in a place where only he could reach her...... But they refused to contact her, and their hearts seemed to be separated by a long distance.
Cheng Li felt that she was really tired.
"What's wrong?" Li Xiaohui noticed that Cheng Li's mood seemed to be wrong, and asked with concern.
Lin Yangyang was originally painting watercolor paintings with a small album on the side, but when he heard his mother's words, he raised his eyes.
Then he was a little stunned, "Sister, why are you crying?" ”
Li Xiaohui's words startled Li Xiaohui, and she hurriedly walked over to Cheng Li and looked at her, "What's wrong?" Why are you crying? ”
Cheng Li didn't make a sound, just leaned forward slowly, pressed her eyes on her mother, and tears seeped into her mother's clothes little by little.
"Yes and Zuo Han...... Is it? Li Xiaohui knows how strong Cheng Li is, and she has quickly adjusted her mentality after being injured, and it seems that she will no longer cry because of the injury.
If she cries now, Li Xiaohui thinks it's probably because of ...... Left Han.
Cheng Li took a deep breath, and there was a shallow nasal voice in her voice, "I think he and I may not be able to go on." ”
"Is it because of his family?" Li Xiaohui thought of Zuo Han's amazing family background, this kind of big gap would indeed make people feel very difficult.
Cinderella or something, flying on a branch and becoming a phoenix or something, after all, it's just a story, how can there be so many such things in real life, it's more of a story that is right at home.
"Not exactly." Cheng Li said, "After my accident, there has always been a problem with Zuo Han. I've always wanted to communicate with him, but ......"
"He doesn't want to, does he?" Li Xiaohui asked.
Cheng Li nodded slightly.
Li Xiaohui sighed lightly, "I actually see that he blames himself very seriously, and he feels a little ...... The devil was stunned. I can't put into words how it feels, but it's like ......."
Li Xiaohui thought about it carefully and said, "It's like blaming everything on yourself, if you communicate with him and forgive him, he seems to be ...... Can't get over that hurdle in my heart? ”
Li Xiaohui didn't know what to say, she just felt a little bit like this.
"I couldn't hold on anymore, I was thinking that I could communicate with him during this time. So I didn't even agree to be hospitalized, just because I felt ......" Cheng Li bit her lip, "This is the last chance for our relationship." ”
But it seems that it still failed.
Li Xiaohui could hear the disappointment in Cheng Li's voice, this disappointment never appeared alone, usually with sadness.
Li Xiaohui didn't know how to comfort her, so she could only gently hold Cheng Li's hand.
"You just have to remember that no matter what you decide, I have your back." Li Xiaohui said.
Li Xiaohui thought about it, and was a little hesitant, but after a pause, she still said, "I was just admitted to the hospital yesterday, and I didn't have the heart to find out, but I had time today, so I went to ask." ”
"Huh?" Cheng Li looked at her mother, "What did you ask?" ”
"My admission fee." Li Xiaohui took out a slip from the side, "Because I didn't deposit and pay the fee in advance when I was admitted to the hospital, I asked a question, and then I learned that Zuo Han had already paid it." ”
Cheng Li took the list in her mother's hand and took a look.
"I said, I can solve my illness by myself, I don't want to trouble you, it's not like I'm saying kind things to you." Li Xiaohui said, "This is the fee that Zuo Han has asked people to deposit in advance, so I will transfer this money to you." ”
Li Xiaohui looked at Cheng Li's eyes, "I can't help you, but at least, I won't let you look up from his parents because of my illness." ”
Cheng Li was speechless for a while, and only nodded slightly.
On the way back, Cheng Li went to the bank, took out the money, and put it in her bag.
In fact, the relationship with Zuo Han has become more and more ...... It's stiff, and everyone else can feel that something isn't quite right.
In the evening, Cheng Li went back to the room to rest.
The bodyguard knocked on the door of Zuo Han's study, and reported to Zuo Han the conversation between their mother and daughter that they heard outside the door of Li Xiaohui's ward.
Zuo Han sat there, not moving, nor speaking.
“boSS?” The bodyguard shouted.
Then Zuo Han raised his eyes and said, "You go out first." ”
"Okay."
After the bodyguard went out, the study fell silent.
Zuo Han sat there quietly, like a sculpture.
It took him a moment before he raised his hand and pressed it lightly on his heart.
His mind was a little messy, and he couldn't understand why it was like this when he and Cheng Li were so good?
When Cheng Li was about to rest, she didn't wait for Zuo Han to appear.
She knew that the situation between them was getting worse and worse.
In other words, the relationship between them has been broken since the plane, but they are still trying to maintain the appearance of being intact.
And now, I'm afraid that even these appearances can no longer be maintained.
Early the next morning, Cheng Li was already ready for Zuo Han to continue to follow her.
He was already prepared that he would not let her go anywhere and do anything alone.
But what she didn't expect was that Zuo Han didn't follow her. just asked the bodyguard to take her to the hospital, and let Sister Zou take care of her.
This made Cheng Li a little unexpected.
Even Doctor Qin expressed his surprise, "He didn't come?" Did you tell him? Or do you have the ability, I am really relieved that there is no Zuo Han staring at you. ”
Cheng Li smiled lightly and didn't make any explanation.
When I went out of the recovery room after rehabilitation, a bodyguard next to me greeted me.
Cheng Li said, "Let's go back now." ”
But this bodyguard didn't respond, Cheng Li was stunned, and when she raised her eyes to look at this bodyguard, she suddenly realized that this didn't seem to be one of the bodyguards who sent her to the hospital.
"Who are you?" Cheng Li looked at him vigilantly.