What would it be like to truly like someone?

Gu Kikyo didn't understand why he had a strong sense of disparity now, and he kept telling himself something in his heart that you were not worthy of him.

Do you have to be ashamed of yourself in front of someone if you like him?

"I don't want that! If you like someone, you will feel happy and better because of his presence! Gu bellflower waved his little fist and cheered himself on: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Xiao Gu is not afraid!" Or rest assured to fly and chase bravely! ”

But although she continued to encourage herself, she still felt a great pressure in her heart.

That kind of chaos,

It's all because of a lack of security.

To be honest, Chu Ci itself didn't bring her much sense of security.

He has always seemed to be a dangerous prey, so that when she, a hunter, is completely unable to guess the trajectory of his movements, and sometimes he may be in danger of being swallowed by him.

In addition, there is Chen Chuhui, a sexy white tiger, staring at him from the side,

Gu Bellflower has no sense of security from beginning to end, only a strong sense of crisis drives her continuous efforts, and she continues to take the initiative to pursue, as if this is the only way to make her feel that she has a win.

Only hard work can solve her anxiety.

But now when she really knows Chu Ci's identity and background, she has a feeling that no matter how hard she tries, she can't catch up.

At the same time, there is a feeling of Gu bellflower,

She seems to ...... Really got stuck in it.

Otherwise, she wouldn't have thought so at all, because she remembered that her original purpose was just to find a golden beetle son-in-law, to sell herself for a good price.

And now it seems that there is a real opportunity, and a man who perfectly meets her conditions and fantasies has appeared, but as a result, she is a little afraid to move forward and start to suffer from gains and losses.

Even, on the contrary, he may prefer Chu Ci to be a little more ordinary...... Don't be so unattainable.

"The door is not right......" Gu Bellflower clenched his fists, and he couldn't let go of his heart, and he wanted to find someone to confide in his current inner worries and fears.

"Go to Lin Lingbao for consultation? She's a psychology major, so she should be able to help solve her questions, right? Gu Kikyo thought, so he got out of his tent again and quietly touched Lin Ling's tent.

"She probably won't sleep, will she?"

It's still quiet,

Gu Kikyo shouted softly:

"Crooked? Baby, are you huffing? ”

soon

The tent was opened, and an expressionless face came out,

scared the bellflower a big jump......

Because Lin Ling just got out of the tent with a head, and his hands were still holding the tent tightly, so that he couldn't even see his neck......

Lin Ling stared at her with such eyes, and the scene broke the sense of instant vision of a horror movie for a while.

Then I saw Lin Ling suddenly smile and say, "You're finally here......"

"Don't be like this, I'm afraid...... "Gu Kikyo shuddered, "what else is it that I'm finally here...... Can you pinch and calculate that I'll come? ”

Lin Ling did not answer positively,

She won't count,

It's just that what she thinks in her heart is - I've been looking forward to you coming.

Of course, she couldn't have said that.

"Come in."

Gu Bellflower now knows why Lin Ling's tent is tightly pulled and only one head is exposed.

Because

She!

It turned out to be!

Sleeping naked......

Gu Bellflower looked at Lin Ling, who was white under the starlight, and was a little dizzy for a while, she hurriedly jumped in and then pulled up the tent and said nervously: "You, you, you!" Why do you sleep without clothes! ”

“？” Lin Ling asked rhetorically: "Aren't you too?" Said you wore the same? ”

Gu Kikyo is very unaccustomed to sleeping in underwear at night, because it is too big and uncomfortable......

"This is different, you are different from me......"

First of all, you're not as big as mine,

secondly

"It's camping now, sister!" Gu Bellflower smiled angrily: "Can you have a little sense of security, you are not afraid of someone touching in!" This thing doesn't have a lock! Plus you're a parallel import! If people rub you casually, you will be paralyzed, and you will have no strength to resist! ”

That's it? How do you deal with the attack?

Gu Kikyo said and spoke more and more sadly, and gradually depicted a scene where you may be indecently molested and hugged at any time......

Lin Ling's eyes widened and he hugged his body and listened, and for a while there was some inexplicable anticipation.

