"Okay." Shen Yin nodded in response, he was a little worried about Zuo Han, so he asked, "boSS, are you better?" ”

"I can't say whether it's good or not." Zuo Han thought about it, no matter how he thought about it, he still didn't feel at ease with Cheng Li in his heart.

He instructed Shen Yin again, "That's it, I'll give you a list tonight, you prepare everything in it, and go to a place with me tomorrow." ”

"Okay." Shen Yin nodded.

That night, Zuo Han sent the list to Shen Yin, probably because of this, because he had something to do, because he got to talk to,

That night, Zuo Han seemed to have finally loosened the string, and finally no longer had sleepless nights, but slept darkly.

When I opened my eyes again, it was already the next morning, and the light outside the window had already penetrated.

Although this kind of sleep time is actually not very abundant, but for Zuo Han's previous state of sleepless nights, it is already very good now.

Dr. Chu came early with a bouquet of flowers in his hand.

It looks bits and pieces, and it doesn't look like it.

"Morning, Zuo Han." Dr. Zhu handed him the flowers, "I saw it on the side of the road, I bought it by the way, and I gave it to you, it seems to be something...... Hydrangea? ”

Zuo Han looked at the bouquet of flowers in Dr. Zhu's hand, his gaze stayed fixed for a moment, and he whispered, "Wisteria flowers." ”

"There are still wisteria flowers on this day?" Dr. Chu was a little surprised.

"yes. It's kind of magical. Zuo Han stretched out his hand and fiddled with the flowers.

The reason why he recognized this flower was that he had heard Cheng Li say before that he wanted to plant wisteria flowers.

"Have you had breakfast? How did you sleep last night? Dr. Zhu took out a tea bag from his bag, "This is a kind of herbal tea that I have prepared myself, it is soothing, you can brew it and drink it if you are fine." ”

Zuo Han looked at the tea bag, a bunch of things he didn't recognize, dried flowers, small wooden sticks or something, it looked strange, but it smelled like flowers and plants.

"Thanks, I slept well." Zuo Han said, "I haven't eaten breakfast yet, let's eat it together." ”

"Just sleep well." Dr. Zhu did not refuse Zuo Han's invitation to have breakfast together, and went to the restaurant to sit down together.

While breakfast, Dr. Zhu started chatting casually.

"Let's just talk." Dr. Chu said.

Zuo Han raised his eyes to look at her, "Okay." ”

"From what you said yesterday, you started in the wrong way from the beginning, and because of this beginning, you actually each have a protective desire to use each other as a shield."

"If you're really just starting that kind of relationship, even if it's a shield, it's not a big problem. But when you have feelings, you will want to keep your best self in front of the person you like. ”

"And the two of you have one obvious thing in common, which is to regard your family of origin as the worst part of yourself. So once your family of origin does something, it will make you start to feel inferior, as well as feel guilty about each other, and at this point, you are the same. ”

Listening to Dr. Zhu's words, the chopsticks held by Zuo Han stopped moving, he raised his eyes to look at Dr. Zhu, and asked in a low voice, "And then." ”

He could tell that there was something in Dr. Zhu's words that hit the nail on the head.

"And because of the trauma when you were a child, you have your own set of standards for intimacy, and you have a natural resistance to such a vicious time, and you can't accept that such a thing happened to her, not to mention that such a thing still started because of your family."

"So your inferiority complex and guilt, plus because of the trauma you had when you were a child, you already have a more paranoid part of your personality, as I said before, many times the changes brought to people in bed when you were a child can't be erased in your life."

"In short, your paranoia has caused you to have such a situation, you focus on your guilt and low self-esteem, and even ignore a lot, what she needs, is your guilt?"

"After an accident like that, she was in so much pain. What have you done other than self-blame, guilt, pain, and revenge? Have you communicated? Talk to me like that to you. ”

"Then you did that to her on the plane, and after that, did you communicate with her because of that incident? Did you say anything meaningful other than being sorry? ”

Zuo Han listened to Dr. Zhu's words, did not make a sound, only shook his head slightly.

"So let's take our time." Dr. Zhu said, "You two are just two little hedgehogs, because you have been maliciously treated by the world, so you both have thorns to protect yourself, even if you want to hug each other, if you are not careful, you will still hurt each other, so take your time." ”

Dr. Zhu stretched out his hand and gently patted the back of Zuo Han's hand, "How long are you guys, and the rest of your life is long." ”

Zuo Han thought about it and nodded slightly, yes, the rest of his life is still long. What he has is time.

He had a long conversation with Dr. Chu.

To be exact, I was listening more to Dr. Zhu.

It's like Dr. Chu has been listening to him yesterday.

Zuo Han's condition was slightly better, and he also knew that he had to follow what Dr. Zhu said, take his time.

But he still couldn't help it, and asked, "If I want to see her...... Do you think I'm fit to see her right now? ”

"It's not impossible to see it." Dr. Chu said, "It's just that I don't think you can control yourself right now. ”

……

Shen Yin and the driver came to pick up Zuo Han to go to the company.

It is not easy to talk to Dr. Zhu for a while, and the work that needs to be done still has to be done.

After going to the company for a meeting, Shen Yin took out a document bag, "boSS, it's all ready." ”

Zuo Han took a deep breath and said, "Then go to the hotel where she is staying now, will she go back?" ”

"I've finished my recovery in the morning and returned to the hotel." Shen Yin replied.

The driver drove the car towards the hotel where Cheng Li was.

It didn't take long to arrive.

Shen Yin got out of the car with the document bag, put on a Bluetooth headset in his ear, and kept talking to Zuo Han.

Walking into the hotel lobby, he took out another mobile phone, made a call and went out, turning on the speakerphone.

There were two rings, and the other end answered.

"Hello?" A gentle and gentle female voice came from the other end, it was Cheng Li.

At the moment when her voice sounded, Zuo Han was already holding his breath on the other end of the Bluetooth headset.

"Hello wife, I'm Shen Yin." Shen Yin said.

Cheng Li was stunned for a moment at the other end, and then reacted, "Secretary Shen?" ”

"Yes." Shen Yin said.

"I'm ......" Cheng Li paused and whispered, "I'm not a wife anymore." ”

"Ahh Shen Yin paused, "Miss Cheng, that's the case, I'm in the hotel lobby now, can you come down for a while?" Or, if it's convenient, I'll just go up there. ”

Cheng Li hesitated for a while before whispering, "...... Not so convenient for you...... Can I help you? ”