The kind of nobility and arrogance that you feel like you've read a lot, and when you can't prove yourself, your so-called insistence is just a joke in the eyes of others.

But now most adults don't show more, but what about you as a person, it has nothing to do with people's interests, that's all kinds of praise. No matter how bad it is, there is always an angle that can praise a person.

The sedan chair is carried by everyone, and when you go out, you can save a lot of trouble by saying a good word, so why not do it.

opened the refrigerator and took two bottles of water, sitting on the sofa in the living room, Zhang Lan, who was originally going to rest, suddenly lost a trace of sleep.

It's just a terrible feeling to suddenly realize that you're so far from what you thought you were.

Frowning and thinking about it, Zhang Lan found that he was now lacking in words, and he couldn't say accurate words when communicating with people.

Whether it is typing or speaking, it is habitually ambiguous, but not tactful enough. Describe some objects and things, originally it could be exported into a chapter, now I will simply just say one sentence, the weather is so good, the air is good, today is really beautiful, the clothes are very good.

I can't think of any other adjectives in my dry vocabulary.

When I hear or see some popular words, I rarely think about the meaning behind them, and forget about them in my mind.

Originally, I often told myself to think twice before I acted, and to stop before talking. But I slowly found that I didn't even have the ability to speak.

It's true to do a self-analysis occasionally, but after self-analysis again and again, the problems that existed at the beginning have not changed until now.

Except that it is really different in terms of money, there is almost nothing that has changed.

Due to the observer bias and environmental discipline brought about by the environment, it has not been changed or alleviated, and it has always been the same thinking, talking about change, but only thinking about it.

Got up and took out paper and pen in the room, Zhang Lan began to list and think about items in her notebook, and by the way, she took a look at what kind of changes should be made.

Even if it is three days of fishing and two days of drying nets, if you don't do it, it will always be just a fantasy, only take action, even if it is for a while, there will always be a day when quantitative changes cause qualitative changes to make changes.

Holding a pen and writing in a notebook how to throw away environmental public opinion and some subtle various disciplines, hints, temptations and flickers, throw away the lack of anxiety about consumption or feelings, and think about what kind of person you want to be and what kind of things you want to do in the future.

At this time, Zhang Lan also understood why when there were always relatives and friends talking to him in the past, he liked to say that he had to have a goal in life. No matter whether it is right or wrong, big or small, once you have a goal, you will make changes step by step.

If there is no goal, just by a momentary whim, the end result is how quickly the determination is made, and how quickly the relaxation is over.

The mobile phone that was placed on the side suddenly popped up the window of WeChat video. Zhang Lan tilted his head and glanced at it, stretched out his hand and clicked: "What's the matter?" ”

"It's okay, what are you going to do Zhang Lan?" On the other end of the phone was Zhang Hu.

"I didn't do anything, I'll be ready to sleep in a while." Zhang Lan said casually.

"Let me tell you something, you know Li Jun of our cousin's family, right?" Zhang Hu said.

Zhang Lan nodded: "If you have anything to say, you can just say it, Li Jun, I still don't know, we two junior high school classmates, there will be a class when I go to school." ”

"You know, it's just that Li Jun will get married in two days, let me find him a wedding car, don't I ask if your car will be used when the time comes." Zhang Hu said.

"You said Li Jun is going to get married? Hasn't he been married for several years? When did you get divorced? Zhang Lan asked a little puzzled.

"It's divorced, you and he are junior high school classmates, you probably know Tang Jiaojiao, right?"

"You won't say that Li Jun is going to marry Tang Jiaojiao, right?"

Seeing Zhang Hu nodding, Zhang Lan couldn't help laughing, shook his head and said, "It's really ......."

Li Jun and Tang Jiaojiao have been engaged in objects since they were in junior high school. When I was in junior high school, I was noisy and noisy more than 100 times.

Later, when they went to high school, they were also in the same school, and the two continued to be lovers. is still a continuation of the separation and merger process of the junior high school era, every time Li Jun breaks up, Li Jun is always drunk, Zhang Lan's relatives and good classmates who play are all kinds of comforts, telling him that the scumbag is not worth being sad for her, Tang Jiaojiao just treats him as an ATM, and it is better to play a game with his brothers or something with that money.

And Li Jun also said in deep disgust that he would never get back together with Tang Jiaojiao again, and also made some vicious oaths to show his determination.

As a result, within three days, the face was quickly slapped and reunited, and then the endless cycle of separation and merging began. During this period, Li Jun was also constantly drunk and swearing, and he was so fascinated that he couldn't extricate himself.

After graduating from high school, the classmates occasionally had time to get together, and Li Jun and Tang Jiaojiao always appeared at the party as a pair of lovers.

Later, neither of them was admitted to the university, and went to the same junior college, and they were divided and combined during the period.

After graduating from junior college, Li Jun and Tang Jiaojiao went to work in other places, and then Tang Jiaojiao became pregnant, and Li Jun was ready to marry Tang Jiaojiao. But Tang Jiaojiao's family didn't agree, and his mother pulled Tang Jiaojiao to have an abortion. After the operation, Tang Jiaojiao sneaked out and stayed at Li Jun's house, where Li Jun's mother took care of her.

In this way, Tang Jiaojiao recuperated at Li Jun's house, and when Zhang Lan went home, she also went to visit Tang Jiaojiao.

Tang Jiaojiao lived in Li Jun's house for about a month, Tang Jiaojiao left a letter when Li Jun's mother went out to buy something, and then left.

Li Jun's mother returned home and saw that Tang Jiaojiao was not at home, so she looked around and called Zhang Lan to ask if she had gone to play with him. Because Tang Jiaojiao has not gone out of Li Jun's house all day since she ran to Li Jun's house, it was still when Zhang Lan went to see her, and when she left, she went out to see Zhang Lan.

After Zhang Lan learned the news, she hurriedly ran to her cousin's house, and called Li Jun to see if Tang Jiaojiao had anything to say to him.

As a result, when the phone call came, Li Jun was lying drunk in the rental house, and Zhang Lan asked him what was going on, and he knew that Tang Jiaojiao was missing in his home.

Then Zhang Lan learned such a shocking news from Li Jun's mouth, when Tang Jiaojiao was doing a little moon at Li Jun's house, she quarreled with Li Jun on the phone because she was too bored at home alone.

As a result, when they quarreled, they didn't know whether to say something or what's going on, Tang Jiaojiao told Li Jun that the child she killed was not Li Jun's at all, and asked Li Jun not to pretend to be amorous and say that he owed her or something, there was no need for that.

At that time, Zhang Lan heard Li Jun's drunken words with a hint of self-deprecation, and the whole person was shocked, and said in her heart, what is the matter, his cousin tried her best to raise her daughter-in-law for nearly a month, but she made a mistake. (End of chapter)