Phew! I'm not a pervert! Lin Ling hurriedly stopped his dangerous thoughts, blaming Gu Kikyo, why did he describe it in such detail......

She said calmly: "There is a camera, who will do this kind of thing during the recording of the show now?" Is it safe to come and touch the tent in the middle of the night? Who else but you? ”

Lin Ling didn't wear glasses, and his body was truly natural, without a trace of superfluous artificial rendering......

"Hey! You're still talking back! Gu said angrily.

"I don't talk back." Lin Ling shook his head and said as if nothing had happened: "I want to be talked back." ”

“？？？” Gu Kikyo was taken aback,

"You? You...... How did you become like this now? ”

Is this still the pure Frankenstein I was before? Why is the amount of knowledge stored so abundant all of a sudden?

"I studied." Lin Ling subconsciously wanted to push the glasses, but he didn't wear them, so he could only touch the bridge of his nose: "I will renew myself, I feel deeply uncomfortable for my ignorance before, so I chose to broaden and study the scope of knowledge, just to be able to keep up with your train of thought......"

"Judging from your reaction now, my studies should be relatively fruitful."

Gu Kikyo was dumbfounded,

Outrageous

"How could anyone learn this kind of thing? You, you, you, you!! Gu Kikyo was speechless for a while.

"Welcome to the world of Xueba."

Lin Ling continued: "You may not know that the nerves inside the mouth are also very strong, you must know that the first time a child is born is the oral desire period, so it is actually ......."

"Da Da Da Baa! Don't say it anymore...... "Gu Kikyo can't stand it,

How could anyone really drive such a car with such an attitude of scientific research, outrageous! How could she be so calm and talk about such a thing as if it were popular science?

Hey, by the way, I'm here to ask what...... Her thoughts were crushed by Lin Ling's car, and Gu Bellflower, who had recovered her SAN value, hurriedly said:

"I came here to ask you a very important question!"

"But it's okay to talk about it, but we can also continue to talk about the problem we just had, and I think it's also a very important issue, which is related to our lifelong happiness in the future......"

Finished

The boy has changed,

It's so improper!

Gu bellflower said: "Bah, bah, don't listen, don't listen, whoever likes to interject and likes to go, I don't want to ...... I'm here to ask......"

"Huh? I remember when I said top, huh? Lin Ling looked at Gu Bellflower like this and thought it was quite interesting, and continued to quip: "Do you still know how to draw inferences from one case and change the top to insert?" OK, you're also a top student. ”

！

Gu bellflower wants to cry without tears, looking at the top of the tent with blank eyes, what should I do? She couldn't go on, and she almost forgot what she was asking......

"That's right, it's this expression, it's this look, and the eyeballs are a little bit higher!" Lin Ling instructed.

"What!!" Gu bellflower is angry,

Just come over and hold her down,

One hand is covering his mouth,

The other hand is also covering his mouth......

"You're welcome to say that I'm welcome!" Gu Bellflower said viciously: "I don't want to talk to you, my sisters will only attack hard!" ”

At this moment, she is a bully Gu.

When Lin Ling heard this, his mouth moved even faster, and he hummed and chirped, as if he wished that she would do it immediately......

Do you think you're threatening me? No, you're rewarding me. Lin Ling was quite proud in his heart,

She's not who she used to be.

The primitive physiological needs of human beings are normal, so why twist and turn? And it's with the person she likes, she doesn't resist at all......

He even said that he had been looking forward to it for a long time and wanted to do it again.

But I can't open my mouth to ask for it, for fear of scaring Gu Kikyo.

Gu bellflower was completely numb when he saw this,

not your opponent,

She could only spread her hands and said in a rotten tone: "Alas......"

It's hard.

My wingman is a little out of control,

Now her oil is all yellow......

"Okay, okay, you ask, please tell me your inner confusion, I will definitely answer it well, if my answer makes you unsatisfactory, please don't leave your hand, reward it ruthlessly...... Punish me! Lin Ling continued to speak seriously, just listening to her tone and posture of speaking, it felt like a biology teacher was carrying out normal science popularization.

Teacher Min Er should be ashamed when she sees it,

What is a profession? That's what professionalism is all about!

Gu Kikyo took a deep breath, and the indescribable place rose again,

"I ...... I, hey, I wanted to ask something, oh, yes. The corners of Gu Bellflower's mouth twitched, numb, and Lin Ling really interrupted his train of thought:

"Well, that said, I have a friend...... Forget it, that friend is me! The man I like...... Eh, that is, Chu Ci, his family conditions are much better than mine, I think I am a little unworthy, the door is not the right one, and the pressure in my heart is a little great. ”

"You know, that's normal, right?" Gu Kikyo blinked and said, "I feel inferior because of this kind of thing, and I don't think it's a normal performance, right, how to solve it?" ”

"No, it's not normal." Lin Ling said lightly: "This kind of concept is actually normal for many abnormal people, so it seems relatively normal.

However, if there are many people who think it is normal, then it must be normal? ”

Gu Kikyo came to his senses and said, "So the truth is in the hands of a few? ”

Lin Ling chuckled: "The truth is in the hands of a few people, the saying is recognized by the majority......"

Gu Kikyo didn't understand, but felt shocked.

"In reality, the majority are just a few who think they have the truth." Lin Ling said: "Don't go far, the first thing I want to tell you here is that you shouldn't feel inferior for this, and you shouldn't feel unworthy for this." ”

This concept is fundamentally a downward constraint of power, a lie concocted by the need for business and interests to fit the greater good. This sentence is the same as the wine table culture, many times it is a test of obedience, just to take the lead in the future marriage, and justifiably make you an accessory...... Both men and women. ”

Lin Lingdao: "The only reason for it is only that the spiritual door is right, and whether the three views can be consistent.

In fact, in modern society, many people who are really strong no longer care about the so-called portal concept, because they do not need to enhance their power through any business marriage or interest exchange, but there are some people who are in decline and incompetent and some families who are not high or low will pin their hopes on marriage, hoping to make their economic conditions more secure and more comfortable through a marriage with the same material conditions. ”

Gu Bellflower listened and listened, and felt that Lin Ling seemed to be scolding her family in the end......

But one thing to say, Lin Ling is really good, Miss Xueba is still very wowful when she gets serious!

Just these words are not a psychological comfort that treats the symptoms but not the root cause, but directly breaks the outdated concepts in her heart and fundamentally solves the problem.

"All in all, you shouldn't have to think about it at all." Lin Ling concluded and said: "Chu Ci's family background of this level can't care about what is right like I said, but maybe they need you more well-behaved and sensible without adding to the chaos, well, I don't mean to insult you here, I mean to praise your temperament is actually really suitable for marrying into this kind of wealthy family, believe me, you will definitely be liked by his parents." ”

In Lin Ling's dictionary,

Well-behaved and sensible is actually a word with a negative meaning to some extent,

After all, you can't see a child say to his parents that you are really sensible, and you can't see a subordinate say to the leader that you are really well-behaved.

The birth of this kind of word is also a reward for obedience to a large extent, Lin Ling sometimes thinks about it very carefully, how can anyone think that this is a compliment, and even keep working hard to get such an exaggeration......

"Really? Hey, hey, that's good, I'm good. "Gu Kikyo made a little white rabbit shaking his hand, and it was really cute to look at.

Lin Ling was speechless,

It seems like...... Koo Kikyo is the kind of person she says who constantly works hard to get such praise.

What was it like that she grew up in such a way that she was shaped like this? Will you pursue such values?

Lin Ling concluded that Gu Bellflower must have been greatly oppressed since he was a child, or it was strictly controlled.

For a while, she looked at the cute and loving Gu Bellflower and felt a little distressed,

She hugged Gu Kikyo and said, "It's okay, don't be afraid, never feel inferior and miserable because of others, they don't deserve it, Kikyo." ”

Gu Juji smiled coquettishly and said, "Hehe, what, if it's Chu Ci and Chu Ci's family...... Well, that's also a worthy ang! ”

This kid is hopeless, Lin Ling shook his head in his heart,

No way

I had to let myself protect her!

Who made the Kikyo the first person to determine his mind?

If it weren't for her appearance, Lin Ling might not even know what kind of person he was.

(End of chapter)